
...To My Dad: the :...
..."Someday I'll find my prince, but...
...You've always been my king"...
...To My Mom :...
..."Someday I'll be queen like you...
...For my child. But you always be...
...My queen in my life and I love you...
...At first sight's"...
...***...
The sound of one of us's alarms woke me up. Unfortunately, it turns out that today we did not become a holiday, because the lecturer canceled it.
"CZ. This sets the alarm who wakes who" I lamented.
Rubbing eyes by sitting on a mattress, collecting lives that are still left in the dream dimension.
Yes, we are like this if it has become one, maybe you can not sleep all day. I glanced over the terraced mattress, the top one, occupied by Fellicia. He was still sleeping with a roll hug.
Underneath the second level there is Jihan who just woke up because of the phone from her mother and besides Jihan there is Ivana who may still be in the dream world.
Then beside me there is Aldira who sleeps with a noise, especially if not snoring. Looks so tired of him, pity.
The first thing after life is collected is to take a cell phone. Curious, is there a notification there? And well, as usual there's no sign of life there.
Pity !
Then I glanced at the clock that stuck pretty on the wall of their room, still at 7am. I also stretched my muscles that were less comfortable because of my sleeping position last night. Stick with those who are still sound asleep, but in the end, start waking up one by one. Soon we made breakfast and took a shower, getting ready for campus.
In Class ..
"Sono, don't beat me. Very flirty lo be a guy" spray me, on my classmate who does look very save taste to me.
"So much so Lis" winked. Okay fine, I gave up wanting to spit when it felt too.
Help someone change my position here.
"Luke, if you like to say don't think that's how it works" Axel said. God fucking.
"Breaks of Xel but I like" I Luke on Axel who heard some of our classmates including the four of them.
Well I've been in this cecer continue I'm the same them.
Greate.
I also rotate lazy eyeballs, want to quickly go home it feels.
Lukas Wijaya's. High guy, white, smart, skinny body shape. Don't expect him to be perfect like most novels. He is the most beautiful human being and another 'playboy'.
There are millions of women in this part of the world. Don't come just to play around, if you want to play around to Timezone.
*****
After college I went back home, well, as usual; quiet and quiet here. Just mbok surti, who has lived with us for over ten years and helped my mother take care of us.
I stepped into the kitchen walking towards the refrigerator, looking for a box of juice that was always available in the refrigerator. Thanks for mom who likes juice. Then mbok surti approached me while giving a letter that was deliberately entrusted to him, I took it and went to my room.
Passing through my sister's room that sounded crowded, I casually opened it. It turns out after studying he and his friends are covering songs that will be uploaded to his youtube channel.
I don't know why I smile, sometimes I hate him. But that doesn't mean I don't love him, I love him so much that I just never show him in person.
A moment later I went straight into my room. The smell of the apple also rippled through the air, calming. Before that, I want to change clothes first and after everything is done, then start reading the letter given me.
From : Mom.
Calista Dear.
Hy Brother. It feels strange not if the mother greets by letter, because the letter can make a long distance to be close.
"What the heck Mother, really tumben kayak gini" I grumbled. Then I continued back.
Sis.. I know you haven't been around for a long time. You can never be the place to complain. You can never be a good mother to me.
I who read the follow-up to the letter was glazed over, like a painful memory of the past, just passing in front of me, like a train. I go back to reading.
As you get older and older, you become a strong and patient woman. You're strong, son, I believe that.
I unexpectedly tried to guess the words that were written on the paper.
I love you, though it may be the wrong way. I'm aware of that, but Lis you have to learn to look at points of view from different directions. Do not focus too much on what is in front of you, so that you are wise in anything.
Unknowingly the crystal-clear liquid just decayed without my permission with a slightly relieved smile of course.
Today the capital is out of town accompanying Dad. Please take care of Kirana, sister, I believe in you.
That's how the letter is..
Maybe God's plan is like a movie. Good things and bad things are arranged in such a way, in order to be the ending that should be. It happened to the life of the little girl sliced bright chocolate. Calista Journalist.
*****
Not forgetting he also thanked the khalik through the folds of his hands while bowing his head in surrender. Prayer is the magic thing that he always believed, the brown iris never stopped hoping that Prayer could strengthen him and change his life.
