Rainy Heart's
Chapter 19's

'...Whoa.... I'm sorry, I was so touched to read this message. Mr. K, don't worry, I'll pray that your first love hears what you're writing! All right, a song that fits so well with Mr. K's story, welcome to listen......'

~Rainy Heart~

The atmosphere was still quiet after 30 minutes. There was no sound in that little house. Even though there were two people awake inside there, they still looked shaken over what happened 30 minutes ago. Still can't believe something like that actually happened. Especially for Juhyun, this felt like a dream to him.

As well as Hyukjae who was sitting next to him, he also could not believe what he had seen earlier. He also felt like a dream. He thinks Kyuhyun doesn't look like a sick person at all, but..... Although Juhyun had explained everything, it felt hard for Hyukjae to believe.

His daydream was interrupted as Juhyun moved awake, the girl stepped towards the kitchen. He has to make something warm, at least when Kyuhyun wakes up there is something he can enjoy and make him feel better.

After Hyukjae changed his clothes earlier, Kyuhyun insisted on staying fishing like the original plan. He really did not want to miss a single moment with Juhyun. Although Juhyun also insisted on postponing the fishing event, Kyuhyun was much harder to keep doing it. Under the pretext of having slept for a while, he would improve. Finally, Juhyun gave up. Tho Kyuhyun had already taken his medicine, and he hoped Kyuhyun would really improve after going to bed.

"Hyukjae.. Can you please continue this? I'll see it...!" Exclaiming Juhyun from the kitchen, Hyukjae nodded and walked up to him.

Meanwhile Juhyun rushed to Kyuhyun's room to take a look. A little relieved when I saw Kyuhyun's face was not as pale as before. Juhyun sighed and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at that face silently. Then take Kyuhyun's notebook with his pen. There were things he wanted to tell Kyuhyun, but it felt like Juhyun was unable to convey it directly.

Juhyun moved his hand nimbly over the book. Write the words he wants to say. Then looked at Kyuhyun back after a while of writing

"We'll catch the biggest fish, kill it and burn it. After that enjoy it together..." Juhyun then chuckled, this sentence is very similar to what a psychopath would say, then hurriedly put the book back on as Kyuhyun slowly opened his eyes. She flashed a sweet smile as Kyuhyun looked at her flatly

"May I take Hyukjae?" Juhyun asked lightly, Kyuhyun sighed softly and smiled in relief as Juhyun did not discuss the incident earlier

"Can't!" Briefly Kyuhyun while waking up to a sitting position

"Why? He was very good at memamcing" Juhyun pouted

"You think I can't fish?"

"Any city guy and spoiled like you can fish? Of course it's only natural when I doubt...." Juhyun was still trying to tease her, he wanted to build a good mood for Kyuhyun as well as himself

"Hey ajumma!!! I am indeed a city man, but I am not a spoiled man! Note that...!!" Kyuhyun raised a protest and looked at Juhyun in annoyance

"Ah... Get ready!" Juhyun exclaimed with a laugh then ruffled Kyuhyun's hair before coming out, Kyuhyun smiled faintly

"What did he say? Spoiled man! She doesn't know how tough I am?" Kyuhyun grumbled short length, then went to look for his warm clothes.

And stepped up annoyedly lighting the room. Juhyun approached while carrying a warm drink that he had made earlier

"Drink this first...."

"No need! We're going fishing now!" After saying that, Kyuhyun walked out

"He's mad at me?" Juhyun asked himself and laughed

"Aigoo Hyukjae.. why is she so sweet....! Why is she so adorable when she's angry? Ah... How did I just realize it?" Juhyun looked at Hyukjae with sparkling eyes then laughed

"Because all this time, you've always been pissed off!"

"Ah You're right...." Juhyun muttered resignedly, he was a little surprised when Kyuhyun came back in

"Why?"

