THE SOUND OF LOVE
Rainy Days

...It's the same as a gas rain...

...Make me happy when you come...

...But I realized with you...

...It can make me sick too....

...-Calista Reporter-...

...I didn't ask for more Lis, though,...

...I'm just asking you not to go...

...When my heart is comfortable....

...-gas Cokrodinoto-...

...***...

"Gas I want to see you now" I said to someone across the street who I believe will come to see me.

"Why you, baby? Will I pick you up, huh? " his reply attentively a little worry rang out from his tone.

Then I immediately turned off the phone unilaterally, slammed my phone basket while stomping on my forehead which was not dizzy.

*Same lo it's simple Gas but make you happy? What can I do? Feels difficult.

You always see more out there whereas I just have a heart that stays*.

Then I glanced at my bedroom wall clock, walking towards the bathroom. Half an hour later I was preparing to meet with Agas.

I forgot my little girl's shirt..

My mind grimaced at my wardrobe. Finally after thinking for a long time, I decided to wear clothes that were comfortable for me and still polite as it seemed.

Then, I walked up from the bottom to the top, observing my appearance as I turned my body to the right and left.

Perfects.

After that I waited for Agas at exactly 7 pm but the waiting has not come as well.

"Ck. It is usually made waiting. Good thing darling" I complained, a few minutes interval Agas also came with his sports car.

I told you not to drive this car but a stubborn guy like Agas is hard to break down his ego. Without further ado we went to the number of Jakarta and stopped at one of the restaurants & cafes in West Jakarta.

*****

"Fillet mignon equals squash lemon one mas" I replied to one of the male servants.

"Sirloin steak is the same drink as aja mas" replied Agas who accompanied the waiter's nod and passed.

Without realizing it, I watched him in silence observing the man in my life for approximately 6 years.

Aware of being noticed the coffee iris was staring at the brown iris of her girl. Instantly their eyes locked onto each other in the silence of the night.

What can't be played back and what's slower than time is your gaze.

One of the wonders of the universe that I've always wanted to trace is twinkling for the sake of blinking.

Then our orders came and we stopped looking at each other. There is a sense of longing in their sad eyes, there is a sense of not wanting to lose there that is not touched. It is about hearts that want to have each other.

After we finished our meal, we went to the shopping center. There's something I want to buy as well as Agas.

"This gas smells like? It's yummy?" yeah, we're at the perfume place. My perfume stock is over. Understandably girl.

"Hmmm nice the hell but you better fit this perfume because I like the fragrance." he told me.

"Ck. Here's what I'm buying for my perfume Gas"

Decakku while rolling my eyeballs.

"I'm just giving advice dear" godanya to me that she realized today is indeed my mood is not good. How not yesterday I remembered something painful.

"Well, I bought what you chose Gas" I said.

After we finished with our needs, we finally returned home.

Traveled..

Silence is created between us. I who can't stand the atmosphere like this immediately play music

"They? " tanya Agas broke the ice between us.

"Hm" answered me who was still staring out the window looking at the past, the wounds incised by my best friend and Agas.

"Why were you on the dib from earlier Lis?" ask her again which makes my heart ache.

"I'm always on Gas, I can only be on it..

Falling in Love is secretly the same as you, even secretly hurt because of you" then I glanced at Agas who was still focused on the road.

"I don't know Lis? You mean what? How do I hug you?" then Agas pulled his car over and pulled my wrist so I could look at him.

"Gas? Do you realize that all this time I fell in love with the shadow? He looks real in front of me but having him is impossible to touch even impossible." I said as I held the dam in my eyes

"What wound am I scratching too deep Lis? Try to tell me" replied Agas who looked at me in confusion.

"You still have the same taste as Gas?" I said that was still full of puzzles.

"You mean?" replied Agas who glared at his eyes.

"Daisy Indira" shoot me which makes Agas sculpt instantly.

At first everyone was proud of his choice but at the end of the day not everyone was faithful to his choice.

Because the hardest thing is not to choose but to stick to the choices we choose.

"Gas..? " i cried while holding his hand.

"You know the list I always blow your name out in my bow, always saying your name in every shade of mine even when I'm tired, hoping you're next to me..

You are the most comfortable home for me where my tiredness turns into sound. I have no reason to leave my house..

Or even go looking for a new home." said Agas as he grabbed my chin and stared deeply at my iris.

A crystal-clear liquid just decayed without my permission. Then Agas wiped gently with his finger. Smile, then move her face closer to mine. I felt the lips of Agas that were fused with mine.

I can't afford to lose what I've been fighting for. Tears also flowed down my cheeks and I felt soft and deep in Agas' kiss which I believed was hurt by my doubts.

One thing I believe at this moment is that maybe from the beginning it was you, not him, not who. It just takes a trip before you stop and find it.

The silence of the night swallowed their happiness. There was a wounded heart, there was a doubt that evaporated instantly.

