THE SOUND OF LOVE
If It's Time

...If the time has come ...

...Everyone will stop running...

...What he fought for. ...

...May have arrived or been tired. ...

...-Boy Candra- ...

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Even if you ask how can I fall for you? Sorry, I don't know myself because I love you. Love just flows, falls for someone I never thought I would.

I enjoyed the smooth, quiet and gentle journey to my home. I took a deep breath and breathed it out. A shadow of my pathetic childhood covered my gaze.

I was a bully victim. I often get rough treatment from my school friends and even my family. I hate myself why life is playing tricks on me. I hate why I have to be in this world, just to make them happy to laugh when I cry, to be the overflow of all the emotions they feel.

I always thought my birth was a mistake. Sometimes I curse God because he doesn't want to speed up my life. My whole life has been filled with wounds. Heart, physical and even psychic.

But now that I understand the more mature I am, I am used to injuries even being friendly to him. It may sound crazy but it is the truth. The people I love are the ones who always hurt me.

Life is funny sometimes even I often laugh at myself how much I'm a loser in this world. How weak and powerless I am, even I feel like an ant that can sometimes be stepped on at any time and like an invisible shadow.

Entering the grounds of my house once again exhaled a tired breath. If you knew what it would be like to switch roles. Finished parking the car in my garage open the door that directly connects the kitchen with the living room. I quickly set foot up the stairs straight to my room.

Today I have to say it directly to Agas. While looking at myself in the mirror I looked at the other me there with a smile. Ah not a sure thing not with a smile that can touch the heart.

Tiii.. Tiiiinnn

The sound of car horns blasting my daydream. Quickly, I grabbed my sling bag and walked down the stairs with a small run. There was a knock on the door there, I hurriedly turned the knob and took it to the back.

"Yuuuk" he said unceremoniously with an expressionless flat face. Somehow her mother could give birth to a child like Agas. Jutek, cuek, if you say irit, sometimes temperament, hobby is craving.

I closed the car door and sat properly. What should be the list? Yes the point is appropriate. I lyrics the face of Agas very, I don't know for years I've always seen it. Her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, even her lips that I had to admit were tempting. Hugely. Normal right?

"Where are we going to go for gas? " i said while playing my phone. More precisely remove all chat from the guy. Agas can immediately kill me instantly if you know, you could say Agas is half psychopath when jealous.

"To the clover plaza, there's something I want to buy. Are you having lunch?" it was Oceh Agas who remained focused on the road and I just shook my head in response.

"Jaudah, we will eat there" he said again, glancing at me for a few seconds with a smile.

After a few hours of sharing oxygen in the car we finally arrived at our destination. Gias walked ahead of me as usual don't expect her to stop and look back to pull my hand. Just glanced to the side as if his neck was about to break.

"Gas. Don't miss the road" I said as I sped up the pace of trying to align with him.

"Ck. You can't be a spit. Nothing long" she sibir that makes me feel like a bee stung. Be ill.

Really want to get nutmeg people use bricks

My complaints in my heart coincided with a tired breath.

"Patience lis ordeal. Dating the same ice chunks emang kudu nyiapin heart wide like GBK field" my little mummy hopes Agas temporarily deaf.

Sometimes I feel the time running when happy approaches and slow walking when the pain erodes the heart. As strong as I am, if my greatest ordeal is you.

Sometimes I feel the time running when happy approaches and slow walking when the pain erodes the heart. As strong as I am, if my greatest ordeal is you.

I loved and hurt at the same time. But you hurt me while loving. I don't know which one hurts the most, I don't know.

"Hey baby? " the wave of Agas' hand broke my daydream. I was helping Agas choose shoes that he had put in his 'Must have' list from the beginning.

"Eh.. I.. Yes Gas? " my answer stammered from my daydream.

"You didn't hear me from earlier? " he said while looking at me.

"I'm sorry" I replied, showing off my teeth. Forced actually.

"Judah so which one should I buy? The blue one is dongker or the gray one?" he said again while weighing two pairs of shoes in his hand.

At the dining place..

"Darling you why the hell from earlier bengong continue? " said Agas started the conversation while waiting for our order to come.

"I? Ah.. No, just feel the seals my body" dust me. I wish Agas didn't suspect me.

"I can pinjem hp you ga? " said Agas who made me grumble. Oh my. Gawaaaa.

Then our orders arrived. Fortunately Agas did not see the panic that engulfed me alive right now. In front of.

Relax just lis all contact, chat, inbox safe. Don't panic, especially fear. You could die really today.

My inner heart that makes me nervous, it feels like your heart wants to get out of place. Want to not want me to give my phone to him, I just resignedly hope I do not forget something there.

"Lis, I'm the one who doesn't like to be lied to" she said with a smile and returned my phone.

Checkmat is Lis..

"Yes Gas. I try to always be honest with you" I replied with a smile and nervously devoured my last sushi that was still holding me.

We finished our meal and headed to the parking lot. Today we are not planning anywhere else to spend this day. Obviously, even if it happens I am the one who will find a way for this day to end quickly and I do not have to feel scared every second while with Agas.

Imagine sitting face to face with him directly, like waiting for the trial process. And we are the accused, waiting for a decision, what punishment is appropriate for a person who tries to be double.

And I made sure the angel of death was waving his hand at me. I opened the door of Agas' car that was not locked and went inside, trying to find the most comfortable position.

You have to be able to tell what is in the Lo List. You have to be ready

My mind is reminded. Again I am stuck on the hard stuff. I should have let you go. However, half of me is still keeping you and the other half is still expecting very much to be by your side. Even though I know surviving alone is painful.

Arriving at our housing complex..

"Gas someone wants me to talk to you" Agaspun stopped his car for a moment and turned to me I did the same.

"Yeah? " he said as he waited for the words to come out of my tiny lips.

I took a deep breath and slowly exhaled..

You can Calista. Come on's..

"I want us to break for a week" I shot directly while looking at Agas' facial expression. The expression that Agas gave was just flat no smile, sad or angry.

Sorry Gas, I always hurt you..

I grinned inwardly at the stupid act I did a few seconds ago.

"Gas? " i said waiting for an answer from him. I know this is very painful. If you love you should stay on the list, if you want to go then go. Don't hide behind the word 'Break' You idiot.

No one talks to one. Both are drowning in their minds. Determine and try to affirm to the heart who they love.

"I want us to self-intrope Gas. Do you know Gas? We are two people who have been hurt before finally being together and hurting each other." I said again as I rubbed his cheeks dear.

The hardest thing in life is to walk away from you who I always say his name in prayer.

"It's the best thing for us going forward, I accept the list. As long as you don't lie to me, I hope that as long as we break we can take care of each other" Agaspun finally opened his mouth.

I just nodded unable to say anything, because the toughest thing is to go from a place that makes us comfortable just to find a little freedom but not necessarily what we are looking for can make us comfortable. Then Agas kissed my forehead long unnoticed the beautiful flowing clear granules on my cheeks.

Inexplicably longing is the most beautiful word to remember you in the second to come. Somehow I feel like I'm really gonna lose your figure even the taste you tried for me.

I love you so much even though you never know how big..

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