The charm of Ayra Khairunnisa
203 Wife and Mother

Every household has problems. Whether it's a big or trivial issue. Really the problem will be big or small depending on the way both parties respond to it.

Like Bram who turned out to have bought a house and renovated the house to be as he wanted. Bram bought a house that was not too far from his office and also from Kali Bening. Bram who feels he is a husband, he who has authority over his family also prepares several workers in his new home including baby sitter.

A house consisting of 3 floors. Where Bram chose the second floor to be his room with Ayra. The house is quite spacious with a garden and swimming pool at the back. And in the side yard there is a carved gazebo typical of Java.

One month old Ammar and Qiya. Bram and Ayra call their daughter Qiya because of the similarity of their daughter's last name to daughter Furqon.

That afternoon, after all the family came home from Bram and Ayra's new home. It was Ayra who was tidying up some of the books she had brought. When the sound of crying came from Ammar, Ayra rushed to her nursery which also connected her door with Ayra's room.

Upon arriving at her son's room, Ayra is quickly defeated by the baby sitter Bram has prepared to help Ayra keep both of their children. For some reason in Ayra's heart there is discomfort when she first met the baby sitter named diamond.

"Astaghfirullah's.... What is this feeling."

Intan hugged Ammar. Ayra walks towards Intan and tries to establish communication with the new baby sitter one day working.

"Here let me carry."

"Ga anything Mom. Mom just rest. Let Ammar take care of me."

"Thank you mbak. It's okay maybe she's thirsty."

But when Ayra is about to reach for her son, the baby sitter walks away from Ayra while trying to calm Ayra's son. Ayra sighed.

"Maybe he wants to know your son more Ayra. What is this. Satan is playing behind the hearts of men. Just met already have a sense of dislike. Protect the servant from the temptation of the Lord."

Actually, there was a disappointment in Ayra's heart to Bram. First her husband looked for a baby sitter without inviting her to talk first. Second, the slightly tight and sexy baby sitter clothes made Ayra uncomfortable. Remembering the woman named diamond will help her take care of her two children where it should be one house with her and her husband.

Yang Ayra was worried, whether her love for Bram was too big so she could be jealous and not happy to see Intan or indeed she was su'udzhon on Intan who did look a little open and sexy.

Ayra who is always taught by Umi Laila to learn to keep heart, try not to quickly draw conclusions. She didn't want to judge Intan too quickly, just because the baby sitter was dressed like her.

Qiya's crying voice made Ayra rush towards the playroom in front of the child's room. Looks like Bram is trying to calm their baby.

"Here we let Ayra give ASI."

"Yes maybe he's sleepy Ay. Have you finished compiling the books?"

"Later Ayra continue. Here's mama's boy. Thirsty huh?"

Bram hands Qiya over to Ayra. When Ayra wanted to get out of the room, Bram held his wife's hand.

"Just here."

"Ayra wants to lie down while lying down mas."

But just as Bram's wife was about to come out, Intan was seen holding Ammar and entering the room. Bram who saw his son smiling quickly approached Intan and took Ammar from Intan's embrace. There was a moment of pain seeing the interaction. Ayra was still trying to hold back that feeling.

Bram doesn't realize his wife is jealous. Also disappointed with the decision taken when going to look for a baby sitter without inviting himself to speak first. But Bramantyo's wife is a woman who is good at processing the taste in her heart. He abandoned his intention to give ASI to Qiya in his room.

He sat on the sofa not far from the door. Bram also saw Ayra who revealed her hijab and sat on the sofa quickly approached the wife while asking.

"She said she was lying down?"

"Want here first. Enjoy a new house, a new room."

Intan who tried to tidy up some toys in the room also came to Ayra's attention. And still with the position of giving ASI to Qiya. Ayra occasionally glanced at her husband. She saw her husband focus on talking to the son. Ayra who felt her heart was not okay decided to go to her room. He did not want negative thoughts about Intan filled his head especially when he gave ASI to his baby.

"Mas, accompany Ayra in Qiya's room?"

Bram replied while talking to Ammar.

"Let's take care of Mama and Qiya's sister from any interference. Ready Mama."

Ayra smiled at her husband's behavior. Bram who used to rarely smile and rarely joked more and more often smile, especially now, the presence of Ammar and Qiya makes her husband often talk to his baby.

One communication without being paled since their baby is still in the womb.

Arriving in their room, Ayra gives ASI to Qiya. Ayra who has been equipped by Helena as a pediatrician who understands will often mothers who complain because the child chokes or spit. This is because the position of the head is not supported higher than the child's body.

Ayra made sure Qiya's chin was already attached to her pa yu da ra. The baby's mouth is also wide open. Her little daughter's upper and lower lips folded out. The absence of decak sound from Qiya when stabbing dead ASI but only the sound of swallowing when me nyu su, making Ayra sure if the process of channeling ASI for the baby is right.

One position that is most comfortable for Ayra when me nyu sui both her baby is with her baby's head leaning on the elbow curve of Ayra's arm, she also uses her arm to support the baby's body.

He held Qiya during me nyu sui, so that the bonding between himself and the baby was awakened.

Bonding is an intense emotional bond between mother and baby. One thing that encourages mothers to give full affection, nurture, and protection to the baby in order to have optimal growth and development in birth and mind.

Not only that, the process was also Ayra utilized while reading the shalawat in her heart.

Bram who sat by Ayra's side was still busy playing with Ammar. Ayra me nyu sui alternates between right and left pa yu da ra to balance the production of ASI.

After he me nyu sui with pa yu da ra right, he emptied first and then he moved to pa yu da ra left. He did this to avoid swelling in one of his pa yu da rana.

Seeing Qiya fall asleep. Ayra inched slowly letting the child sleep in their bed. Bram sees Qiya sleeping quickly and takes Ammar out of the room. He didn't want his brother crying to wake him up.

When Bram wanted to give Ammar to Intan. Ayra also prevented him with a half-whispering voice.

"Here I am to be with Ayra."

Bram was holding Ammar whispering to his wife.

"Aye. I miss you both the same. How many weeks have you been too busy with baby twins. Not to mention Abi and Umi mas house to be alone with you."

Ayra saw her husband's waja.

"Can still be four of us."

Finally the couple chose to accompany Ammar in the same room Qiya was asleep. One month stay at home Umi Laila makes Bram can not freely hug his wife. Things he could only do in his room. Sometimes when the back of the wife sleep makes Bram can not bear if you have to wake up.

There was fatigue from the face of the wife who was taking care of their twin babies. Until Bram never dared to disturb his wife who was sleeping soundly. If in the past he often berated his wife when the wife sleeps. But when he saw Patience, and the struggle to care for his baby. Also the belief of the wife to give their babies exclusive breast milk makes Bram never disturb the wife while resting.

In this new house, he deliberately sought a baby sitter because he did not want his wife exhausted. Hugging Ayra from behind and rubbing her long hair, Bram asked her about Intan.

Bram repeatedly kissed the hair of the wife who is still always fragrant despite busy caring for their baby.

"Biar Intan helped take care of Ammar and Qiya huh Ay? You don't want to be too tired. I need you too, Ay."

Deg.

Ayra's heart was sad. She was sad because it turned out that one month her husband felt neglected. It turns out that it is not easy to carry out obligations as a wife and a mother. Where women cannot ignore and neglect their domestic duties. How to behave to the husband, how to behave to the child, as it should be.