Rainy Heart's
Chapter 21's
Neol saranghagesseo onje
neol sarathagesso
Jigeum i sugan
I sesang geu nuguboda
Neol sarathagesseo
~Rainy Heart~
••• 3 Days ago 3 Days & 3 Days ago •••
They travel around the village just to find gifts for Kyujong's wedding. Confused to look for gifts was one of Juhyun's other weaknesses. Usually, when he would give a gift to someone, he would prepare one week in advance, because he always felt confused about what to give to someone. Juhyun was so upset that Kyuhyun had just announced the date of Kyujong's wedding last night.
Kyuhyun glanced at Juhyun who was inflating his cheeks as he could only swirl around the market without knowing what to buy. Seeing that, he felt guilty.
"We need to look in...."
"No need...! I just need to sit for a minute thinking about it!" Sela Juhyun smiled. No need to go downtown, it would only make Kyuhyun exhausted.
Juhyun sat down on one of the chairs and thought. All the things he saw before did not look special in his eyes. All righty! Just for a gift, Juhyun was already like a person who had to decide between life and death. His face looked very serious, like he was thinking about a debt to a loan shark that he could not repay.
Kyuhyun looked at her concernedly and sat down beside her, he also came to think. Who knows if it might help
"Ajumma... I mean, Juhyun....!" Juhyun turned his head with a clear face, but it looked funny in Kyuhyun's eyes. Until he desperately held back his laughter, he was completely inexhaustible with this woman beside him. Now he looks like a man who was dumped by his lover
"Why don't you give Kyujong hyung the kitchen utensils? Or shofa? Or a new bed? Eohs... Or maybe....." Kyuhyun's words came to a halt as Juhyun let out a loud sigh and seemed to be in disbelief with his thoughts. Ok! Kyuhyun failed to provide a solution, he lowered his head slowly seeing Juhyun's reaction which shook his head slowly and sighed
"Why don't I buy him a new house...."
"That's a great idea too!" Kyuhyun exclaimed innocently, Juhyun closed both eyes to get rid of the annoyance in his chest. He really wanted to snap Kyuhyun's head at the moment. If only his head had no problem, Juhyun would have snapped at him!
"I'm not that rich...." The Juhyun complaint received a sinless smile from Kyuhyun who then scratched his non-itchy nape
"Ah... I don't know! I'm hungry...!" Juhyun exasperatedly left Kyuhyun
"Ajumma... Ah... Jejuhey.ah! How about my book???" Kyuhyun slightly shouted and chased after Kyuhyun. Juhyun just raised his hand not knowing what to buy for Kyujong. And he was also still inexhaustible with the contents of Kyuhyun's head. How is anyone that stupid?
••••
Guitar lines were heard among the guests who were enjoying the party. All turned to the direction of the voice, as well as the bride who was entertaining her guests in the middle of the room. The lights became dim and the atmosphere changed to romantic. Marin looked at Kyujong in astonishment, could this be a sweet surprise from Kyujong? This was not in their party plans. But it doesn't seem like it, because Kyujong is just as astonished as he is. The floodlight flashed, leading to two people on the small stage available. Kyujong laughed softly at the two people
"Aigoo... They're so sweet..." Marin's Mumbles
"Really... That's Kyuhyun..." Kyujong also muttered. The guitar playing by Kyuhyun stopped. Juhyun took a step forward towards the mic stand in front of him
"Kqmi's sorry, if we interrupt this party..." Juhyun said with a smile
"It's a joy, when we can be together, shake hands, love each other, share stories and say sacred promises to each other with the special person in our hearts.... Marriage is the starting gate of happiness, marriage is the commitment of love. For Kyujong.sshi and also Marin.sshi! I hope you will be a couple who are always filled with love! A song for you....."
As soon as the short speech ended, Kyuhyun again strummed his guitar with a shahdu full of romantic nuances. And occasionally looked at Juhyun who was standing next to him while smiling widely. Juhyun's soft voice calmed his soul as he began to sing the first verse, no one would have thought that Juhyun could sing so well. Romantic lyrics came out of his mouth in turn, accompanied by such a soft tone. 'Neol Hagesseo's Nest is a selection of songs that Juhyun wants to sing on the happy day of Kim Kyujong, his best friend, and may soon become his family...
Neol saranghagesseo onje
neol sarathagesso
Jigeum i sugan
I sesang geu nuguboda
Neol sarathagesseo
A standing ovation and a sense of awe, Juhyun got when he sang his first ref. Kyujong smiled widely and gave his two thumbs up. While Kyuhyun was glued to look at Juhyun even though his hands were still agilely plucking the strings of the guitar.
