Rainy Heart's
Chapter 15's

'I know now you live to fight for my love. I know and never close my eyes and ears to all your struggles. I know this must be heavy for you. This also feels hard for me. I also want to fight as you struggle. I also do not want to hurt you with my sword of love. But what can I do under these circumstances? I will only stain your struggles, I will only hurt your feelings, I will only make you feel pain if I accept your feelings. If you fight to love me, I will fight to keep my love sword from hurting you..... Ii'm sorry.... Ii'm sorry.... Ii'm sorry.... Yuhyun......'

~Rainy Heart~

Juhyun wiped his tears quickly when there was no sign of Kyuhyun falling asleep. Soon he changed his position and leaned Kyuhyun on the back of the chair. This man before him looked so weak and did not react at all with his call

"Kyuhyun... You heard me!" Not knowing what to do, Juhyun kept calling Kyuhyun.

His eyes were still tightly closed, with Juhyun slightly riled up holding onto Kyuhyun's cheeks, his tears had spilled, the situation was too tense not to panic him. Then touch Kyuhyun's neck to check his pulse there

"Ouch...." Suhyun complained with tears that had soaked his entire cheek. Although he is not a doctor, he knows Kyuhyun is not in good condition at the moment.

Increasingly panicked, Juhyun reached into his pocket to retrieve the phone, after which contacted the ambulance. He could think of nothing but calling an ambulance. As soon as he finished contacting her, Juhyun took off the jacket he was wearing to cover Kyuhyun who was probably cold. His tears were already unstoppable, even his appearance had been muddled from crying incessantly. He was very worried.  Then he clutched the body tightly while still crying

"What happened to you?" He muttered with a trembling voice

"Juhyun.shi...?" Juhyun turned his head quickly to the origin of the voice, from his right side Ahra ran over, the look on his face also looked as tense as he was

"What's going on?" Juhyun could only shake while crying

"Ambulance is coming soon..." Juhyun said on the sidelines of his cries

"Kyuhyun.do you hear me? Kyuhyun.. wake up...!!" Ahra cried no less panicked with him. Juhyun was stunned to see Ahra's reaction. There must be something that makes Ahra this sweet

'What does Kyuhyun keep secret from me?'

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Juhyun sat next to a hospital bed. He was still waiting for someone lying there to open his eyes. Ignoring his ship that had been sailing since an hour ago. He had been sitting there for three hours, but the man in front of him had still not woken up. Slowly he held the man's hand, his eyes closed to ward off worry. Several times he sighed, it had been since the morning he waited, and now he had to wait again.

He stood guard alone, Ahra still had to go home because there was something he had to do. So that makes him unable to ask what really happened.

Slowly......

Both of Kyuhyun's eyes opened, Kyuhyun still adjusted his eyes to the bright room. Then looking to his right side, he silently looked at Juhyun who was still looking down, he could also feel the grasp of Juhyun's hand. Both of Kyuhyun's eyes looked cute as he looked at Juhyun like that

'It would be much more painful for me if you were to be in this kind of position than I would have to let go of you.' Kyuhyun muttered bitterly.

He remained silent until Juhyun raised his head and found him dead. Juhyun smiled widely seeing that, he also sighed feeling very relieved

"You awake? Are you feeling better?" Asked worriedly, Kyuhyun just silently looked at him. Juhyun lowered his head back and wiped off his tears quickly, as it suddenly flowed

"Sorry..." Said Juhyun regretting that he could not help but cry, but there was a shiver in his voice.

Juhyun had to turn around to calm his feelings. Kyuhyun still faithfully looked at her with a gaze that made Juhyun even more unable to hold back his tears

"Ah.... My eyes are so sore..." Juhyun muttered while chuckling. But when he turned around, he still met Kyuhyun looking at him so sadly. As much as possible, Juhyun refrained from crying again

"What... Did you meet a dog?" Juhyun asked later, this time Kyuhyun turned his gaze in the other direction, his face still flatly enduring the sadness

"The dog's after you?" The tears of Juhyun flowed again

"Stop that!... Don't cry on me like this! Am I going to die?" Kyuhyun said in the end but did not look at Juhyun at all

"I'm sorry... I was so surprised when you suddenly fainted.."

"I'm just exhausted..."

"Yes... Is correct... Rest up! I'm going!" Juhyun stood up slowly and turned around.

However, when his hand was held by Kyuhyun. Slowly Juhyun turned his head, Kyuhyun still did not look at him even though their hands were clinging to each other. He could only stare at the hand in silence. A few moments later

"Thank you...." Juhyun turned his gaze to Kyuhyun who was now also looking at him. Then smile knots and nod. After that move on, let the hand link separate. He felt very sad at this moment and he did not want to cry in front of Kyuhyun.