One time did to him, Healing his heart wound slowly. It's not fast, nor is it slow but it's precise. Yes, time is the ruler of the universe and He is the perfector of life.
At the dinner table, Kirana and I sat facing each other, no stranger. Maybe not used to opening up more familiar. But no matter how much blood is thicker than water, to whatever extent we are and how seemingly indifferent we are, there must be more affection that cannot be shown
"Abicin breakfast lo, do not design. That ugly habit Na" my lips as I chewed my sandwich.
"Telen used to be sis just talking. Jorok lo so brother, pantes many who briefly doang pdkt same lo" hempalnya while applying hazelnut jam on the bread.
Geez can you hang your own adek in a wheat field?
I pursed my lips that were reciprocated with Kirana's amused look. Spooki.
"Eh, I'm late. "Haduuuuh panicked as he glanced at his watch and then put on his shoes.
I, who was in a hurry, saw him who had not finished his breakfast, just stuffed the bread into his mouth.
"A.. A.. Ng A's.. A.. An s..sh" (Abang what the hell) said he was full of bread from me.
Damnit. I'm a pretty gini cake at say brother? I think tomorrow you should check Na's eyes
I was upset in my heart and answered his words with a devil's grin and moved my hand waving into the air.
Then Kirana left with an online ojek. Actually I could have dropped her off but I'm not the kind of girl who likes to spread the charm labeled dropping off her school sister.
After I finished cleaning the house, I went back to my room. By the way, even though there is a house mbok Surti still I clean the house, mbok surti only in charge of washing and cooking, sometimes I go down to the kitchen myself to help mbok cooking.
I who had promised to accompany Agas to campus contacted Agas to make sure "Hy. The gas? So I'm not going to, what time is it?" ask someone who has been with me for more than five years.
"..."
"Well, am I ready first, okay? " i replied as I ended our conversation on my phone.
In a hurry I rushed to the bathroom, a few minutes lapse I also sorted the appropriate clothes to accompany Agas to campus and fortunately my clothes still have a girly style.
"What is it you are for so long? Said for a second? " complained Agas who does not like ngaret, a perfectionist and on time.
"All of us have been five years, you should know my nature. I'm a girl who, a little natural for a long time" martial me who I think should Agas accept what my shortcomings are.
Today Agas brought his boy bike, the black ninja that made me inevitably lean my body slightly towards Agas's back without a bulkhead.
Only the fabric of our clothes is protective. Along the way Agas did not respond to much of my chatter, I know he is in a bad mood and I understand enough not to say much.
Arriving at Agas..
"I'm sorry I'm so angry with you" while removing my helmet from the hook and helping me open it.
"I'm sorry Gas if you wait a long time" I said, bowing my head to look at the road.
"Jaudah lupain aja, I just do not like the same bad habits you" he said again while tying my hair from the front to the back that if seen from the position of the back of Agas as seen hugging me.
Gas is like a magnet. I can't be angry, kelas, even hate the same lo let alone far from lo
Then Agas invited me to meet his friends. Not bad considering I'm already familiar with two of Agas' friends.
*****
Even though jealous of the slow Mentari ended his existence, then senjapun expel Mentari and signify this day has ended. Silent night greeted, this time without the trinkets of stars and the moon as usual.
There are concerns faced by the little girl, there is a painting of the heart that not many people know. His belief in the heart.
Sent to Agas ♡
From Calista: Gas? Can it be something?
I asked what I sent in a message. Not long ago Agas returned the favor.
Sent to Calista ♡
From Agas: Yes, what do you want?
Sent to Agas ♡
From Calista: Honey, hmmmm you never imagined us until the guarantee?
Sent to Calista ♡
From Agas: I thought I would say that again. What I told you I used to do a lot. What the hell are you?
You know our Fortress Gas is high difficult to collapse, we are like Romeo & Juliet Gas. If they are different castes if we the difference lies in our beliefs.
I sighed while throwing my body dry.
Weary.
One word is right, for the relationship I've had over five years with Agas. I let the message from Agas and prefer to sleep.
I, who was the bravest to cross the line, am now the most cowardly.
Fear of ruining the despair we knit together and go home empty-handed.
Maybe we are not a match or maybe we really need more process than this.
Happy Reading's..