Yeah, we can't choose who we end up with and stay.

"We're going to see Lis. Don't forget to take a shower, drink milk and sleep" exclaimed Agas reminding me of my routine. I just smiled too.

We have arrived at the gate of my house. Tonight even though something has been revealed there is still something stuck there.

"Gas?" I said shut the car door back.

"Dear, what's up?" ask Agas with a confused face.

"I'm a woman who won't hurt you and I'm also a woman who won't leave you when you fall, when you're poor someday..

When all the people you love and love leave you when you're in trouble, I'm ready to lift your degree Gas"

Once again I just smiled and continued my remaining sentence.

"But I'll leave you, when you're not grateful to have me" I said, ending our conversation.

Agas sculpted instantly and I got out of the car Agas. Just a few steps back pulled my wrist. It turns out he's been behind me from before who knows when I don't know.

"Ck. Couldn't ngagget hmmfffh-" my decak was stuck with Agas' lips which at that time wiped clean all my tiny lips and made me out of breath. Aware of his actions Agas also returned to his initial position.

"I never hurt Lis, I was disappointed too. And I know what it's like to be in that position" Agas' reflexes immediately hugged me and buried his face under my neck. I also returned her embrace very tightly.

Sometimes we fall in love with the same person over and over again

*******

Dawn began to move from hiding trying to race with the time. Unfortunately Time is King to the universe, who can ask it to stop? Even waiting, time will never do anything in vain. Like something. Waiting.

"So we're gonna get my hands on, Jihan with Fellicia?" it was Beo Ivana who greeted us in the morning.

"Hmmm yes so" replied Aldira who was greeted enthusiastically by the three of them and I just smiled while shaking my head to see their behavior.

Okay. So the story tonight we will stay at their boarding, before we had planned it far away.

After college, we talked about our plans.

"Where will malem be? If so later the mallm hang out where it is. I'm tired of my "command on them.

"For a while, the Ivananya said she wanted to go with the win. So, ga lo Na? How do you go, so ga nginep?" cecar Jihan is waiting for certainty from Ivana and we are the same. Awaiting certainty.

"Yaudah if you want to nginep, so I just go for a while there is business" replied Ivana who clearly looks doubt in his eyes.

"What about Aldira Lis? Don't be so again. Helooouuu when else we nginep with the five, play uno, watch a movie, vent, play tod. It must be very exciting" said Fellicia who had mentioned a series of plans in her brain. Except for a criminal plan. No.

After fixing up with our plans, Aldira and I finally returned home first to prepare for what we brought.

So today I wear a casual dress but bring a pajama-type casual dress for us to sleep.

Our first plan was to go to the salon. They do the kind of treatment they usually do. Honestly, I don't really like spending too much time just taking care of myself.

When I finished I picked up Aldira.

I like Aldira's simple style and sometimes have the same taste as me. Then we headed to campus. More precisely to their homes.

Arriving there we were greeted by those who were very different in the campus and in their daily lives.

There's Jihan Frella, Fellicia Pricill "Well this is Ivana where hasn't she been?" I said I felt something was lacking.

"Hadn't she returned yet?" ask Aldira.

"Hmmm he said he would follow, were we first yuk?" the Felli commandos that all of us followed.

We finally split the jammed capital city. But still stuck can not be avoided. Bored. Finally, we played music that made us have fun.

For almost an hour and a half we were not ourselves, we finally arrived at our destination. S. A. L. O. N. And sure enough there is Ivana Alitza there who has already arrived and bocked the room as well as the treatment that we will do in the candidate.

About 3 hours and a half we were in the candidate then we filled our stomachs that could not be compromised. Especially with the guarantee, Eh?

After all the***** this whimper, we made a quick return to their boarding. So in the car we were crazier than we started, obviously there was a complete Ivana.

Finally arrived..

We also scrambled the bathroom, could not bear to immediately clean themselves and immediately sleep "Woiii. I used to, woiii" I cried out among the women who had excessive windfall.

"Gosh Lista. This is a house not a forest" Jihan sneered as she turned her eyes upwards.

And I just went straight into the bathroom and cleaned myself up.

"Cepet List, why the hell you in the bathroom? Real long. Bertelor what are you?" toa Aldira banged on the bathroom door.

Jeez, the son of diem-diem is like a pup.

After the five of us cleaned up, we decided to watch a movie. Throughout the film, we played uno. Minted. His name is also the best friend anything crazy can happen. After that we started to fall asleep one by one.

"Within, his sleep hugged not me. Serem amat lo" my lips are still hugged Aldira.

"Well Lis I ain't rabies times, so wicked." then hugged the bolster.

Theothers? Some are already in the dream world, some are still mining and some are still literate.

Outside perish.

I think I'm too afraid to be happy because whenever I feel happy, something bad always happens.

In fact, God always gives rainbows in every rainy season and even storms. Like my life is back in color.

My mind with a smile observes those who have begun to fall asleep.

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