"Where should we go?" Kyuhyun asked with an innocent face, and could not help but laugh at Juhyun. The girl laughed and felt angry

"Aigoo.... How can you be so adorable? Come on!" Kyuhyun only kept quiet as Juhyun pinched both of his cheeks and pulled him out

•••••

Take a leisurely walk along with the warm sun. The sky seemed bright representing their feelings. Juhyun turned to Kyuhyun when the man did not ask him to speak at all and was instead busy listening to something from an earphone. And even though he kept looking at her, Kyuhyun had absolutely no intention of looking back at her.

He seemed to enjoy and appreciate what he was hearing. Juhyun clucked in annoyance

'Can this be called a date?'

"You're serious..." Juhyun protested while touching Kyuhyun's arm. And it managed to distract Kyuhyun to her and take off one side of her earphones

"Yes? What did you say?"

"What are you listening to that ignores me?" Juhyun asked with a pouting face, Kyuhyun smiled so sweetly, then put one side of his earphones in Juhyun's ear without saying anything. Juhyun frowned when he heard nothing,

"You, what is this?" He asked, "I didn't hear anything?"

"You didn't hear it? Weirdo? And I heard?" Kyuhyun also put on a surprised face

"You must be playing me again? Don't you?" Now Juhyun looked at him suspiciously

"No! I'm serious" Kyuhyun looked back at her and said seriously, making Juhyun's gaze change

"Try quiet and listen....!" And innocently Juhyun followed that interduction

"A beautiful woman, the prima donna of the village is in love with me." whispered Kyuhyun with a big smile.

Juhyun turned his head quickly and looked at Kyuhyun intensely. I don't know what that view means? Kyuhyun also looked at her and smiled

"You....." Juhyun's speech came to a halt as he heard the sound from the earphones he was wearing

"Ah... Reappearing..!" Kyuhyun

'This morning the weather is not so cold, dear listeners what are you doing on this sunny day? Are you enjoying your lunch with loved ones? Or are you heading somewhere to make a plan? Whatever it is, have a nice day.....'

Juhyun smiled faintly at Kyuhyun, he was not playing tricks on him, he was just listening to a radio channel that seemed to be his favorite channel. The voice of the female Dj was so soothing to the soul

"It seems, because the voice signal disappeared earlier..." Kyuhyun

"When did you become a radio listener?"

"Since I met my first love...." Juhyun's smile disappeared, talking about first love, Juhyun felt uneasy

'....Before we play a song, I'll read a message from a man who calls himself Mr. K .....' Juhyun took off his earphones he didn't really like listening to the radio

"Awhile...!" Kyuhyun held Juhyun's hand and put his earphones back together, Juhyun looked at him in surprise

'This miss made me feel lost, I didn't know where the real road was going over and over again... The shadow of his face seemed to be dancing in front of my eyes! Like a mirage in the middle of the desert... In thirst I walked over to him, but he disappeared when I reached him. I know this miss I can't stand it anymore! I have to get out of this aridity before I lose it.... This heart is so arid, and I need an oasis in the desert of longing, not a deceptive mirage.... It was my fault when I ignored him when I wanted to be next to him, Dad.... This torturous feeling happened because I was so cowardly! I was too scared to hurt her, even though I was actually hurting myself... Today, I will end this yearning and come to her.... Confessing that she was my first love...'

Juhyun looked back at Kyuhyun, 'lord K'.  He did not want to speculate, he had to make sure that the message was sent by Kyuhyun, what he heard was so heartwarming, touching his heart that he felt like crying

'...Whoa.... Mianhamnida, I was so touched to read this message. Mr. K, don't worry, I'll pray that your first love hears what you write! All right, a song that fits so well with Mr. K's story, welcome to listen......'

"He heard it...." Kyuhyun muttered then took off the earphones and preceded Juhyun. Juhyun was glued to his place and blushed in embarrassment, that message was really from Kyuhyun? He feels like he is dreaming now

'Really?'