Kyuhyun could only look at his departure wistfully. Then closed both eyes back. Along with that her tears dripped, she also felt sad.

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After filming, Kyujong busied himself in the kitchen to cook dinner. Although his face looked cloudy, Kyujong remained busy and did not give himself a chance to daydream. He is good in the kitchen, because from a distance he looks very perfect when cooking. He was preparing his favorite meal. Nanun his face does not look okay at all, he looks moody under the light of the kitchen lights are lit. Only the kitchen lights he turned on.

His decision to let Juhyun go was not an easy one for him to make. He has lost his love now, for the sake of Kyuhyun and also Juhyun of course.

Unmindful of his phone vibrating continuously, while in this kind of bad mood, Kyujong would rather keep himself busy in the kitchen and stay away from the phone.

'drrrrrrrrttt..'

Again the phone vibrated. I don't know how many times, the phone vibrated since this afternoon. But he ignored it.

'drrrtt drrrrrttt....'

Kyujong mneghela when the caller was so impatient and persistent. Kyujong grabs the phone and turns it off. That's Jungsoo's phone. He doesn't want to talk about work. After that he was again busy in his kitchen preparing dinner for Kyuhyun.

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"Why him?" Jungsoo muttered while looking at his phone a little annoyed, a second later his phone rang

"Eoh..." He answered the phone from Ahra

"No... He didn't answer my phone, what's wrong? Why don't you call him yourself?"

'If he answers, I won't ask you for help! Alright... I'll just go to his house'

Many times Ahra contacted Kyujong, intending to inform him that Kyuhyun was rushed to the hospital. But Kyujong did not take his call.

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At exactly seven in the evening, Kyujong finished arranging the food he had cooked at the dinner table. Then he went out to check if Kyuhyun had come home or not. Arriving in the living room, he stopped his steps when he saw Kyuhyun just entering the house and walked slowly up the stairs. The atmosphere of the house was dim, Kyujong did not turn on all the lights. It had become his habit when he felt that he was in a bad mood.

"Kyuhyun.. Did you just come home?" The question stopped Kyuhyun's steps. Kyuhyun turned to the older brother who had approached

"Yes..." In short with a raucous voice

"I happen to have dinner first!"

"Sorry, I'm tired....." Kyuhyun nodded his head slowly and continued his steps towards the room. Kyujong frowned feeling astonished by Kyuhyun's attitude tonight

"He looks very unwell...." Kyujong murmured then followed the younger brother to the second floor.

Kyuhyun closed the door slowly after entering his room. Walk to his bed and lie there. He was still limp, he should still be in the hospital right now. But he forced her home. Kyuhyun sighed and in an instant he fell asleep. He was really tired today, his heart condition also added to his helplessness.

Kyujong entered the room slowly, then approached his sleeping sister. Pull the blanket and cover it slowly, then check the body temperature of the sister. It was true that his sister was having a fever right now. Kyujong sighed and went back out to pick up the equipment to take care of his sister.

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The next day, the sky was still as bright as yesterday. Kyuhyun opened both of his eyes as the clockwork showed at seven in the morning. His room was still quite dark, as the sunlight was blocked by the thick curtains in his room. Kyuhuun blinked his eyes slowly and looked around, then sighed as he recalled what happened yesterday.

After that, he woke up to a sitting position, and that's when he saw his brother still asleep on the sofa. Kyuhyun looked down at the small towel that had fallen into his hand, then smiled knotfully

"He took care of me all night...." Then he muttered down the bed.

Today he has improved, it looks like Kyujong has taken very good care of him. She completely replaced her mother. When they were sick first, the mother would stay up all night to take care of them. Kyuhyun picked up the blanket in his closet and slowly enveloped Kyujong

"Thank you hyung..!"

After saying that, Kyuhyun went to the bathroom to clean himself up. He's not going anywhere today. Fainting out in the open and being seen by someone who shouldn't have seen it, Kyuhyun felt like he had to be alone for today. He could not imagine how many questions Juhyun had in mind after seeing him faint yesterday.

About 15 minutes later, Kyuhyun finished cleaning himself up. The brother is still asleep. He didn't seem to sleep until morning. Kyuhyun came out and closed the door slowly. Heading to the kitchen and seeing the aunt busy preparing breakfast

"Auntie..."

