The charm of Ayra Khairunnisa
62 Love Me for the sake of God
Bram is ready to return to the custody of Bareskrim Mabes Polri. Ayra has cleaned up some of her things including her dirty clothes that were yesterday exposed to dar*h.
When Bram is about to leave the hospital room. Bram approached Ayra who was looking at him.
"I don't know if I deserve to be your companion Ay. But I feel you are the one who deserves to be with me. I'll try to love you."
Ayra's heart was pounding loudly hearing Bram's words that were able to make her heart happy. Patience bears sweet fruit, trials after trials when he became Bram's wife as if now shows his wisdom.
Ayra approached and raised her head. He looked at Bram's handsome face.
"Then you deserve to be my Imam. But please, Love me not to be like Abdurahman bin Abi Bakar's Friend to Laila bintu Al Judi. In the end, Abdurahman returned Laila to her family because she was no longer beautiful and charming. "
Bram saw the corner of his wife's eyes were already watery. As if the man did not want to go back to see the clear details wet his wife's cheeks, he pulled Ayra's body in his arms. The young CEO's chin was raised so that the wife's head could be perfectly immersed in her chest.
"There's such a story, Ay? Tell me before we part this morning."
Ayra wanted to let go of the hug but one hand Bram held Ayra's head and one hand he wrapped around his wife's slender waist.
"Like this, give me your hug. Soon after this we will not see each other for long enough. Do I have to love you first in order to hug you like this? Do I have to pray first so I can hold you like this?"
Bram's voice sounded raucous. Ayra could hear her husband's heartbeat. Tears soaked the cheeks until it hit the blue shirt worn by Bram. Not tears of sadness but tears of joy. At least her husband was able to say in a tone that was no longer rude. At least there was a warm embrace that her husband gave with a sincerity.
Ayra closed her eyes and inhaled the scent of her husband's body and wanted to record what he was doing. Her husband gently stroked her head. He told about the friend of Abdurahman bin Abi Bakr radhiallahu ‘anhu with a little voice accompanied by sobs of happiness.
"The story has a mas. As an ordinary human being, so are friends. Nothing is perfect. But we are required not to reproach friends even if they have done wrong. Because they helped the Prophet's struggle in his time.
But a story is told so that it can be a lesson for us. The story of Abdurrahman bin Abi Bakr radhiallahu ‘anhu who traveled to Sham to trade, in the middle of the road he met a beautiful, beautiful woman named Laila bintu Al Judi.
He also fell in love until the stage of getting a love sickness. He often mentioned the name Laila and composed several verses. He is suffering because of love.
Even when Abdurahman's best friend loved Laila. He gave his love to Laila more first than his other wives. But the love faded when Laila was hit by a disease that caused her lower lip to fall until her face became ugly, then Abdurrahman often do rough on him and no longer love Laila.
That is not the kind of love I want from you. Love me not because of my intelligence. But love me because of God, because of my religion, because of my morality."
Bram understood what Ayra was explaining, Ayra wanted herself to love someone not because of her intelligence but because of her love for God because she lived the law of God and she could bring it to her Lord.
"Watch now my punishment for falling in love before marriage. So suppose that as long as we are apart, it is my time to reflect on what you mean. I'm gonna try to bounce myself for you Ay.
Do you want to be patient waiting? Maybe God is giving me a way to love you until I'm given this endless trouble."
"Alhamdulilah rabb"
Ayra was back in tears.
"Never give up. The more you draw near to your Lord during times of self-improvement, the more trouble usually comes to you. Because it could be that God is wanting to order ourselves to be stronger, better than before and wants to melt down our sins in the past. I will be patient waiting for you. God willing."
Without Ayra realizing there are drops do not wet her hijab. Tears from a husband who feels ashamed before his wife, sadness for regret has hurt his wife, and regret because the space of his heart has been filled by others even he still needs time to. Removing that love in his heart.
A temporary separation that makes one pair of husband and wife must strengthen each other's hearts. Ayra is happy because her husband wants to open his heart. The husband who feels sad why it should be at a time like this, he must feel regret.
Ayra was brought home by Rafi to the house along with the driver. Arriving Ayra in the main room he was shocked because he was seeing Rani and Bambang clashing in the middle of a pile of packages.
"Yank. I'm not stingy. But you should be able to tell me first. You see our credit card bill dong this month it has exceeded the limit. I just opened a cafe. Don't know dong yank."
Ayra who felt bad because she heard and saw the atmosphere of a couple who were struggling.
"Assynolajet. You guys have a problem Ran? It would be nice to talk about it in the room so that no one sees and hears. And here Raka let me take care. You can both talk. It is not good to argue especially until fighting in front of children."
"Getishalam."
Said the couple with a little stiff. Ayra takes Raka from Rani's sling. When he intends to leave Raka, he must delay his intention because Bambang who has a character almost the same as his husband also seems unable to control his emotions.
"I just bought this Bams. I've been embarrassed ever since I got to know Ayra if she's dressed too openly. You're a weird wife wants better than she likes."
"Not like it, but you never appreciate me. I am your husband! what permission can be for. I'm not the CEO, nor am I willing to rely on my parents' possessions. You've always been used to living with your parents' big names!"
"Owh so you regret marrying me? "
"You can't respect me, talk to me. I'm being polite about why. I'm your husband?!"
"I'm tired Bams you're always like this exploding every time there's a problem and just want to listen to me every time you can blow your emotions with your loud voice!"
"Aaaaaahhhh..... You are stubborn. Always if in nasehati, want to win by yourself! Here let me throw it all away. Your credit card and mobile phone are here!"
Ayra who just arrived at the end of the stairs was finally forced to quickly go down. Inevitably he had to divorce the husband and wife who were involved in pulling the cellphone in Rani's hand.
"Astaghfirullah's.... Bams.... Rani's.... "