The charm of Ayra Khairunnisa
31 Onani and Masturbation
Tonight there were no stars in the sky. Some time, long enough Ayra spent on the edge of the balcony staring at the sky tonight without stars and the moon. It was as if the sky understood the heartbreak of one human child who had cried alone in her husband's work room. The atmosphere is calm and quiet, the weather is not cold.
Ayra who glanced towards the round wall clock attached to the wall of Bram's study showed at 11 p.m. He wanted to perform the isya prayer which had been delayed because of the incident that succeeded in making the walls of Ayra's defense as a wife collapsed until her eyes were filled with puffy until now.
Ayra got up to the bathroom. Ayra stopped while holding the doorknob. There was strength she gathered to face her husband behind that door.
"Square."
When the door was half open Ayra came out from behind the door. Ayra saw her husband had slept on his stomach. With the head tilted and one hand hugging the bolster.
Ayra approached Bram, pulling a blanket over her husband. Brama's breath that goes up and down is quite calm, Bram's good looks make Ayra look at her husband's face for a moment.
"Your face is very handsome, and the woman is also beautiful. I'll Challenge myself to stand by your side and try to be present in your heart. Help your servant Rabb."
Ayra's soft hand came to a halt as she was about to touch Bram's face. He smiled and got up from his place to the bathroom.
In the dressing room in front, Ayra took a stel of nightwear that had been bought by her in-laws. Ayra prepares her and goes to the bathroom. Ayra just wanted to turn on the shower but her legs like treading something slippery. But his net was rounded to see something liquid that he was incandescent.
Ayra lowered her head like a rukuk position in prayer and looked at the liquid. Ayra held the liquid with her left hand. He brought the tip of his finger closer to his nose. His eyes widened, Ayra pressed her Saliva violently. Ayra got up from her position and came out into the dressing room.
Ayra sat glued on a bench that looked like a table.
"O Allah, forgive my husband, until he does what you have forbidden. Forgive the servant who as a field for her but instead made the husband of the servant fall into one sin to satisfy his desires. Verily the servant is only a creature that does not escape sin.Hiks.Hiks....."
Ayra who understands if according to the scholars, there are at least three kinds of liquid. Madzi, wadi and mani.
Where, Mani smells when wet like the smell of bread dough and flour, while when it has dried like the smell of eggs. Second, the exit is squirting. Third, feel good when out and after that weakened dzakar and orgasm.
Madzi water discharge is caused by orgasm that arises when someone thinks or imagines jima’ (s*sexual relationship) or when a husband and wife mates flirt (commonly termed foreplay or warming).
While Wadi is an odorless white-curdy liquid. Wadi from the side of viscosity is similar to seminal, but from the side of turbidity is different from seminal. Wadi usually comes out after peeing or after lifting heavy weights. And the exit can be a drop or two drops, it could even be more.
If what comes out of ********** is seminal then the law is mandatory to shower. Whereas if the exit is madzi or wadi then according to ijma` the scholars do not require bathing, but must be cleaned because both are unclean, only then do ablution if you want to do prayer
Ayra when she saw the liquid in the bathroom then she recalled when she was studying with Umi Laila. There is talk about onani.
Onani is an act of gratification of orgasm by stimulating the genitals themselves are done by men (masturbation for women) can use the hands and others. Something that a Muslim does goes into a great sin.
Where in Islam onani or masturbation is a big sin. Because it will have an impact on the body diseases of the perpetrator. Even Madzhab Imam Shafi’i should not do masturbation despite the fear of adultery.
"Sorry Ayra mas, Ayra does not want to be selfish until the mas lapsed to commit one sin because of a desire that you channel in the wrong way. I'm sorry I made you do something illegal. Whereas you can channel it through me that halal you gauli."
Ayra wiped her tears and went to the bathroom to clean herself because she felt sticky. He cleaned the Bathub which was still full of water. Ayra shook her head.
"There's a lot of PR for you Ayra. Then save your tears. Make one of the blessings that God has given to your home a blessing."