Too confused what to give, Juhyun decides to sing as a wedding gift to Kyujong. Unexpectedly, Kyuhyun volunteered to play guitar as his accompanist. Kyuhyun's game was really stunning, not only did Juhyun feel disbelief Kyuhyun could play guitar very well, Kyujong also felt like that
"When did you get to play guitar?" Kyuhyun's question was asked as he went down the stage,
"Thank you first to Juhyun...!" Juhyun who was standing beside Kyuhyun smiled shyly and lowered his head.
"Thank you, your voice is really good!" Marin praised him sincerely, Juhyun nodded and smiled shyly, the last he sang was as he sat in college
"I can't believe you have such a good voice! And Kyuhyun! Did you teach him to play guitar?" Kyujong asked Juhyun who shook his head in response. Kyuhyun just smiled knots then grabbed the hand of Juhyun standing beside him
"I'm sorry, we can only get here to enjoy your party..." After saying that Kyuhyun moved while gently pulling Juhyun's hand.
What's he gonna do? Why did he have to go home in the middle of the party? Juhyun looked at him in surprise as he continued to follow Kyuhyun's long steps still holding his hand. He began to worry, for some reason if something happened outside of his plans with Kyuhyun, he became worried. It seems like he is being too paranoid. So worried, Juhyun did not dare to ask, he would follow everything Kyuhyun wanted.
They got outside the building, a driver got out of Kyuhyun's car, was about to open the door, but Kyuhyun held him back. Kyuhyun turned to Juhyun who now lowered his head, and opened the car door after removing his handrails. Slowly Juhyun raised his head, Kyuhyun smiled so sweetly
"Come in.." exclaimed Kyuhyun with a sweet-sounding voice in Juhyun's ear. Without saying anything, Juhyun entered the car.
A moment later, Kyuhyun also entered his car and sat down beside Juhyun who was still bowing his head. The car drove once Kyuhyun said the command. Kyuhyun secretly glanced at Juhyun
"Why?" Juhyun reacted by looking at him
"We... Where you going?" Juhyun asked carefully, Kyuhyun smiled back
"Wherever you want to go!"
"Yes?" Kyuhyun chuckled a little seeing Juhyun always expressively responding to anything. His laughter changed a meaningful smile. He wished he could continue to see that expression, and never forget it
"From now on, tell me what you want to do with me, where you're going with me, and give me what you want to give me..."
This 'parting' statement sounds so easy for Kyuhyun to convey. Even now he delivers it with a smile. Juhyun stared at him. His heart rippled between sadness and fear. Kyuhyun sighed getting such a look and chuckled back
"Don't look at me like that...." Seriously slow. Juhyun sighed and shifted his gaze
"In retrospect, now you often say strange things..." Suhyun tried as calmly as possible when saying it. This time it was Kyuhyun who was staring at him intensely. For a moment there was no conversation back, while the car continued to go without direction and purpose. The silence was broken as Juhyun laughed with glee
"Should you tuck a sad feeling in the middle of happiness?" Juhyun looked at Kyuhyun back and asked in annoyance
"Sorry..." Kyuhyun looked down for a moment to realize his mistake
"You really want to leave me soon? You really want to do it? Wh why? Am I a bitch? Am I a hassle?" Juhyun exhaled his annoyed breath. Kyuhyun fell silent and looked back at Juhyun who almost spilled his tears
"It's not like that." Kyuhyun briefly
"Now! I will say my wish! From now on, never say anything about goodbye! Because we won't be separated... If there's one last word you want to say, you better hold it! I don't want to hear...." Juhyun shifted his gaze, saying quickly and with great emphasis
"Juhyun.." muttered Kyuhyun looking sad.
"You know I just want to have fun with you!" Juhyun added in a tone he did not want to refute, Kyuhyun took a deep breath and sighed.
"All right..." After that a sweet smile returned to Kyuhyun
"Where do you want to go now?" Asked Kyuhyun again trying to melt the atmosphere
"An orphanage... I'll stay there..! I also need to see my garden!" Kyuhyun did not answer and looked at Juhyun in surprise. What does it mean 'i'll stay there?' isn't there a lot of time to go back to Jeungdo?
"I'm on leave from my job, and decided to stay here" Juhyun explained as if understanding Kyuhyun's astonishment
"What's? What about your kids? If you want to stay with me, let me stay in Jeungdo. I like it anyway...."
"You said you'd follow my wishes???" Sela Juhyun suddenly raised his voice. Kyuhyun's statement had really upset Juhyun. Kyuhyun was a little scowled from being surprised to get that sudden attack
"I just don't want to be late to help you if anything happens! There is no big hospital in Jeungdo, it takes quite a long time to get to the hospital! I don't want to be late! And again, I want to stay by your side....." Juhyun finished his sentence softly. And made Kyuhyun's heart again have to be touched
"I'm sorry... Ok....! Thanks...." Kyuhyun really didn't know what to say to express his gratitude of meeting someone like Juhyun.