"Eoh... Master is awake" Kyuhyun smiled

"I'm the one who prepared the breakfast" the aunt frowned. If Kyujong were to ask, this would be no surprise. But Kyuhyun? He didn't even know how to light the stove, what would he cook?

"Why?" Ask Kyuhyun full of questions

"Sir...."

"Auntie doubts me? I can! Is it Kyujong hyung who is good at cooking?" Kyuhyun sulked and puffed his cheeks, aunty just smiled wrongly, then moved on.

He was just about to start cooking, and now Kyuhyun threw him out of the kitchen. He hoped that the kitchen would not fall apart after Kyuhyun cooked later. Kyuhyun smiled and looked sparkling

"All right.... Time to start" he murmured as he stretched out his hand. After that, go to the refrigerator to pick up the ingredients.

But when he opened the refrigerator, he did not know what to cook? Never once did he touch the kitchen. Kyuhyun looked seriously thought, but not a single idea appeared. No matter how hard he thought about it. Kyuhyun sighed as his brain suddenly became dead-end

"Aish....." The look on her face was so adorable, as she thought hard just to cook.

Kyuhyun closed his fridge back and pulled his phone out of his pocket. Searching for recipes is easy on the internet

"No.no... It's hard to make, aish... Kenpa everything is so hard to make?" Kyuhyun muttered while scrolling his phone screen. His face became cloudy when there was not a single recipe he could cook.

'ting tong'

Kyuhyun looked astonished when he heard the sound of the bell, who is visiting so early? If it was Jungsoo, he wouldn't have pressed the bell. He'll definitely go straight in. Intrigued, Kyuhyun moved to open his own door.

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Kyujong woke up, and stretched his muscles. Sleeping on the couch is uncomfortable. Take a deep breath and breathe it out slowly. Then get up to a sitting position, and feel surprised when it realized there is a blanket that warms his body. He got Kyuhyun's bed, his sister wasn't there. Kyujong smiled wryly and looked at his blanket back.

"alright... Is he better this morning?" He murmured while standing and lighting the room.

From the second floor he saw the aunt was busy clearing the living room. Kyujong casually climbed down the stairs and went to the kitchen to fetch some drinking water, but his steps stopped at the door. His sister looked busy there, Kyujong smiled seeing that. As she opened the door, her hand stopped, when she saw a woman coming with vegetables from the fridge, Kyujong looked at her from the glass door in front of him

"Ah.... So here's how...." Kyuhyun muttered while stirring the sauce he was cooking

"How do you know my hyung?" The woman smiled

"You don't remember me?" Instead of answering, he asked back

"What are you really?" Kyuhyun asked back while looking at the woman intensely. He's still smiling

"Don't you remember my voice?" Kyuhyun nodded

"Jang Marin, remember?" Kyuhyun frowned, trying to remember the name and when he met the owner of the name, Kyuhyun shook his head again when he did not remember it

"Hot brown....." Kyuhyun clucked and still shook his head. The woman laughed, because she thought Kyuhyun's expression was adorable when he thought

"B.give.i.ini..p.to hyungmu...." Marin said that with a stutter, and it managed to make Kyuhyun round his eyes, Marin smiled, it seems Kyuhyun has remembered

"Yes!"

"But how did you get like this? You disappeared after a scandal with Kyujong hyung, and why did you become more beautiful like this? I really don't recognize you..." Kyuhyun looked at her in amazement, Marin just smiled

"Don't tell Kyujong about the hot chocolate and the stalker, aish... Actually I don't agree you call me a stalker, I'm the one who loves him secretly..."

"Ah.sorry..." Kyuhyun laughed

The door opened, and stopping the chatter, Kyujong walked in and looked at Marin intensely. He heard all the conversations. Marin also looked at him and was still smiling. Kyuhyun glanced at that serious-looking hyung

"You feel better?" Kyujong turned to look at Kyuhyun and interrupted his words. The sister nodded, Kyujong smiled in relief. Marin lowered her head and pursed her activities of cutting the vegetable

"Need help?" Ask Kyujong then

"No..no need...! Today I'll cook for you!" Kyuhyun replied steadily as he shook his head

"alright... Ah... Marino.sshi!" Marin stopped his activities from looking at Kyujong

"We need to talk!"

"Please! I can continue this cooking..." Kyuhyun said quickly

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Juhyun arrived at Jeungdo. Slowly entering the house. Today he is not on leave to teach because he is late to return from Seoul. But his mind was not at all distracted. He was still thinking about what happened yesterday, and he was still worried about Kyuhyun.

