Why Breakup?
Ep. 49: Everything will be okay

Once disappointed, the trauma became so heavy. Once disappointed, can not just believe it. Always hesitating and wondering, is this true?

Just like what Mentari is feeling now. Due to his disappointment with Angga, he became doubtful about the name of love. So much love that so far Angga gave, but it ended up painful for him. Mentari so wonder and doubt with the name of love. He does not believe in the name of love because for him now love is only a falsehood, manipulative.

“Excuse me, tea.”

Mentari looked up at Arin who was approaching him. He smiled knotingly, raising both his eyebrows. “Iya, Rin's. What's up?” mentari asked, he put away for a moment his work.

“There are people who want to meet teteh.”

For some reason, every time someone makes such a statement. Mentari always thought if the one who would meet him was Angga. But the truth is, no, it was someone else who met him. He was too hopeful that Angga would actually come to see him.

“Who, Rin? Female or male?”

“Female, tea. Arin doesn't know either, just look at it now. But, it's not like our customers were before too. Foreign tea.”

Mentari so thinking and curious, who did meet him now. “Oh, jaudah. You told him to wait a minute, I'll meet you later. I finished this first.” said Mentari who is owned by Arin.

After Arin's departure for a while, Mentari decided to meet the person who wanted to meet him. He went to the place where he asked the man to wait. His forehead immediately puckered puzzled to see who would meet him. From behind, a woman with hair was stroked, sitting in a wheelchair. And, Mentari doesn't know who before...

“Sorry, you want to see me?”

Mentari was surprised when the woman turned her head, never expecting to see the woman again in this condition.

***

The sun couldn't hold back his tears. His disappointment and anger broke out instantly when he saw the condition of the man who was the cause of his doubt about love, who was now sitting alone in a wheelchair behind him.

The sun wiped away her tears. “Angga,” call it Mentari catapulting with vibrating voice.

Time seemed to stop spinning when Angga turned his head and looked at the existence of Mentari here. The shock was clearly visible on the man's face. As much as Mentari's energy held back his tears that had been welling up in his eyes when his feet stepped closer to the man.

Mentari gulped down his hard-earned saliva, it felt like his throat was choked, as if there was something there that was holding him back from being able to breathe easily. Seen with the current condition of Angga.

“You... What are you doing here?”

“Find an irresponsible guy, which makes me have to wait to give him the answer to his proposal. Actually, he needed answers. But, the irresponsible guy just did not come, not give any news, the guy hangs up the relationship. And, stupidly, this girl is still just coming that guy. Though already clearly their relationship has run aground and should not have to expect more.”

Angga was silent, not looking at the Mentari the slightest item.

“You know, Ga? Because of that guy, this girl becomes doubtful and does not believe again the same thing called love.” Mentari approached Angga, standing before the man. “Why are you quiet, Ga? Come on, let's defend that guy. Let's explain everything, let's make this girl believe again the same love. Come, Ga. Come!”

Angga smiled wryly, “No defense. It would be better for the woman not to be with the cowardly and irresponsible man.”

“Job!” caci Mentari, he looked at Angga sadly. “You jerk, Ga! Came to ask me to come back with you, but also who just let me go. You have a heart, right? Why do you keep tugging at my feelings, Ga? Why?”

Angga threw his face away, he did not want to show his weakness. After feeling the tightness was slightly disappeared, Angga again looked at Mentari.

“I'm sorry for that. But, one thing you should know and believe in is that I never played with our relationship. I also don't mean to draw out your feelings. I am sincere with you, I love you. And, since I love you, I want you to be happy.”

“How can you know I'm happy or not? You don't know that, Ga.” The sun breathed a rough sigh. “And, you think going so without any explanation love me, it makes me happy? Da? No, Ga! Absolutely not!”

Angga just shut up now.

Angga was still silent, while Mentari immediately rested in front of the man. Mentari clasped Angga's hand.

“I accepted your proposal, Ga. That night I was going to answer if I wanted to marry you. I want us to come back as we used to, you and me, we love each other.”

Supposedly, Mentari saw the happiness that Angga showed, instead of just staying, even Angga pulled his hand from the grasp of Mentari.

“One more time I'm sorry, Tar.” Angga shook his head, he stared at the Mentari nanar.

Mentari's lips trembled, she held back her tears but still fell as well. “Why? I accept you, Ga. I accept you for who you are, even in your present condition. But, why do you even make me disappointed again?”

Angga looked at Mentari, she was already teary-eyed as well. “But, I want you to be happy, Tar.”

“And, you're happy me. We can be happy if we are both.” Mentari replied, she is still crying.

“Tar, sorry I. Don't cry, I don't like that.” Angga tried to wipe the tears of Mentari that never ended.

“Or, do you still have doubts about me? Are you afraid I will leave you with your condition?”

No, that's not the case right now. “Neg, Tar. Notwithstanding. I trust you, you can't leave me alone because I'm in a wheelchair.”

“Ya, keep why, Ga?”

“You I can't, Tar. We can't get married.”

“Why, Ga? Wh why? You—you why is this so long like me, Ga? Why do you keep hurting my feelings. Why?” Mentari sobbed, he was really like a beggar of love.

“I'm sure, you can be happy.”

“You don't know anything.”

“Tar,”

“You are evil.”

“It would be even worse if we were together, you wouldn't be happy.”

“You didn't know anything about me all this time. Not happy as you mean.” Angry this time at Angga, he stood up. “Dan, I really hate the same as me. I'll never forgive you, Ga. Never will be..”

Angga was only able to keep his head down to hide his pain, he let Mentari just like that. Because for her, making Mentari go away with hatred for her was a good thing. At least, the woman will be happy together...

“Ga..”

Angga looked up again, surprised because Mentari was not going away. The woman is still here and now rests on her knees which became her detention. Mentari pulled Angga's hand back, grasping it.

“Ga, we can both. I'll help you make it normal again and we can be equally happy even without children in it.”

From earlier Angga held back his tears, but hearing Mentari's words this time he could not help it anymore. The tears fell as well.

“Tar,” Angga lost he said, he can only cry at the moment. Mentari knew everything.

Mentari sobbed back, he immediately hugged Angga, gave a warm hug to win Angga while convincing the man that everything would be fine.