THE SOUND OF LOVE
The Agas Memories I

Seeing the interaction of Aldira and his partner, also Adrian on Calista. Agas sighed heavily then he went to calm his mind

"Where are you going?" ask Axel who is hit by saturation. Agas just kept quiet and then left followed by Axel. However, Agas was already tired of Axel and in the end just let it go

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Our accidental meeting brought me far to know you. The period of student orientation that becomes the starting point of our story is strung together. There was a cheerful twinkle when I was with you, talking about silly things like when was Mr. movie. Bean retired or why does the monalisa painting have a wide forehead? Unknowingly we are caught in an unavoidable sense of comfort.

I've always been by his side from the age of 16 until now. Celebrating birthdays together, growing up together, painting our stories on the same page. The thing I always wanted to repeat was our accidental meeting.

After her, is there someone like home for me later? Should I curse the destiny that brought us together? I don't know. Maybe after her I'll close my heart tightly, trying to occupy myself with anything.

Our plan ahead is just a plan where the dreams we have assembled will never happen. Let me accompany him when he is not yet a thing. Someday I don't know when, I hope the person who will accompany the rest of his age will never disappoint him like me.

I asked someone about him that I've been avoiding for a few days, just because I was afraid of getting hurt.

Agas Cokrodinoto: Calista has a girlfriend?

Aldira Respati: Lah's. You're the same deket he didn't know?

Gnash Cokrodinoto : Hmmm.. I deliberately pushed away, because I was horrified by rumors he was not single again.

Getting angry? What right am I angry at? Disappointed? Yes why Lista didn't tell me. Saddened? Ah I don't know there's just a sense of emptiness and emptiness that can't be explained.

Aldira Respati : Lo sih Gas, one of you hanging him. Do you know Gas? How dare he get all the gas? Nahan was sick when you were still deket same matan lo. Even he has feelings for you Gas, he does not want to go far after you know everything. He's willing to wait for you to sensitize the gas.

I was stuck reading a message from Dira, like slapping the fact that there was a heart hurt by me. Instantly my heart felt full when I knew I had hurt him. There is pain that cannot be expressed. There was pain that tormented him. And it's because of me.

"That's a lot of ego, you Gas!!!"

My lips are upset while ruffling frustrating hair. I've never been sensitive to Calista's feelings. Everything he does is sincere and I? Only a stupid guy who just realized my feelings when he had long stopped and then left.

Agas Cokrodinoto: Sorry Dir, I'm really excited. I don't care about everything he does.

Aldira Respati: And you just realized Gas when you lost him? Maybe it's karma Gas for you. There are times when someone is tired of waiting especially he knows that lo is an impossibility that Calista always considers.

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"I don't know at what time I'll see you again, or at which time I miss not seeing you again. How can time speed up its rotation to me"

"Swssshhh. Remember, no one will be ready when faced with separation, Lis. I realize time will never wait for us"

"Don't feel like losing Lis, you once said that our fortress was high. I realize we can't change fate, don't be afraid to step back after the departure" without expecting a drop of clear liquid to escape my eye.

Life is not always about pursuing what you want to have. But life is more about learning to love what we have and giving away what is not destined to be ours. No one is ready for separation, separation always leaves a small cavity missing in the heart.

A wind hit us. For a moment I want to be like this, don't let go as if we no longer have the time and reason to stay. As I wanted to decipher my embrace, Calista tightened her arm, holding me back.

"Gas? Just a moment" I nodded and kissed the top of his head, baby.

What I feared from the meeting was a farewell.

***

"You happy here Lis?" I whispered in his ear, making my heart beat.

A few minutes of silence enjoying the atmosphere around the beach, I get up from my place and take Calista walk along the beach. Some of my friends are already engrossed in their own world, as well as ours. There are also those who walk along the beach like us.

Footprints printed on sand grains made our tracks visible before the sea water came to remove them. Our fingers are adrift each other since when to make us feel the overflowing feeling. Like falling back in love, still with the same feelings and for the same person.

Shall I stay? Would it be a sin?

"I hope that at this time the time stops turning, Gas" he said as he circulated the view to all corners of the sea that stretched wide before his eyes.

After we got tired of walking we chose to stop and sit side by side in a stretch of brown beige sand that was swept away by sea water

"I hope we are the forever word for you and me, Lis" said I who stared at the blue-colored expanse of water before my eyes

*Calista breathes heavily before saying anything

"Every meeting there must be a separation of Gas, either separated because of marriage, either separated just to be a life lesson" he said, smiling sincerely still staring at the expanse of the sea*.

I turned to Calista "I'll stop if you ask me to stop" Calista's reflexes turned to me, making him freeze

"Sad you're the same as me?" tannya

"That's what you're worth to me"

Senjapun began to say hello to remove the sun strokes in space. Closing today perfectly. Enjoying the twilight with a person who is very meaningful in your life is a form of gratitude that can not be exchanged for anything.

***

From here we can see the whole city in miniature size. "Any star is good, Gas?" Calista asked as he turned his head up to look at the star-studded sky

"Yes, it's rare that we can see stars that almost fill the sky. Usually there are only a few" I said, raising my head

"I want to be one of them" reflexes I turned to Calista who still admired the sprinkling of stars in the sky.

"For what?" I wonder, still staring at Calista.

Calista turned to me "I want people to always smile happily when they see me, as if their burdens just disappear and listen to their hopes"

I smiled and looked back at the sky "It doesn't have to be a star to be seen and admired, Lis. So be yourself and show your strengths to be able to shine like a star. I should have"

"I was wrong?"

"Not really"

"Continue?"

"You just don't know if you're a star trying to shine. I'm sure the stars there will be envious when your rays are brighter"

"Agas?" Calista interrupted my words. At that moment I looked at him.

"Thank you. Thanks for everything. Thank you for staying with me even though you know I'm far from perfect" I wanted to make a sound but Calista prevented it.

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