Why Breakup?
Ep.48: Back Made Disappointed

“Malesin! I was invited to vacation, but left behind.”

Bella snorted angrily at her brother who was currently staring at himself in front of the mirror. He walked over to the table, picked up a piece of apple there and bit it. “Know that, mending don't have to take me. A waste of time I just.” snorted Bella, she chewed an apple in her mouth.

Angga glanced at his sister through the mirror, he chuckled softly. “Sorry, yes... No one forced you to come. Brother invite you once and you immediately want to without asking anything. So, no need to protest.”

Bella pursed her lips, “Yes, I thought you wanted to take me on vacation. I've never been to this town either. So, I want to. Uh, but instead left behind.”

“Yes already, out the cake, go for a walk. That's great, right?”

“Idih, that's how it is. What if I stray? Did someone kidnap? Abis sister with Papa.”

Angga turned around, looking at Bella who looked annoyed. “Nyasar? My dear sister... You're not a kid anymore, you're graduating from college. You're not a big boy either. There's a GPS, if you forget. Anyway, if the problem is nyulik,” Angga chuckles that increasingly make Bella upset. “Where is anyone going to kidnap your model boy? Where is bawel, many want, already big is also still spoiled. This it—”

“Ih... kok so say me anyway!”

“Ya, you her. But, right?”

“No! Where there was me like that. Nothing!”

“Certainly, why until now do not want to also enter the company? You have passed the school,”

“Yes, I don't want to work for Papa's company. Anyway, I applied the job to the company next time. Just, yeah, no answer yet. Relax dong.”

Angga flicked his hand, “Terselah you lah.” said Angga, he again struggled with himself in front of the mirror.

“Lagian, where are you going? Very powerful from earlier ngaca continue.”

Angga smiled, Mentari's face flashed through his mind. “You picked up your sister-in-law.”

Bella rounded her eyes, ”Hah? Brother want to pick up sister Tari?” bella asked in surprise, she could not believe it.

“Who said?”

“Lah, he said he wanted to pick up my sister-in-law. Anyway, is there another woman besides Kak Tari who can take the heart of brother? There's nothing, is there?”

Angga chuckled, his sister knew very well about his relationship. “One hundred for you!” Angga snapped his fingers.

Bella smiled happily to hear him, he went to Angga, sitting leaning on the dresser in front of her brother. “So I've met Brother Tari? Where, sis? So, how can I meet? Sister Tari—”

Angga was only able to close his eyes hearing how chatty his sister who was unceasingly throwing questions that not even one Angga answered.

“Ih... Answer dong kak!”

“Where to answer, while you keep nyerocos?”

Bella closed her mouth shut for a moment, she chuckled softly. “Sorry.... So, let's answer!”

Angga was silent for a moment, rethinking how he could find Mentari. And, a smile never escaped his lips when he remembered the woman. “The bottom line is that I want to see Tari.” said Angga and turned away.

“Ih... Not answered either.” Bella's following Angga, she needs answers. “Cute if that's it. Yes?”

“No need, why? Disturb us both later.”

“Not, brother. Where I'm disturbed. I miss knowing the same about Tari. Follow, ah, anyway.”

“No!”

***

It felt, the pounding was so tight. Cold sweat was unceasingly pouring profusely, while the current weather was so cold. This is the effect of nervousness that he has felt in recent days, especially since Angga proposed to him suddenly at his inaugural event. And, today is the day that the answer to that proposal will be thrown out.

“Kok deg-degan gini, yes? Why does it feel like the first one again. Even though I am the same Angga, we are not the same anymore. But, why does it still feel the same?”

Mentari looked up, looking at the sky so bright where the color is much blue and clean with a pile of thin clouds that adorn that mean the weather will indeed be bright all day. And, the twilight sky never wrongly shows its existence.

Mentari set foot down several steps to the place, where Angga should be waiting for him. But when he arrived, he found no one. Just an empty patch of grass with its pedestals. Intentionally, this place he told not to visit anyone first because there is a special reason where this place will be a witness to the answer to Angga's proposal to him.

But Angga doesn't exist.

“What does Angga think, his meeting night, yes?”

Mentari thought, Angga who is not here because there is a misunderstanding about the clock they should have met. At that time, Mentari did not say clearly what time they would meet.

“Yes, I think so. Angga thought, maybe the night we met.” The sun chuckles softly, cursing himself. “Kok so I'm really excited gini, huh? It's screwed! Yaudah lah, it will be a bit late here again.”

And, Mentari returned to this place, but never found the existence of Angga that made the smile that had risen on his lips disappear instantly.

Mentari walked slowly, towards the very end and dropped his butt sitting on the bean bag. He looked up at the night sky that was not as bright as last afternoon, as if the sky also knew that the Sunari was no longer radiant as before.

Mentari looked towards where Angga should have come. There was still hope in his heart if Angga would come to listen to his answer.

“Telat times, yes.”

Mentari tries to think positively. However, not when he had waited nearly two hours and there was no sign of someone coming.

Mentari laughed incensefully, she covered her face while looking down and looked up after a while. “Yes geez... Mentari, Mentari, can-can you still hope kayak gini? Yes Allah..”

If you look like this as if you want to get back together is Mentari. Though clearly true, Angga who wants it all, although it can not be denied if Mentari also wants it. But, still, it was Angga who started it all. Yesterday, yesterday when the man proposed to her.

It seems that there is actually disappointment, but still Mentari tries to think positively. She reached into her abaya pocket, pulled out a cell phone to contact Angga. He needs certainty now.

Long enough in considering, he stared at the contact Angga was still stored on his phone. With a rough sigh, he pressed the call icon on the number and could not be denied if his heart was currently pounding.

Mentari made sure that if the call was properly raised, the call was connected.

“Hallo, who is this, yes?”

The sun instantly lost the word instantly, even the water of his face instantly changed. The atmosphere seemed to change, as if there was an invisible hand squeezing the heart of Mentari at this time, causing tremendous pain when the Mentari felt when he heard the voice of the woman across there. And, the question posed as if answering if the Mentari number is not stored in his contact.

“Hallo?”

Mentari instantly disconnected the call one-sidedly without a word, along with the tears that were currently flowing down her cheeks. However, he quickly wiped away those tears.

“You have everything for me, no one can replace you.”

“I know, Tar. I know I am in love with you.”.

“Tar, can we go back again? Can we please like it again, together? You and I, we love each other. Can we go back, Tar?”

“Maybe it's late, but I don't want to waste any more time until I finally regret myself.”

Mentari was silent for a moment remembering that, slowly laughter began to sound from his lips. Such a painful laughter.