Slowly he sat down on the sofa in his living room, then looked down. He even entered the house without greeting. His mind was completely disturbed at this moment, what Kyuhyun said yesterday was still ringing in his ears. Until now, Kyuhyun still wants him to be with Kyujong, he even entrusts Kyujong to him for his care.

"Will he go far?" Mumbled

"Omm!!!" Juhyun raised his head and looked at his surprised mother

"Aish! When did you come?"

"Just now...."

"Mother was so worried when Hyukjae said you missed the ship, how could you?"

"Either.. I'm tired..." Juhyun headed to his room. Lady Kim looked at her daughter in surprise, her face also looked very cloudy, did something happen in Seoul?

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"Stalkers? What does that mean?" Kyujong asked blatantly once they had lined the kitchen. Marin sighed and looked at Kyujong who was sitting next to her, then smiled in a knot

"So you heard our conversation?"

"Mari...."

"SMA Gookil, I'm an alumnus there" Kyujong frowned, it was his school and also Kyuhyun

"Since you've heard it, I'll tell you!" Marin smiled

*****

As a student who is far from the word popular, and a very shy student. Marin could only like her classmate secretly. Her personality is reclusive and shy, Marin can only pay attention to Kyujong from afar, likes him secretly, and only hopes inwardly to become the lover of the handsome and wealthy student.

Not because he came from a chaebol family (a term for a conglomerate family) or because he was handsome, actually Marin liked the personality of this student. With everything he had, he was so kind to Marin's eyes, he was also friendly. Once, Marin once got his help, when he was carrying some equipment that he had to return to the laboratory. Not just one prop, but a lot.

When no one helped him, Kyujong came and said nothing he took half the equipment he was carrying. At that time Marin could only look at her, and said nothing but gratitude. Kyujong also simply accepted the thanks. It is not only in her that Kyujong is being kind like this, but this kind of personality is enough to make Marin like him.

One day, I don't know why the weather was so cold. It's colder than usual. And somehow Marin saw Kyujong cleaning up the trash in the schoolyard, and it looked like he was serving a sentence. Marin is an observer, not far from there, he hides and watches Kyujong secretly. Because that's all he can do

"He must be cold...." He mumbled feeling sorry.

Another student came, he sat down and just watched Kyujong like a foreman

"Aishis... Kyuhyun.. Don't be here!" Kyujong said, The student is his sister

"I'm helping you?" Asked Kyuhyun, his sister is still Junior High, it seems like he left his class to see the brother who is in the law

"No! You should go back to class right now!"

"But... Why are you in the law?" Kyujong did not answer

"Hurry back." and instead exclaimed, Kyuhyun sighed.

"alright... Okay......"

Kyuhyun left his slightly stubborn brother. This time Marin's attention was on her sister. Kyuhyun just passed by with a grumble of annoyance. But his steps stopped, then turned to Marin who had now noticed Kyujong again

"Should I give her a warm drink?" Marin muttered, Kyuhyun approached slowly and stood right behind Marin

"Ah... But how do I give it? Aish..."

"You're a stalker, huh?" Marin turned his head and looked at Kyuhyun in surprise, he became nervous from being caught off guard

"B.not..."

"You like my hyung?"

"Eoh?"

"So my hyung has fans? I'm Kyuhyun..." Kyuhyun extended his hand

"Yes, I'm Jang Marin..."

"You're gonna give him a hot drink, right? Leave it to me if you're too embarrassed to give it to yourself..." Kyuhyun said without making small talk

"What?" Kyuhyun nodded steadily, Marin swallowed his saliva and then moved on to buy a warm drink. A moment later he came, Kyuhyun was still waiting for him

"Give.i.ini...p.to hyungmu!"

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Kyujong was stunned to look at Marin after hearing her story. He did not expect, Marin one school with him, and liked it even now. This woman before him really had a very sincere feeling. Kyujong was still stunned until he forgot to ask him what he had come for

"You know how much I wanted to destroy you after what happened two years ago, right? I gathered all the information about you, and planned a revenge. I want you to fall like I did two years ago, but....! I can only put together all those plans without being able to realize them..."

Marin smiled bitterly and lowered her head, feeling sorry for herself. He was so naive that he could only see the face of one man. Kyujong still looked at him

"Just do....! I must have burdened you...." Said Kyujong slowly

Marin raised her head and looked at Kyujong intensely. This man's heart before him was so good, how could he destroy it? Marin shook slowly

"As I said, what happened two years ago is not your fault..."

"Siaaapppp....!" Kyuhyun said from the kitchen. The two of them looked at each other, then looked at each other for a moment

"Breakfast here..." Said Kyujong, Marin nodded.

