
“I have done according to the orders of Mr. Angga. Mentari I had told him to rest and his job was taken over by another co-worker.”
Mentari undoes his intention to turn towards his room, he intends to go to the health room. However, since his phone was left behind and afraid that if an important call came in, he abandoned his intention, intending to go back to his room. He was surprised by something he heard.
“Oke Pak Surya, thank you. You can go back to the room father.”
“Good, Mr. Angga. I excuse.”
The mentors snorted annoyedly hearing it. It turns out that behind the strange and suspicious attitude of superiors and coworkers, there is Angga cause.
After the departure of Mr. Surya, Mentari immediately approached Angga who intended to leave.
“Angga!”
Angga turned around, disengaged his intention to leave and was surprised to find the existence of Mentari here. Seeing the face of Mentari who was upset, Angga already knew that the woman must have heard everything. At first he was anxious, but not the Angga name if he could not cover it all. He was silent with a calm face, as if everything was not a problem. It's not really a problem.
“I don't like, yes you're like gini.”
“What the hell is it like, Tar? What am I doing?” ask Angga, pretending not to know and do not understand what Mentari said.
“You think I didn't hear what you were talking about? I heard everything, Angga.” upset Mentari, he does not like the way Angga, considering also their relationship is not okay.
“I lakain it too for you.”
“And, I don't like!”
Angga squinted his eyes, so he became annoyed with Mentari who was currently unceasingly angry with him. “You want what the hell? I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do, not harming you anyway. After all, for your good. I don't want you getting sick, Dance. I don't like to see it.”
“You asked me what?” tanya Mentari, she stared intently at Angga. “I want you not to interfere with my life anymore. We have no relationship anymore, your business is the same as me, yes, limited to the affairs of superiors as subordinates. Not more. So, never overdo it again!”
Angga shook his head in astonishment at Mentari's words. “You forgot what our relationship has been like for the last 7 years? Just because of a small problem, you missed it all.”
“Small in your opinion, it means to me.”
Angga restored his hair, he closed his eyes for a moment and looked back at Mentari. “Why, why are you so excited to get married? Before that, you had no problem with our relationship. You know me, know how I don't like marriage.”
“Angga! I know you don't like marriage because of your trauma. But, Angga I am a woman and I do not want to mess with relationships, if you are serious about me. Yeah, you marry me. Not just hanging unclear for years. You think I don't get sick every time you reject my simple request? I hurt Angga! Pain!” Mentari let out all the anxiety in his heart all this time. “After all it's Angga, the marriage you fear is not likely to happen to us. I love you, you love me, we both love. Your fear does not mean Angga!”
“Yes, the! You love me, you shouldn't be fighting this whole thing, Dance. We just live our relationship as usual.”
Mentari gaped in disbelief, he thought Angga would understand, but he did not. “And, must endure the same men who can not love certainty. That's what you mean? Don't want me!” tukas Mentari's.
“Confidentiality, certainty, certainty. What certainty do you want? Be married? No!” Angga grabbed Mentari's hand, grasping her tightly with a pleading gaze. “I can love you all, but not by getting married, Tar.”
Mentari tried to release the hand of Angga who grasped his hand, but could not. “But, I want to get married, Angga. The marriage I want.” Mentari replied, he said softly.
Angga rattled back, “What's the good thing about getting married? What is so special about marriage? There's nothing! We can both continue without having to be tied to a wedding!”
“But I can't if I have to like it.”
“Married? You want to get married? What do you think of that marriage?” asked Angga, his tone was flat and his gaze pierced on Mentari. “What because I'm the son of a famous businessman, the son of a conglomerate. So, you're clingy to marry me, to bond with me? So?”
Initially, Mentari's emotions had been melted, but hearing Angga's words made his emotions re-engaged. However, the sense of disappointment was even greater when the question was thrown.
“Ga, am I that low in your eyes?” lirih Mentari, he laughed heartily.
The look on Angga's face changed instantly, he only realized that he had just mispronounced. He quickly tried to reach Mentari's hand back, but the woman first pulled his hand and gave them some distance.
“Tar, I didn't mean that. I—”
“7 years we're together, you know me, I know you. Our family knows, very close. But, precisely your assessment of me is like that?” The mentor shook his head in wonder, completely in disbelief.
