Am I Different?

Am I Different?
(S2) ~ Disappeared


Mom and Dad looked at each other, but they didn't respond to me. I wanted to help Levin, but it seems like my parents didn't want it.


"Well." yeah." Call me.


"No, you can just sleep. Dad and mom want to rest, too" said dad.


After that word, simultaneously they immediately sat on the floor mattress that was commonly used.


The creature hanging in the corner, currently reappeared. He has a sad and sad face.


"Nothing, thank you," a voice said like that.


"Steel." I tried to call Esther in my heart.


I turned to Esther, still looking sad. Esther came closer to me.


"Yes, Key," said Esther.


"That's her voice?" my many.


Esther just nodded, then she slowly walked up to me. Which is usually Esther installment, but today looks different. He looks sad.


"Kyla." Esther said, holding my hand.


The gentle touch of his fingers began to feel. Esther who usually can't hold me, somehow now can. I was shocked when Esther really grabbed my hand.


"Esteh" said I.


I looked into her eyes and Esther just nodded.


"Can't you?" lirih.


Esther at this moment increasingly lowered her gaze, she looked dejected.


"Why?" tanyaku.


After that she looked at me, then tried to hug me. Feeling cold, I still don't understand what that means. I'm trying to see a ghost in the corner of this room, he's not seen anymore.


"Esteh, why? Because of that creature?" my many.


My voice now sounded louder than ever, so my parents heard it.


"What, Deck?" the voice of the mother asked.


"It's okay, Mom. I spoke to Esteh again, "I replied.


After that mother fell silent again, Esther who still hugged me as if she did not want to let go.


"Key, what if I were to go?" ask Esther.


I was flabbergasted when I heard Esther say, I hurried to take off her embrace.


"You said you wanted to be friends with me. Why are you leaving now?" my many.


He did not rush to answer her, sobs at this moment sounded from Esther's mouth. He cried like a child, even though he was more mature.


"I'm not in this world forever, I have time to go" he said.


I was confused by the words he just said. I don't understand what he meant. I looked at him with a big question mark.


"I don't understand" I said.


Esther again hugged me, she hugged me tightly. As if he wouldn't part with me.


A hug that feels tight, but over time feels weak. Although Esther did not move a bit, but as if her body was fading. He let go of his embrace, looking at me with a sad face.


Sometimes he looked at his palm. Esther's body is seen giving off light and increasingly fading.


"Esteh, why? How come you're not fading?" my many.


Esther tried to grab my hand.


"I have to go, you're healing fast. May goodness always be by your side" he said.


Long ago, his body disappeared. With the loss of Esther's body, a blue-colored light appeared as if it had fallen right in my hand.


"Steel." Call me.


I was trying to find him.


"Esteh, this isn't funny!" my spoken.


The blue light also disappeared. It felt lonely and different when I didn't see Esther. Feelings of anxiety and worry about the beautiful ghost.


"Grad ...Esteh," I kept trying to call him.


But what my father and mother showed up, they stood up from their seats.


"Why, Deck?" ask dad.


Maybe right now, he was looking at me confused.


"Esteh, missing Dad. Where's esteh going?" panicked kataku.


I kept looking to the right and to the left trying to find him, but every angle I could reach, did not find his figure.


Mom and Dad tried to hug me, which is hysterical.


"Dek, maybe Esteh is playing. Just wait, yeah," said the mother.


I feel like mom's words are wrong, because Esther's body faded away before it completely disappeared.


"But, Mum. I saw Esteh's body fade away before he completely disappeared. I even saw a blue beam of light when she was gone" I explained.


Dad feels like he's stroking my head.


"Dek, pray that Esteh is calm in nature" said the father.


"But, Dad. Who's gonna rush to help me?" my spoken.


Dad let go of his embrace, then followed by mom also took off her hug.


"Decree, remember the Almighty God who helps us, do not forget to pray" the father advised.


I just kept quiet hearing my mother's words. I don't know what to do, it's only natural that Esther's gone. Because we are different in the world.


"Here you go, he'll come back later, Mom, too" I said.


Esther once disappeared like this when I needed her. In my heart I said, why should I be sad? He only ever left me at the time of the incident Om Boby.


****


The night after Esther's departure, I saw that the clock had shown at 23:00 WIB. My mother and father were asleep in their sleep.


I was the one who had fallen asleep at first, now woke up. Feeling thirsty for my throat, I did not want to wake my parents, so I tried to reach for the water on the table right next to the mattress I was using.


I tried to grab it, my hand stretched out but it was unattainable. I keep trying, I don't want to always bother my parents.


Suddenly as I remained clamorously trying to make an effort, a loud scream was heard. The voice was shrill in my ear.


"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa." I heard that scream.


"Mom, Dad. Get up, Mom," I said.


But both my parents did not hear it.


"People in the next room, yeah," I said trying to stay calm.


Kreett!


I heard the door of my room creaking as it opened. In my mind, tumben night-night has an examination?


But the door of my room did not open wide, the creaking sound was still heard in my ears. If the doctor could not open the door for long, as if a child behind the door was playing it.


"Who, huh?" I shouted, trying to find out who these nights play at the door.


Kreett!


The voice was heard over and over again, so I was disturbed by it.


"Mom, please look. Who's playing at the door at night?" I tried to wake mom.


But after I stopped talking, the door opened wide. I didn't see anyone there, the cold night wind was piercing to the bone when the door opened.


"The wind is so tight. Ma'am, the door's open" I said trying to wake her up.


But my father and mother never woke up, even though I spoke in a loud tone.


"Mother." Call me.


It was seen in front of the door like a shadow passing by quickly. My eyes were back at the door.


"Who?" my yelling.


But again there is no answer.


"Nights don't play on people's doors, time for this break," I tried to reprimand him.


But the quiet atmosphere showed that no one was there. I tried to take my eyes off again, suddenly looking like the person who was about to enter my room.


He with long unraveled hair covered his face, walking by lowering his head. I saw him slowly approaching me.


"Who?" my many.


He did not answer, but continued to walk toward me. My hair suddenly creeps due to the cold night wind and this guy.


"Who?" I asked but with a voice that shook.


Suddenly the man showed his face. There was a pale and blood-filled face everywhere.



"Go!" my spoken.


I tried to close my eyes, so that the creature would be invisible again. However, the creature had currently managed to hold my hand.


Seriate....