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Kyuhyun looked at them in turn. The food was ready in front of them. But they didn't touch the food at all. Both Kyujong and Marin, they just sat looking at the soup sauce he had made. The appearance of the food is not as usual, it seems Kyujong and Marin are hesitant to eat it. Marin sighed softly, he had already taught Kyuhyun the correct recipe earlier, but he was a little surprised by the end result. While Kyujong, he is more visible is holding back laughter.

Kyuhyun still looked at them alternately with frowns. It's been five minutes, but what's their reaction?

"Is this poisonous?" Ask Kyuhyun slowly. Yet able to turn their eyes to her, Kyuhyun smiled knotlessly without any guilt

"I think this will cause diarrhea..." Marin said too honestly to remove Kyuhyun's smile

"I failed to make it?" Kyuhyun asked again with a parched face

"Gwaeenchana... It can still be eaten!" Said Kyujong consoling and then devouring the soup, he did not want to make Kyuhyun who had struggled to cook feel disappointed

"Yeah!" As Kyuhyun quickly approached the older brother and took the spoon in Kyujong's hand, Kyujong looked at him in surprise

"Let's have a shoot later! It's not funny if you get poisoned for eating the soup I made" Kyuhyun said quickly leaving Kyujong stunned for a moment and then chuckling. Marin then stood up

"Let me make a new one!"

At the end they had breakfast with food cooked by Marin. Kyuhyun has failed to impress her brother.

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~Last of next week....

After having breakfast together a few days ago, Kyuhyun really didn't go anywhere. He spent time in his room reading books. He finally reappeared after three days. His "mental" condition had improved, and he no longer remembered the fainting incident in the open.

Now, he has resumed his activities, spending time with the children in the orphanage and monitoring the sales of his novels. Tomorrow, he'll be doing autographs and book surgery for the first time.

He will show himself in these last moments. At least, he would definitely make a relief to those who liked his writing. Because they finally get to see their favorite authors. Kyuhyun will be holding the event for the next month.

Kyuhyun sat in the garden of the parlour and opened the paper bag given by Ahra almost a week ago. He had not opened it for the reason of "being alone. And now he was ready to open the deposit from the Juhyun. His lips smiled broadly as soon as he saw the contents, a letter was also in it. Kyuhyun took the letter for him to read. Yet he still circulated his gaze, making sure nothing would interfere. Slowly Kyuhyun opened the letter

'I'm not very good at writing, and it looks like this is the first letter I wrote. Emm... Saengil Chukahae's... I have absolutely no intention of ignoring you. I'm really nervous to meet you! Given the events of a few months ago, I felt a dwarf to deal with you. Ah... As for that, I'm really sorry. You must be uncomfortable. I admit if I was too rash, I couldn't hold it back anymore, what else should I write? Ah. You may not respond to what I said at that time, but..... Please don't keep your distance from me, don't be a bad guy! You've opened the door to my heart, and made me used to your jokes, so don't go and make me feel uncomfortable. Stay by my side, arrachi?'

Kyuhyun folded back the paper and smiled knotfully. Then heave

"How can I stay by your side?" Kyuhyun muttered then circulated his gaze back. It's the weekend, shouldn't Juhyun and Hyukjae have come? But this time they have not come yet. Are they absent today?

Kyuhyun stood up to enter. The air outside is very cold. Before moving on, he returned to tidying up his gifts and then turned around. As in the dramas, he actually hoped that when he turned around there would be Juhyun behind him. But he was a little disappointed when it turned out that Juhyun wasn't there. After sighing, Kyuhyun stepped his foot. A moment later his phone vibrated, he immediately received the incoming call, it was from Juhyun. Did she miss him???????

"Ajumma...." He unconsciously spoke with enthusiasm

"Eoh... You sound so happy I called?" Kyuhyun closed his lips and cursed inwardly at the question

"Kyuhyun.....?"

"Yes" this time Kyuhyun replied coolly, there was laughter across the street

"You're waiting for me?"

"No! Why should I wait for you?" Juhyun laughed back

"I'll be up to 30 minutes"

"Yes... Be careful" there's no conversation back for a while. Kyuhyun also seemed confused about what kind of conversation he would have, until finally.......

"Hey!!! You bad guy!!!" Kyuhyun was surprised instead of a bitch, as Juhyun suddenly cursed in a cold tone

"What?" Kyuhyun was surprised

"How dare you lie to me? I'll make the calculations when I get to it! So keep waiting for me huh!" Now that Juhyun's speech had become stupefied, Kyuhyun was stunned. Confused by this sudden situation, was Juhyun drunk?