••••
Kyuhyun rushed to his room this morning. He wanted to ask Kyujong for help to make some food for Juhyun. Kyuhyun excitedly knocked on the door of the room and opened it. However, upon arriving inside, he saw no sign of anyone's existence. For a moment he thought, where did Kyujong go early in the morning like this. But he found no possibility at all.
Aunty came from picking up dirty clothes in Kyuhyun's room not far from Kyujong's room
"What are you doing?" Auntie asked, Kyuhyun turned his head
"Eoh... You know where hyung went?" Aunty frowned hearing the question. He did not know what had happened to this young master
"He went to the Maldives with his wife. When the party is over they leave. Did you drink a lot last night?"
Instead of responding to his aunt's words, Kyuhyun was stunned. And sighed, then moved on without saying anything. Yesterday, Kyujong had a wedding, and left for the Maldives for his honeymoon. How did Kyuhyun forget that? Kyuhyun stopped his steps and turned his head back
"Ajumma, teach me how to make kimbab!"
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"Morning good..." Welcomed Ahra as Juhyun opened his eyes, Juhyun smiled but the next second he rushed up
"Eoh... I'm late getting up!" Exclaims
"No... I woke up too soon..." Ahra smiled, Juhyun sat back down and blushed in embarrassment
"You want to run off in the morning together...?" Ahra asked, Juhyun looked at her before replying
"You have an appointment with Kyuhyun?" Juhyun nodded in response
"OK! I'll wait for you, finish getting ready in 15 minutes...!" The cheerful Ahra always showed a friendly smile in every sentence she said. Then out of the room that Juhyun occupied. Juhyun slowly moved to get ready.
15 minutes later, Juhyun came out in Ahra's sportswear. For a while until Hyukjae comes and brings her clothes, Ahra lends her clothes to Juhyun. Approaching Ahra who is warming up
"Eonnie..." Call him
"Ah. fits it..." Ahra muttered while watching the clothes Juhyun was wearing
"Kaja!" Ahra cried before Juhyun said anything.
At first they were still walking leisurely. And no meaningful conversation. Juhyun is still a loyal listener to Ahra who keeps trying to tell jokes. Juhyun felt uninspired this morning, for what reason, Juhyun did not know for sure. He just felt heavy to move his body. So he only responded to Ahra with a smile and laughed occasionally. Realizing that there was something strange about the girl beside him, Ahra stopped her steps before they left the orphanage. Turn around and look at Juhyun's face
"Why?" Juhyun asked in surprise, Ahra did not reply and still noticed Juhyun's face
"W...!" Ahra cried suddenly while clapping once
"I'm sorry.... I shouldn't have asked you to run in the morning...! Kkaja, let's just cancel it for this morning!" Ahra took Juhyun by the hand and brought him back
"But why?" Ask Juhyun
"You don't look well today! Better get some rest! I'll make you some anti-fever soup!" Ahra said full of expression, he was like talking to children, maybe because he was too often with children. Juhyun smiled
"I'm doing fine... I'm not that bad." said Juhyun calmly, Ahra raised one index finger and wiggled it to the right and to the left unwilling to be denied
"really... I just feel a little tired... Please don't bother yourself because of me..."
"Close your mouth! You are what I consider my sister...! So listen to this eonni! Understood..!" Juhyun just smiled and nodded got the nagging.
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At around 11:00 a.m., Kyuhyun was only able to finish a kimbab that someone could eat well. After that he made riots by always failing. He could not roll his nasi well, even though aunt taught him repeatedly. And a box of kimbab supplies has been presented well after passing through the great struggle of a Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun smiled satisfied to see the results of his homemade kimbab then left the kitchen which would make aunt's head dizzy because it was so messy. His steps were light towards the room, to get ready. He was going to the orphanage, and did this very late breakfast with Juhyun.
It took 45 minutes for Kyuhyun to finish everything. Now the car has stopped in front of the home. Gleefully, Kyuhyun got out of his car and walked with feathery steps into the parlour. His hand carried a box of such precious kimbab.
"You're coming..." Welcome Ahra from the opposite side to her
"Where's Juhyun?" Kyuhyun asked with both eyes sparkling
"Whoo.... Did you miss him already? That's what? The food? It's great you brought food!" Kyuhyun frowned, not understanding what Ahra had said
"She ate very little of it, and today she also looks unwell, so you have to persuade her to eat a lot..."
"What's? Less healthy? Where's she?"
"In the garden...." Without saying anything more, Kyuhyun ran towards the park.
Juhyun himself was sitting alone looking at the children who were working together to make a toy. His face looked even paler than before. Indeed, since last night he felt uncomfortable with his stomach, but he did not expect to fall ill like this. He hoped Kyuhyun wouldn't know if he wasn't feeling well. Juhyun immediately stood up as he remembered not telling Ahra not to tell Kyuhyun. He just didn't want Kyuhyun to worry about him.