“From, I—”
“Try you think again. During our relationship, as long as I'm your girlfriend, 7 years. Did I ever use my status as your girlfriend, as the lover of an Angga who is the son of a conglomerate for my own benefit? Ever?”
Angga is silent, Mentari has never been like that. Quite the contrary.
Angga shook his head quickly. “Tar, I was just an emotion earlier. I—”
“What women who ask for certainty is considered cheap and too crazy? Do I look like I'm crazy about you?” Mentari staring fixed Angga, “Iya, Ga? Am I like that in your eyes?” ask the Mentari again.
Angga stared fixed eyeballs Mentari, there were puddles of tears there as well as disappointment that was clearly implied. Quickly, he pulled Mentari into his arms, tightly hugging the woman. “No, Tar, no. You're not like that, you're not like a girl like that.” Angga tightened his embrace, he could hear a slow sobbing from Mentari. “I'm sorry, Tar. I'm sorry.”
***
“Gue seems to want to resign, Yu.”
Ayumi, who was enjoying her dinner, immediately choked, quickly Mentari gave her mineral water to Ayumi who immediately took a quick sip.
“Lo gakpapa, Yu?” mentari asked worriedly, he rubbed Ayumi's back slowly.
Ayumi shook her head, she put back the drinking water bottle that Mentari had. Currently they are at a fast food restaurant, deliberately coming home from work directly here for dinner together. “Lo joking, yes, Tar?”
“No, I'm serious. I want to resign.”
“But, why?” ayumi asked, her face still looked surprised. “Don't say this has something to do with your relationship as well as Angga? Oh my, Tar... Come on, time's just because you guys broke up, you're quitting anyway. No matter what your cooperation, it's good that lo.” position
Mentari chuckles to hear it, if in thought it is a real pity, but he is much more affectionate with the health of his soul. “But, it's not just about the relationship doang, Yu. There is another thing that is much more important actually.”
“You want a story?”
“No, deh.”
Ayumi nodded, she didn't care if Mentari didn't want to tell her. “It's okay, I understand. But, in my opinion, mending you think again. Do not let, you make that decision just because of one-sided emotions. You see, many things that you will sacrifice later. Okay?”
Mentari smiled widely, “Tumben lo talking like a righteous person.” said Mentari, he plucked fries that were wrapped in cheese sauce and ate them.
Ayumi chuckled, she was ashamed of herself when she said wise talk. “For the normal part of his brain, thank God.” replied Ayumi who invited the laughter of Mentari.
“From!”
They turned their heads when the name Mentari was called, it turns out that the one who greeted Mentari was a middle-aged woman who was so beautiful with simple clothes but looked luxurious and charming in the eyes of the beholder. The middle-aged woman was none other than Mama Angga.
“Tante,”
Mentari immediately picked up a wet tissue, wiping his hand which had just plucked the fries. He immediately moved on, greeting Rianti back and hugging her at a glance. Even so with Ayumi who threw her warm smile.
“Concidentally met you here. Somebody wants aunty obrolin. Can, can't?”
***
“So, you actually broke up with my Angga?”
Mentari smiled faintly, she had already guessed that the question would come from Rianti's mouth. He nodded slowly, “Iya, auntie. I'm with Angga, we've broken up.”
“Why? Why break up?” rianti asked, he showed his sad face. “While it looks like your relationship is good. How to break up?”
The confused mentor should explain how. “Maybe not a mate, aunt.”
“While aunt see, you are happy. And, aunt also hopes you can go to a more serious level. But, you guys just broke up.”
Smiling at her, she stared at her hands. “Even if I'm the same Angga not broken up, we will never go to the serious level, aunt.”
Rianti frowned, “You mean?”
“Tante know right, Angga trauma?” tanya Mentari, she was sure if Rianti knew what he meant. “Trauma Angga with a marriage that makes him so unwilling to marry me. I know her trauma, she used to say she wasn't ready for a wedding. But, I think as time goes on, she will change her mind and will marry me, given our long relationship. But, apparently not. Angga is still traumatized.” Mentari smiled miris imagining Angga's rejection of her.
“Dan, sorry aunt. I can not continue my relationship with Angga if he just does not have serious intentions with me.”
Rianti fell silent, he knew now what the problem was.