14 February
CHAPTER 39
Kendra took Amanda back to her residence, she even drove and brought Amanda's suitcase to her room. "You take a shower and change your clothes, I'll change too" Kendra pointed to the next room, which was her room. Before leaving Amanda's room, she removed her papa jacket from Amanda's body. "This is papa's favorite jacket since he was dating mama, should be kept until later mama here, then we return." Kendra takes the jacket out of Amanda's room, and asks her assistant to wash it carefully, while she changes clothes and makes milk and warm soup for Amanda.
Kendra returned to Amanda's room with a glass of milk and warm soup, as soon as she opened the door, Amanda had just put on her underwear. Actually, this is not the first time Kendra saw Amanda's innocent body, while in Kendra hospital often helped Amanda clean her body to change her clothes, only this time it was different, but this time it was different, Amanda's not sick and Kendra sees Amanda as her wife.
Kendra put her soup and milk on the dresser, then she walked over to Amanda and grabbed the br* Amanda was about to wear. "Just put on her pajamas, yeah" she whispered, she put mini-sleeping pajamas on Amanda's body, Kendra's hands creeping down into Amanda's belly. "I don't think I felt this baby as hard as last night."
"From morning it was a little downhill, I don't know why." Amanda felt every time she was sad or noisy with Kendra, the baby in her womb was not so active.
"Yes you have eaten first, so you can take medicine. You haven't eaten since morning?" Kendra invites Amanda to sit on the balcony in Amanda's room, so she can enjoy her homemade soup while staring at the twilight.
Kendra helps Amanda sit on the floor because the balcony is still empty. "I've actually been wanting to put a chair here for a long time, I want to be able to relax and enjoy the twilight from here. But I forgot to come to the furniture store."
"Later we buy online. One of the furniture stores provides an application that can determine what decorations are suitable before we finally decide to buy" said Amanda.
"Yes wear it's also good, it can be more practical," Kendra started scooping her homemade soup into Amanda's mouth. "Nobody?" tanyakanya.
Amanda nodded, "Enak mas, thank ya." Deep down, she still felt unworthy of all Kendra's kindness. "Actually from childhood while still living in Jogja, I often feel jealous of Mba Fay. He had parents who loved him very much, he also always got whatever he wanted." Amanda lowered her head. "But if you remember, it was Fay who often lent me toys, shared his allowance with me, helped me when my mother was scolding me, even now that I had hurt her, mba Fay still thinks I'm his sister." Amanda wiped away the tears that were dripping down her cheeks, she then raised her head and looked at Kendra.
"Truly Ken doesn't have to take responsibility for the baby I'm carrying, I don't deserve the kindness of Ken and Fay after I destroyed your relationship..." Amanda covered her face with both hands.
Kendra put a bowl of soup on the floor, she gently stroked Amanda's head. "I actually feel the way you feel, I don't deserve Fay. I used to lie to her, ignore her and even betrayed her trust. But after seeing this morning and knowing who the man who would be Fay's future fiancee was, I realized. Fay deserves to be happy by the right people and definitely better me."
Kendra held Amanda in her arms. "Let's learn to improve and learn to make each other happy for this innocent child." she lowered her lips on Amanda's stomach, stroking lovingly. "Daddy's kids are healthy on the inside" Kendra said.
The atmosphere turned cheerful when the baby in Amanda's womb returned to active movement. "The baby's moving again" Amanda said with a smile.
"Maybe he misses the sound of his daddy" Kendra said.
"You disagree? Or is there another call you want?"
Amanda shook her head, she hugged Kendra tightly. "Nothing, I agree," Amanda was not at all familiar with the term, only when Kendra mentioned herself as the daddy of the child she was born with, it really made her moved. "Thank you so much mas" he let go of his embrace and kissed Kendra's cheek.
The two looked at each other, until Kendra slowly brought her face closer and kissed Amanda's lips gently. Kendra brushed Amanda's lips with her tongue, and into her mouth. Amanda felt Kendra's warm tongue sweeping her lips and tongue, she returned Kendra's kiss deeper.
In the middle of her hot kiss with Amanda, Kendra glanced towards the balcony railing, he only realized that he and Amanda were outside and the occupants of the building adjacent to his apartment building could have seen himself making out.
Kendra carried his wife's body into the room, she braided Amanda's body on the bed, then pulled the pajamas she wore. With just one pull of the pajamas it opened completely, revealing Amanda's plain body. Kendra took off all her clothes, then she crept over in Amanda's body. "I'm sorry, I just got you today."
When Kendra wants to put her body into the sensitive part of Amanda, immediately Amanda remembered the night of the incident*saan, although she often craved a warm touch Kendra but apparently when Kendra was about to enter her virility, she said, the memory of the frightening event haunted him, he pushed Kendra's body away from him.
"Amanda are you okay?" he summarized Amanda's face that looked very pale and frightened.
Amanda set her breath on, and she reached for Kendra's back and hugged her. "I'm sorry, sorry.."
Kendra clutched Amanda's body tightly while covering her. "We'll just take a break, yeah, you'll be soaked." she calmed Amanda down until Amanda fell asleep in her arms.
Kendra looked at his wife's face, only to understand that behind Amanda's annoying nature is stored a deep inner wound, Kendra peeked her forehead, then slowly released Amanda's embrace and got out of bed.
After wearing full clothes, he tried to find information about the best psychologist counseling services in Jakarta and make counseling appointments.
Before returning to accompany Amanda to rest, Kendra had sent a message to her mother, reporting that she chose to continue her marriage with Amanda to perfect half of her religion.
'Mama's proud of you, Ken. Try it, mama sure you can.'