Then it turned around, and by then Kyuhyun was behind it. From the look on his face, Juhyun was sure, Kyuhyun already knew, not knowing what to say, Juhyun just smiled. Kyuhyun sighed softly and placed his palm on Juhyun's forehead without saying anything, getting such treatment, Juhyun could only be silent and fixated on staring at Kyuhyun who was so close to him
"You have a fever..." Kyuhyun muttered as he lowered his hand
"I'm fine...." Juhyun smiled soothingly, Kyuhyun did not react to anything other than just lowering his head and rewinding his steps, he thought that due to thinking too much about it, Juhyun ended up getting sick like this
"Kyuhyun.." Kyuhyun stopped and looked at Juhyun, looking at him with nanar. Making Juhyun feel clueless with this attitude of Kyuhyun
"Did I make it difficult for you? I'm sorry...."
"Kyuhyun's... I'm not sick because of you.." Juhyun became saddened at the look in those eyes, slowly approaching Kyuhyun
"Do you think it's your fault, eoh?" Asked Juhyun gently. Somehow Kyuhyun lowered his head back and cried silently. Thinking about it has made it difficult for many people makes him feel sad. His feelings are more sensitive now. Juhyun looked in surprise, then hugged her
"Relax... Why are you crying? I'm fine..!" Kyuhyun took off the hug and pulled slowly Juhyun invited him in. Juhyun simply followed him without protest.
Arriving in one of the rooms where there were only two of them, Kyuhyun seemed so excited to open the kimbab he brought, then prepare a drink in a glass and prepare chopsticks for Juhyun. He placed the pair of chopsticks in the hands of Juhyun who sat quietly looking at him in wonder
"You should eat this...!" Kyuhyun
"I ate it already"
"But Nuna said you ate very little! No rejection, today I'll take care of you, and tomorrow you'll have to recover ..." Kyuhyun said excitedly, sitting in front of Juhyun. Looking at the girl confidently, as if ready to pounce on Juhyun if he does not want to eat his homemade kimbab. Juhyun swallowed his saliva and chose to eat. Before Kyuhyun pounced on him.
Kyuhyun smiled looking at that adorable looking Juhyun, then stroked Juhyun's hair a few times.
"You should go to the hospital after this"
"I just have a normal fever.."
"I don't want to know!" Kyuhyun's headwaters don't want to be denied.
Finally, Juhyun could only comply with all the care directives from Kyuhyun. He started going to the hospital and made her lie down because Kyuhyun insisted on compressing her. One more thing, he even had to trouble Shin's mother for her to make porridge and samgyetang for Juhyun. This is not his style at all. While in Jeungdo, he didn't even treat himself as a sick person when he wasn't feeling well. But in Seoul, Kyuhyun really takes care of her very well.
Juhyun glanced at Kyuhyun who was still trying to take good care of him. At the moment the man is changing his compress towel. Juhyun felt much better
"Why do you keep looking at me like that?" Kyuhyun asked sarcastically. Juhyun only sighed in response. Then get up to a sitting position
"The afternoon is almost over, since you've been busy taking care of me?" Suhyun complained, he just didn't want Kyuhyun to get tired from taking care of him which was just not feeling well. Kyuhyun glanced at him cynically
"You've been saying that since... Lie back! Your fever hasn't come down yet...." Juhyun looked at him for a moment, then lay down without saying anything more. He would let Kyuhyun worry about him
"Thank you..." Said Juhyun in the end, Kyuhyun now smiled and nodded
"Nothing you want to tell me?" Ask Juhyun
"About what?"
"Maybe about the kimbab... Tastes good..."
"Eoh? Really true?" Kyuhyun smiled
"I made it, this morning I intend to study with Kyujong hyung. I looked for him everywhere, but he wasn't there! And you know the funny thing is, I forgot if he went to the Maldives, the funniest thing is, I forgot he was married..." Kyuhyun laughed at the end of his sentence while Juhyun just smiled knotfully
'He forgot something again'
"But, can't you cook? Then how can you make kimbab so good?"
"Ajumma... If you want, I'll learn to cook from now on! When I get married, I'll make you breakfast before you go to teach..."
"Ehmmmm.. married?" Kyuhyun nodded steadily
"You sure you're gonna learn to cook?" Kyuhyun nodded then looked deep into the eyes of Juhyun lying before him making Juhyun frown incomprehensibly at this change of atmosphere. Without saying anything, Kyuhyun placed the compress towel on Juhyun's forehead carefully
"Kye...."
"We're married, you don't mind, do you?" Sela Kyuhyun calmly
"What????????