Why Breakup?
Ep. 32 - Disappointment

“From!”

Amelia smiled widely staring at the whereabouts of Angga, she would take advantage of this situation. Instantly the sad look he showed, he was in pain, even though the pain was true. The coffee that Mentari splashed was still hot, even Amelia's hands were completely blistered now.

“Angga..” Amelia shook her blistered hand, showing it to Angga. He glanced sharply at Mentari and looked back at Angga. “She flushes me with hot coffee. My hands hurt a lot... It is very sad, Ga. Tuh, blister gini.”

Mentari twirled his eyes, he did not even care and intended to leave without wanting to know what attitude Angga showed. Because Mentari knew, if Angga had just called his name so, surely anger would have been shown. And, Mentari does not want to waste time just to serve things that are not clear and painful for him.

Angga quickly blocked Mentari's arm when the woman intended to go, “Where to go?” asked Angga, he looked at Mentari with an expression that was difficult to interpret.

Amelia put on her smile, feeling victorious looking at Angga who seemed to be on her side.

Mentari stared back at Angga, he released Angga's hand from his arm. However, Angga again blocked Mentari's hand again, tightly now.

“Ga... Dia—”

Amelia's words stopped immediately as Angga showed his flat countenance. “He who flush lo?” Amelia was pleased, she nodded and increasingly showed a sense of sadness. Angga staring Mentari, “Tar?”

Mentari sighed harshly, staring at the jased Angga. “Iya! Wh why? Pak Angga want to be angry with me or fire me because of my indecent actions? Please, please fire me.” I am tired of her life this time.

“I asked nicely. Wh why? Why did you flush him with coffee?”

Mentari grunting, “Ask by yourself!” upset Mentari, he let go of Angga's hand and just passed by. There is also a little anger and disappointment actually that Mentari felt when he knew if Angga did not pursue his departure, more precisely when Angga actually defended Amelia. Yes, it seems like Angga is indeed defending Amelia.

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“Here is his hand!”

Mentari's hand that he was watching because it was red and slightly blistered due to being exposed to the coffee water that he poured on Amelia, was immediately in the grasp of Angga who suddenly came to him. The man was sitting next to Mentari who was sitting in the office garden.

Mentari pulled his hand, “Gak need.” reject Mentari, this is in the office area and open the place, he did not want to cause a lot of talk later.

Angga kekeh, he still held Mentari's hand and began to apply a cream on the wound in the hand Mentari that felt cold woman felt. Carefully and slowly, Angga applied the cream and Mentari was only able to stay still and pay attention. Touched back Mentari's heart was treated as such and it was precisely the expression of gratitude that he continuously uttered in his heart.

“Other times don't like that, yes.”

Mentari rolled his eyeballs off guard, rightly guessed if Angga must defend Amelia. He had just been grateful before.

Mentari pulls his hand, lazy.

“Shut!” Angga stared fixedly at Mentari, asking the woman not to continue to pull the treated hand.

“You should not be like that, Tar—” Angga held the hand of the woman's drawn Mentari, “Silent. Your hands are red, ih.”

Mentari sighed violently, “If you come here just want to be angry with me or mengebela keep the woman, mending you go. Make the mood add another rage!” pissed Mentari.

Angga looked up, raising both his eyebrows. “Whose anger? Who is that woman, too?” Angga shakes, “No.”

“Yes, keep saying what were you talking about?”

“Yes, I know too! But, Amel's talk is very sweet! How can I just shut up after my self-esteem fell.”

Angga trying to calm down, “Iya, yes, I understand. I know you too. From the past you never entertained the words of the original him. So, I'm also sure that you couldn't have acted like that if there wasn't an obvious reason. Udah, yes.. you are calm.” Angga rubbed Mentari's back, trying to dampen the woman's anger.

Mentari brushed off Angga's hand, “Apaan anyway! Don't look for opportunities.”

“Who is looking for a chance? I just remembered you.”

Mentari was silent with the annoyance she still felt, letting Angga continue to apply the cream in her hands. Until Angga finished treating his wound, Mentari let out his voice again.

“I don't understand, it's my fault where it's been.” Angga frowned, staring fixedly at Mentari, waiting for the woman to resume her words.

“What because you are a popular guy, a dream guy, from a respected family while I am just an ordinary girl who has nothing special to be proud of or rivaled by other girls. In fact, maybe what is in me, all women also have.”

Angga reached for Mentari's hand, but was pushed aside by the woman. “Tar—”

Mentari blinked his eyes, looking at Angga with confusion that was clearly implied in his eyes. He shook his head in wonder, “Since the beginning you announced me as your girlfriend, even until we broke up, people always looked at me one eye. They always thought that I was dating, being close to anyone because of possessions. As if they all see me as a woman who is really crazy about the same treasures, women matre, women who can even do many ways just to get treasure.” The sun was sad, his eyes were already filled with tears.

“Tar, you're not like that.”

Mentari stood up, turned his back to Angga. “No, even you have thought about me.”

That's the stupidity that Angga once did, Angga admitted it.

Angga moving on, “Tar, I'm sorry for that. But I didn't mean to. I'm just angry, I'm upset because you're close to other men. I don't want you to be the same as the others. I—”

“I'm tired, Ga. I'm tired of all this.” Mentari looked at Angga, hoping that the man understood only through his gaze. “I beg you, release me.”

Angga was still fixated on hearing the request with a soft tone that Mentari showed. To be honest, his heart ached every time he heard Mentari's request of him. He has done everything he can to make their relationship go back to what it used to be, so that they will be fine. However, it still is. Go away and away, that's what Mentari wants.

Angga let out a rough sigh, he looked at Mentari now who was looking at him full of supplications. A line of tears was seen in the eyes of the woman, but Mentari also must have seen disappointment in the eyes of Angga.

“If what you ask is easy for me to do, maybe I've done it. Unfortunately, it's not that easy, it's not that easy.”

“Because you don't want to do it, Ga. You don't want to take me off. That's why it's so hard.”

Angga nodded, “Iya, you are right. Because I don't want to, that's why it's so hard.”

“Ga... I never asked for anything from you, I just wanted you to let me go. Uda, that's aja.”

“And, I'll love everything you ask. But, not by releasing you.”

“Ga..”

Angga shook his head, he turned around to walk away without even listening to what else Mentari would say because it would definitely hurt. Yes, they hurt each other.