
Not yet issued a word and just silent, but his gaze can not be separated from Angga who is still asleep. Next to his outstretched hand, touching the top of the man's head, tracing every inch of the face of the man he loved so much and still remains the winner in his heart.
“I don't even want to actually we're done, Ga. But, what else? You can't give me clear certainty, you're too dependent on our relationship, Ga.” Mentari sighed harshly, “I love you and will stay that way, somehow in the future. It's all I wish we could be okay. The problem we are fooled or not, I give it all the same God.” Mentari clasped tightly to Angga's hand.
The ringing of Mentari's phone made the woman take off her grip, move towards the window of the room and pick up the call that turned out to be from Bella.
“Hallo, Bell.”
“Hai Brother. Bother me?”
Mentari shook her head, “Not really. What's up, Bell?”
“H... Gini brother. Kan Kak Angga last night did not go home, continued Mother nanya the same me while I do not know, brother. Who knows, you know where Brother Angga was last night? Yes... apart from the brother who is now broken up with Angga.”
“Iya, Bell. Sister knows Angga where.”
“Where, sis?”
“At my house.”
“Hah? ”
***
“Kak Angga can be here, sis?” Bella glanced at Mentari who was sitting beside her, staring at the confused Mentari while waiting for the answer to the question she was asking.
“Evennight Angga drunk,”
Bella gasped in shock at hearing that, she frowned while shaking in surprise. “Wait, sis! Brother Angga drunk?” bella asked to make sure, afraid she heard wrong.
Mentari.
Bella turned her body to face Mentari, still with her bewildered look. “But, sis. Angga is not a person who likes to drink. Even I know all this time he never wanted to be invited to drink it. So, how can anyone get Angga drunk?” Bella is still curious and in disbelief.
Stalling his lips, he grimaced softly. “Sorry brother, yes, Bell.” Bella is further confused by Mentari's apology. “Because of me, your sister got drunk.”
“Because of Sister Dance? That means, sis?”
“You know right, Bell I'm the same Angga has broken up?”
Bella nodded, “Iya and I also know how not to accept Kak Angga. But, why—meaning me, how is it now that Angga's sister is drunk? You guys broke up a long time ago.”
Mentari nodded, “Iya, we broke up after a long time. But, at that time just broke up. I'm still around Angga, I'm still in his life. Although I ask Angga not to interfere with my life again, let us live each aja.”
Bella listened carefully to what Mentari explained, but she had not found the point where it made Angga drunk.
“Kak Tari has a girlfriend again?” That's what happened to Bella who made her think maybe that's the reason for Angga to get drunk like this.
Mentari shakes fast, “No, Bell. I might have a girlfriend again. Emang, I broke up Angga. But, the reason I broke up with him wasn't because there was another guy or a third person in our relationship. No. That's not the reason. Besides, I'm the same brother you've been dating for years and it's not easy for me to open my heart to other men.”
“Keep, why did you apologize. Is it because brother broke up Angga?”
Mentari's hands clutched together, she nodded. “Yes, one of them is that. I don't know how Angga is doing after our relationship is over. But, which Angga always said after we broke up, he's not okay.”
Bella nodded, her brother has not been okay since the relationship ended.
“Dan, I'm really sorry. Because my decision to resign from the company made him kayak now.”
Bella was surprised to hear another new fact that Mentari said. “Kak Tari want to resign from the company?” Bella touched the back of Mentari's hand, making sure. “Kak, seriously? Why?”
Mentari gave a rough sigh, she looked at Bella. “You must know, Bell.”
Bella knows the truth, but she still can't figure it out. “But, sis. Is quitting the company the right choice? Is there no other way?” Mentari.
“Kak, — I don't want to interfere or pretentious or what it is. But, gini brother. I know brother Angga, you guys are not dating, you have no relationship anymore except as a co-worker in the company. But, sis. Not that because your relationship is finished, brother so choose to resign from the company, brother.”
Bella shook her head, she did not accept Mentari's answer.
“With I go away from Angga's life, maybe Angga can forget me and he can start his new life without me being his shadow.”
Bella pulls the corner of her lips, “Do you think it's easy? Sis, your relationship is not a new one year, two years. It's not just your relationship, your circle knows. Maybe brother forgot, I want to know that our parents, parents sister Tari and parents I already know even close already like family itself.” explained Bella, Bella explained, he wants Mentari to understand and rethink his decision.
“Dan, sister Tari said that with brother go it can make brother Angga lupain brother?” Bella laughs off. “Kak, you are not children, not like I'm still pubescent. You are adults who have mature minds. You adults who might not think if you have a relationship want to be played around, so as to have the status of doang, you are not like that.”
Bella is right and Mentari admits it.
“And, make the memory of your relationship that has been running for years is not an easy thing. Let alone you, I broke up yesterday with Brother Bara who has only been dating for two years just hard to ask for forgiveness. Especially try?” Bella clasped Mentari's hand. “Please is my brother, think again this brother's decision. For your sake.”
Mentari did not answer, he just kept quiet and stared fixed Bella.
***
“Diminum the milk first, so that the dizziness slightly subsides.”
Angga grimaced while holding his throbbing head, he tried to sit up and stare at the confused Mentari in front of him. He looked around and was surprised to find out where he was.
“Kok I can be here?”
“You don't remember why you're here?”
Angga fell silent, remembering the reason he could be here. Slowly she gave in response to the question Mentari asked.
Mentari held out a glass of milk in her hand, “Yaudah, drink it first. Nih.”
Angga nodded, he received the milk glass and took a sip several times, then looked back at Mentari. “You haven't answered my question. Why am I here?” ask Angga, he needs answers.
“Try you remember again, last night you went where and did.”
Angga went back to thinking about what he did last night. All he remembers is that he was frustrated with Mentari's stubborn decision, and then came Maha who forced him to go to the night entertainment place also forced him to enjoy various kinds of drinks there. Then, don't—They don't remember anything anymore.
“Remember, no?”
Angga rubbed his bend, “Slightly.”
“Since when did you get drunk?” tanya Mentari, she stared flatly at Angga.
“I'm not drunk,”
“But, last night what?”
Angga puts his shoulders, “Evening? Yeah, maybe last night I was just a doang release. You also know that I don't like to drink.”
Mentari sighed harshly, “Ga, I know maybe my decision yesterday led to you. But, going to the club because again there is a problem is not the right choice.”
“I accidentally went there,”
“As far as you are, intentionally or not.”
Angga staring fixed Mentari, “You angry?”
“Who am I to be angry with you?”
“But you don't like it the most when I go for a drink.”
“Yes, I don't like it. And, maybe I'd be mad at you if we had a relationship. But right now between me and you, we don't have any relationship. So, there is no right to make me angry with you.”
***