THE SOUND OF LOVE
Your Heart has a Right to Decide Who You Love

...Your heart decides who ...

...The one you love. ...

...But.. ...

...Your nature is what determines ...

...The length of time he can love you. ...

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Women are not made from the head to be leaders, women are not created from the feet to be used as a base. But women were created from ribs to serve as companions. Close to the hands to be protected and close to the heart to be loved.

Good love can also make you better than before. If your love makes your life worse, then don't be afraid to let it go.

Have I been wasting my time? The difference should be beautiful. The thing I regret the most is our meeting, where you suddenly became a pivot in my rotation. It's hard when we can't even stop, because you haven't stopped.

Lord, if it is not him, then make our bond break. If he is the one, it is easy to be all.

Whisper me in the night air. Now that Agas and I were in the car, I told Aldira and Diandra that I could not go home with them because Agas forced me to go home with him. Understand He is in possessive mode that makes me want to not have to agree to his request.

"May I have something?" Asked who was still focused on the road with an expression that was difficult to read was lucky once the streets were off. Either the feeling alone or indeed immediately the atmosphere in this car is gripping once.

"What do you want Gas?" My answer was was.

"Francis Frederick who?" Like the death bells. Agas' words made my heart stop for a moment.

"He's my ex" I replied as calmly as I could. I noticed Agas smiling smirk and underestimating my explanation.

Ciiittt..

The car tyre scraping with asphalt due to the sudden brake, made me scream hysterically with a loud breath.

"ARE YOU CRAZY??? WE CAN DIE" I cried frantically shrouded in fear. My lyrics Agas who gripped the car's steering force, making me shudder in horror to see it. Suddenly Agas took off his seatbelt and immediately gripped my arm firmly, making me complain of pain.

"Where's your phone?" He said with a murderous aura, making me gulp down my saliva. Panicked.

"No!!!" I firmly defended myself. I know at this time I could have died in his hands, Agas is the type of person who does not hesitate to hurt if the order is rejected. And it's a stupid thing right now to say that.

"So that" then Agas removed my seatbelt and began to plug the gas in the normal limit, making me not have time to put it back in.

How can a person I think of as an angel now turn into a demon in a certain time, and now he is a Devil. I woke up the devil in him. Seeing Agas still running the car beyond normal limits made me scream hysterically while crying.

"The gas!!! Excuse me.. I'm sorry" I said pleading with sobbing her arm. Then the decit of the car was heard again along with the Agas car which stopped suddenly. Makes me bounce forward.

Bugh!!!

I felt something wet and rancid flowing from my left temple. I felt the sticky liquid flowing and when I knew what it was, instantly the nausea against me slowly everything dimmed and darkened. My consciousness was thinning and it was all over.

The other night dear

As I lay sleeping

I dream I helped you

In my arms

When I awoke dear

I was mistaken

So, I hung my head

And I cried..

After a few minutes of darkness that enveloped me faded, I blinked my eyes to restore my consciousness. The pain hit my left temple, making me grimace withstanding the pain. After being fully aware it turns out I was still in Agas' car. A few hours ago, it freaked me out and scared me.

But at this moment of confusion ensued when I found Agas' car stopped at a 24-hour dispensary, I said the empty steering chair answered the confusion that was holding me back. A few moments later Agas came out of the pharmacy and walked towards the car, when Agas entered I threw my eyes towards the car window not wanting to see his face.

"Hey, I'm sorry? I was very emotional earlier" he said sincerely filled with apologies. I still ignore his words and still don't look at him.

A heavy sigh from him broke the ice between us. Then without my permission Agas tried to grab my chin, my immediate reflex was to keep myself away from him more close to the car window. Agas also growled in frustration.

"Please, Lis" he said again in a pleading tone. I let her grab my chin and bring my face closer to her. Still with fear and tightness I closed my eyes unwillingly looking at him.

Carefully Agas cleaned my wound lucky the wound is not too deep so there is no need to be stitched. The pain that hit again made me grimace and gripped Agas clothes, aware of my actions Agas was more to slow his movement so that I did not feel pain.

"I'm sorry, huh? I'm a fucking guy. I almost did you that day" She whispered in frustration then after she finished covering my wound with gauze and tape she took me in her arms. The warmth now no longer makes me comfortable, precisely this warmth makes me more afraid and sick.

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy

You'll never know dear

How Much I Love You

Please don't take

My sunshine away

***

I don't know how long I've been asleep. I lyrics clock attached pretty wall of my room showed at 7 o'clock exactly. A pitch-black cloud had greeted me from behind the window of my room. Sometimes I grimace at the pain that hits my forehead. This wound had not dried yet, making me smile wryly. Last night's events horrified me. Forcing me to recall the events of a few years ago.

Where Agas who looks emotional because he was jealous almost took his own life by adding the speed of his second wheel vehicle above the normal limit. I who was watching it myself almost screamed hysterically when his vehicle faced the truck carrying the fuel oil.