They have arrived at a field thatch, to go to the lake, they have to pass through this field. Kyuhyun spread out his hands and took a deep breath, touching the not-so-high weed with his fingers

"Well.... I've found an oasis in the middle of this desert...." He muttered, Juhyun ran over to him

"That's you? Doesn't it? Is that a message from you? Did ya? For me? I'm your first love?" Juhyun asked him in succession while being right behind Kyuhyun

"Kyuhyun? That you? That message for me?" Juhyun repeated his question back, Kyuhyun turned his head and just nodded

"really?" Juhyun asked back then lowered his head to hide the all-red cheeks. Kyuhyun laughed a little and then stepped back

"Yes!! Where can you leave me? You should have held my hand...!" Juhyun protested while following behind him, instead of stopping, Kyuhyun instead ran to tease Juhyun, and made the girl frown. Then chase after him

"Yes! Kyuhyun!!!" Kyuhyun laughed and kept running

••••

"Whoooaaaaaaaahhhhh....."

This time it was Kyuhyun's turn to be mesmerized by the sight before him. The clear water of the lake and the painting of the mountains are covered in fog due to the cold air. It looks so beautiful. Is beautiful..... It's exquisite.....

For city folk like him, this kind of scene was extremely rare and expensive. Juhyun who was standing behind him smiled

"Waaaaah... It's so beautiful! Is this in heaven? Am I dead?"  Juhyun laughed

"You really are good at fishing?" Kyuhyun nodded after throwing the bait he had hooked at the end of his fishing line into the water

"Is that your hobby?" Kyuhyun shook his head, making Juhyun frown

"It's my father's hobby... I always come along when he's fishing..."

"Well...." Juhyun nodded his head.

For a moment the atmosphere became silent. While waiting for the bait to be eaten by fish, Kyuhyun chose to enjoy this fresh air. He raised both hands and made them pillows. So fresh.... Juhyun who was sitting next to him turned his head and smiled

"Why didn't you tell me in the first place that there's such a beautiful place?" Kyuhyun.

"Is this beautiful?"

"Yes.... I feel right here..." Juhyun gave a small laugh then tidied up Kyuhyun's hair which was hit by the wind

"Mr K.... When did you write that message?" Kyuhyun took a breath before replying

"After I forgot you at the playground back then, I thought my message would not be read, I did not expect it to be read at a very good time" Kyuhyun smiled, Juhyun was stunned, I didn't expect it to be read at a very good time, he ran out of words to reply to that answer, he felt very happy

"Kyujong hyung is getting married..."

"What???? That right???" Kyuhyun laughed at Juhyun's overreacting reaction

"No! Are you playing me again?"

"Of course not! I'm serious!"

"Aaaaaaaaa......... I'm so happy!!!!!!!" Shouted Juhyun prancing around. He is very happy if Kyujong can forget him quickly. Because then Kyujong does not need to feel pain longer.

•••••

Kyujong sits on one of the sofas waiting for his bride-to-be who is trying on a dress that he will be wearing at their wedding in a few weeks. His hand was busy scrolling the phone screen, he was reading some comments on his SNS account, as expected, they fans thought he would marry the mysterious woman who made him fall in love. But Kyujong did not look happy, his face was flat but his eyes were glaring. He felt he had become a bad person for the umpteenth time. But for the time being, Kyujong meant it, he wasn't fooling anyone. Just maybe impressed like that.

The curtains in front of him opened and distracted a Kyujong. He put his cell phone on the table and looked at the woman in the white dress. She smiled at Kyujong, she looked so beautiful. Kyujong approached her

"Dtitle.sshi..." Kyujong looked at him with sadness

"Don't give me that look! I gotcha...."

"I'm sorry....." Marin smiled wider

"Hows it? Do I look pretty?" Kyujong smiled and nodded

"You like it?"

"Ehem..." Marin nodded

"After this, I want to eat ice cream with you You're not busy?" Kyujong only shook his head in response

"Well, I'll choose this if you like, wait a minute I'll change..." Kyujong nodded and took a few steps back before the curtain closed again.

This marriage can be said to be unintentional. There are no plans for this sudden wedding. For the sake of Kyujong's sister did this. He wanted to show Kyuhyun that he was okay, he would be happy. And Marin, she's still a good-natured woman. Again he helped himself. Kyujong felt himself to be a coward.

