
...I Love you.. Without knowing...
...How, Why, or even from Where....
...Patch Adams (1998)...
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A dawn splits the sky in a dewy morning, the wind blows with the scent I like. The wet grass and trees that were pouring out in the air, the rain had left its mark overnight as it quietly enveloped. Stretch my muscles while on the balcony of my room, breathing the voracious air this morning as if I didn't want to waste it.
Remembering today's schedule that I will spend a vacation with Agas. There was at least a quiet week before we were really busy and probably had absolutely no free time we could use to go along.
Beach. The thing I always remember from yesterday after Agas picked me up. Imagining my feet touching the fine grains of brownish beige sand, the sound of waves rolling and crashing into the rocks, feeling the cool sea water sweeping the sand when it hit my feet, the breeze of the beach that caresses my face and plays my hair does not forget with a perfect tinge of twilight into a very beautiful thing even unforgettable.
Finished packing my things, I rushed to take a shower before Agas rambled and growled furiously. The thing that Agas always does when he doesn't like to be made to wait. It did not take long to clean myself I also changed my clothes with casual clothes I must have adjusted to wear to the beach.
I was so excited that I forgot to tell Agas if I was ready. My plan to go to the beach with Agas already got permission from both of our parents but unfortunately we had to lie with whom we went. We can't possibly tell the truth.
Dad, Mum.. Maafin Calista
Whisper me before closing the door and leave the house to mbok Surti. Then I called Agas to pick me up. It didn't take long for a black pajero to enter my yard. I'm sure the owner is a man who always makes my heart not in the normal.
He got off his pajer and walked up to me while throwing a sun-soaked smile in the morning. Warm.
Cup
"Kiss morning" I was surprised to make her suddenly landed her lips on my lips. Luckily I was able to regain control of myself before my face was like a tomato.
"Girl!!!" I was upset by his actions just now. Morning is perverted. I really want to feel like I am cursing him.
He just chuckled at my misbehaved expression like this "Are you ready? Let's go" he said again as he glanced at my backpack and a wide, pale yellow round hat I held.
I just nodded my head too. Agas took over my backpack and carried it into the trunk and then closed it and followed me into his car.
"Who are we on the beach?" I asked him who was starting the car engine.
"With my friends, you know them all, right? I hope you're comfortable with them" I just parroted the letter O on my lips along with the car that left my yard.
The thing that I could not accept was that Agas could never try to get along with my friends, knowing just one was not because he had no desire to be friends with my friends. I can mix with his friends. Samar let out a disappointed breath.
Agas car drove splitting the city of Jakarta. We're moving towards his friend Agas' house, there's already some people going on vacation with us and you know what? They all brought a couple. Imagine what moments will be created on the beach later, especially when the sunset arrives I shiver to imagine it.
"Hey. What the hell are you thinking again? How daydreaming?" The hand-dropping my daydream.
"Nope, just can't wait to see the sunset Gas" I replied hiding the insanity of my brain. Agas was just smiling.
An hour and a half later we arrived at the house of one of Agas' friends near the village rambutan terminal. It's only a few kilometers from there. We went down and were greeted with a girl like me with a hijab that was perfectly attached with a plain face without any makeup. Very natural and simple. He smiled and invited us in to join the others.
After deliberating that had a small debate we finally decided who would come with me and Agas as well as Iqbal and his partner Fauziah Elva. I like to call him Zeze, I think it's pretty simple. There were two cars and twelve people. That means one car is inhabited by three couples, quite relieved and efficient.
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After a few hours, we stopped at a mosque to just rest first while filling our stomachs that have been thrashing requested in the contents. We have arrived at the Jakarta border and are on the verge. Seeing a fine stretch of brownish to white cream sand on the edge of the road signifies that we have arrived at our destination.
At first we planned to go to anyer but seeing the conditions we canceled our destination and here we are on the white sandy beach carita. After we finish resting, pray and fill our stomachs. We continued our journey to determine the location to park our vehicles and take our luggage to the beach.
Once we can, we immediately go down to the trunk of the car and prepare our luggage. I put sunblock all over my hands and feet and my face before actually playing on the beach. Others do the same as me. The clothes I wear make me quite comfortable moving around. With a loose t-shirt, short beach pants and flip-flops that decorate my feet.
Without ba bi bu I also ran towards the expanse of desert washed by sea water making Agas scowl annoyed at me who ignored his screams to be careful.
Ck. I'm a child that still needs to be watched.
I was upset while carrying sandals and holding my hat so as not to be blown by the wind. The rolling waves colliding with the rock greeted us when we arrived at this place. I inhaled the voracious smell of wet salt mixed with the sea breeze. Tranquilize. Today there are not many visitors who come to make us not have to worry about crammed with other visitors to enjoy this paradise of the world.
I also landed my ass on a fine stretch of brownish creamy sand. Letting the sea water that had fallen to the shoreline tickle my feet. A happy smile is always engraved on me from the moment the sun greets me. I felt someone move behind me.
"You happy here Lis?" The baritone voice of someone whispering in my ear made my heart thump.
Agas straightened his legs flanking me who was sitting in the middle of his legs that were wide open. I closed my eyes as Agas hugged me from behind. The afternoon sun was replaced with warm embrace, as the wind made me not feel the stinging heat. Cool, that's how I feel.
A few minutes of silence enjoying the atmosphere around the beach Agas moved from where he invited me to walk along the beach. Some of Agas' friends are already engrossed in their own world, as well as ours. There are also those who walk along the beach like us.
Footprints printed on sand grains made our tracks visible before the sea water came to remove them. Our fingers are adrift each other since when to make us feel the overflowing feeling. Like falling back in love, still with the same feelings and for the same person.
Shall I stay? Would it be a sin?
"I hope that at this time the time stops turning, Gas" I said as I circulated the view to all corners of the sea that stretched wide before my eyes.
After we got tired of walking we chose to stop and sit side by side on a stretch of brown beige sand that was swept away by sea water.
"I hope we are the forever word for you and me, Lis" said Agas who stared at the blue-colored expanse of water before his eyes.
I exhaled a tired breath before saying anything. "Every meeting there must be a separation of Gas, either separated because of marriage, either separated just to be a life lesson" I said while smiling sincerely still staring at the expanse of the sea.
Agas also turned to me "I'll stop if you ask me to stop" My reflexes turned to him, his words made me like pierced by an arrow. Be ill.
"Sad you're the same as me?"
"That's what you're worth to me"
Senjapun began to say hello to remove the sun strokes in space. Closing today perfectly. Enjoying the twilight with a person who is very meaningful in your life is a form of gratitude that can not be exchanged for anything.
Happy Reading's..