My attempts to explain to her were futile because I was with someone from my past to bring home one of my friends and her who passed out at school. That's when I knew his darkest side. Agas Cokrodinoto's.

Realizing that I was still sitting on the bed, I decided to clean myself up. I chose to soak the body in a bathtub with cold water and cherry bllosom-flavored soap liquid to refresh my body and brain. I drowned myself by closing my eyes until my face was also asleep, letting the oxygen supply I was holding out, then I lifted my head out of the water. After that I completely cleaned myself up.

After a few minutes I had changed clothes with a tee shirt that read 'Shut Up' in white to the top of my knee did not forget the hot pants that became a barrier to my thighs. With the hair I let fall apart after shampooing I sat myself in my portable chair and started to turn on my laptop. As usual I spilled out everything that couldn't be real.

I want to stop the rotation of the earth, pause the time not to rush away from you. Because I don't want to stop fighting, I never want to make you the person I can only remember one day.

My heart full of pain makes the tears that had previously pooled in my eyes now escaped without being prevented again. I want to get everything out. Repeated pain and destiny make it more complicated.

You know one thing? We're together like we're saying 'Goodbye' every second.

My sobbing became more and more with the end of my fingers that stopped typing. I lifted my legs up on the chair and then I hugged my knees, drowning my face in it. I knew this was going to happen, sooner or later this was bound to happen. I hate goodbyes and always mourn every meeting. But I'm not ready, I'm not ready to move on. Someone I consider home to me and the most comfortable place you've always wanted to go home.

"Agaaas.." I looked up in between my sobs.

Ting.

The clink of my phone made me look towards my bed. I lowered my legs to stand up and then stepped into bed to pick up my phone to see a message.

From: Agas

To : Calista

Meet me at the park complex tonight. Can we talk about something? Please come. If you remain stubborn not to come, I will remain here.

I breathe heavily. As hard as my head is, Agas is Agas who will never budge.

The air tonight is cold. I tightened the coat that had been hugging me to get closer. I lyrics deep black sky that stretches wide in space, again I do not find a sprinkling of stars that are always plastered up there. My footsteps getting closer to the park made my heartbeats not normal.

My eyes shimmered through every corner of this garden. Silent. Only silence felt. I walked up to an iron swing and landed my ass there. Once again I exhale my breath. Shortly after that the figure I was looking for from earlier also appeared with a chaotic face.

"Hi" she said in a raucous voice. I was still staring at her as if I could read her pain and frustration that was the same as me.

"So, what do you want to talk about Gas?" I asked to the point not to answer his greeting.

"I'm sorry Lis, please don't punish me like this" he replied with a kneeling position in front of me and clasping both hands.

I exhaled once more before answering "Gas? I'm still me, before you find me and you're still you before I get into your life. Never change because of the Love of Gas, you will never be the same again as before"

"But unfortunately the past has changed me Lis. That woman has turned me into a Devil and foolishly I believe that she will never betray me" he replied with a hardened jaw.

"Gas? Has the past completely changed you? I think there's still a part of you back then, it's just that he's hiding Gas. Please return to being what you should be" I asked him before I got up to leave him.

"Don't go Lis" she said again with her own eyes.

"Gas, when are we going to hurt each other? Who else would we lie to? We don't live in the fairyland Gas, where happy ending is always the end"

"So this is what you want? Have I never fought Lis? I fought against my past for you, I forget how I felt with your best friend, Aldira. I'm your defense who sometimes likes to forget that you have me. I'm also our fervor" Agas's rising voice made me feel full and feel that I've been hurting him all along.

My defense collapsed as soon as my sobs were heard. I can't stand all this anymore. I felt the sturdy arms holding me tightly channeling my comfort to make me feel better.

"Gas? Sooner or later we should be pi-"

"Swssshhh. Don't say that again, I beg you" he whispered as he stroked my black mane which I let loose.

"No Gas, we've talked about this a lot. We dated Gas for a long time, where do we want to take our relationship? You don't feel like we've ever retreated or even advanced"

Heard a tired breath from him "Well, wait for me until graduation after that I'll come to propose to you" he said making me freeze on the spot.

"Gas? Conscious Gas, we are different beliefs not different tribes. Our fortress is too high and strong. Notwithstanding. Don't Gas. Don't wait for the uncertain and don't promise anything you can't necessarily do later" I said in frustration as I grabbed my hair.

"OKAY. Okay. I agree! Stop hurting yourself. Until graduation and we'll let go of each other well" hearing his words made me breathe a sigh of relief even though it felt like a thousand tons of rocks were clogging my breathing.

"But then allow me to be your friend who is always there for you as it is today even though our status will change later. Although I can't be your life companion because of fate" the two corners of my lips instantly curled the perfect crescent moon. I nodded my head and hugged her tightly.

Everything about him will make me miss someday..

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