Moments later, Marin came out of the dressing room and approached him

"Near here, there's a really good ice cream shop, are we there?" marin was excited

"Yes

..."

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Two bowls of ice cream were presented in front of their table. Marin ordered with large portions. Not because he was upset, but because he saw Kyujong's mood was very bad.

"Eating the sweet will improve your mood..." Said Marin, thrusting a bowl in front of Kyujong. His lips smiled as Kyujong rounded his eyes looking at the ice cream

"You ordered this much ice cream?" Marin laughed

"I can't stand to see your wrinkled face..."

"Oh...." Kyujong smiled then chuckled at Marin's timid looking expression

"All right! We're racing to spend it!" Kyujong is excited

"ouch ... Who's afraid! In 10 minutes, I'll count 1-3... Ok? Hannah... Dul... Sets...." Said Marin excited

They devoured the extremely cold ice cream quickly while occasionally laughing when they saw their mouths splattered. And the occasional Marin annoys Kyujong who nearly finished off one bowl of his ice cream.

"Yes! It's cheating...!!" Upset Kyujong while getting rid of Marin's hand who laughed happily because it managed to disturb Kyujong.

Not 10 minutes have they got the winner. Who else if not Kyujong who is currently doing the celebration of victory. Like a soccer player who just scored a goal! Raised both hands and exclaimed happily. As if I don't care about the surroundings. Marin could only laugh seeing that.

They look very messy at the moment, ice cream stains appear on some sides of their mouths and even their noses

"Dry!" Kyujong cried after being satisfied with celebrating

"What?" Marin looked at him in wonder

"Your silence!" Kyujong yelled back as he prepared his hand to flick Marin's forehead

"Ah.no! don't do..." Whine Marin while covering her forehead with her hands

"You lost, so you must accept the punishment!" Marin shook her head spoiled

"Dry!" Kyujong grabs the hand and does so eagerly, until Marin squeals in pain

"Eoh... I-i'm sorry! Did I do it too hard?" And now Kyujong who was drunk because Marin was still down while holding his forehead

"I'm sorry, huh?" Marin raised her head and laughed jailily at Kyujong. Makes Kyujong sigh and smile

"But it hurts"

"Sorry...." Marin nodded and smiled

Susasana became quiet after that. They were both busy cleaning their mouths and noses. And it just feels more awkward, several times Marin mendehem slowly

"Marin.sshi?"

"Yes?" answer quickly

"Thank you.... Sorry...." Marin looked at him and smiled soothingly

"You've said it almost 100 times Kyujong.sshi.." she said gently.

"I really feel.... Hh... I'm sorry..."

"Look! I completely understand, Kyuhyun is your top priority right now. You didn't do anything wrong, I don't mind this! I'm very grateful to you, although not entirely this marriage based on love, can channel my feelings more deeply, I've been very grateful..." Marin laughed a little

"I must look cheap..." His mutter then lowered his head, Kyujong sighed softly and looked at him softly

"Marin.sshi, who would have the heart to hurt an angel like you? I promise you, I don't love you yet, but I will do anything to make you happy, I won't hurt you one more time, and... I will learn to love you from time to time... Right now the reason for this marriage is Kyuhyun, but who knows what will happen next?" Marin looked back at him and smiled.

••••

True to what Juhyun said, the fish in this lake was huge and satisfying. Two fish were enough for their dinner menu. And they decided to go home before it got dark. Spend time together, chat about this and that, share stories, share experiences. And share the taste.

Along the way, Juhyun could not hide his smile. Although he had not said it directly, but the message from the radio was already quite romantic for Juhyun. Now, he just had to wait for Kyuhyun to reveal it directly. Kyuhyun will repeat it again. Kyuhyun turned his head and looked at the radiant face and then smiled.

'I will definitely be the worst person after this. I'm sorry Juhyun..... I hope you understand....... I'm sorry....'