Am I Different?
(S2) ~ Bad News

Jeje just looked real bad at the time.

"Sorry, Ma. It's really serious" Jeje said with a loud laugh as she walked out of the house.

"Where are you going, Je?" ask Aunt Santi.

Jeje looked over with a smile.

"You buy something to the store next door, Ma. Want to nitip?" said Jeje.

"No need," replied Aunt Santi in a loud voice.

Jeje continued on his way, while we were still discussing the previous one. Suddenly my phone rang.

"Well, it looks like your phone is ringing" said the mother.

He stood up and looked for the source of the voice, and said, "Pad's phone where it is, Mom."

"In Mother's bag if not wrong," replied the mother while taking a bag that was placed on the floor not far from the sofa.

"O Allah, the bag is careless" said the grandmother.

She took her cell phone to her father and gave it to him.

"Who, Dad?" my many.

"Unknown number, ma'am," replied the father.

Then the father answered his phone, after which he saw the expression of the father who was wide-eyed like a person who was surprised. Sontak makes all of us here to be confused.

"Why, Dad?" manya curious.

"Good, Sir. Thanks for the information," said the father answering the person across the phone.

We were waiting for my father to answer my question. He after answering the phone looked so sad and took a deeper breath.

"Why, Dad?" ask mother.

"Kevin, ma'am .." said the hanging father.

"Kevin why, Dad?" I looked panicked.

Father did not answer him, instead he looked down and a sad face.

"Kevin is dead. I just got word from the police," replied the father.

We who were here were shocked when we heard my father's words.

"Innalillahi wasa ilaihi Raji'un" said all of us simultaneously.

Suddenly I remembered Kevin's words that I thought were very strange. Kevin who was so seen hating his stepmom, suddenly turned very good.

Kevin said, "God always loves me, repent I will forgive you." (Read the arrest process)

In my heart I said, 'Indeed God loves you very much, Brother. God gave you a chance to uncover the mystery of your mother's death. And you will not be in pain anymore, I'm sure your life will be happy there, amen."

I couldn't hold back my tears, because it all started with me. At that time my father and mother invited me to go back to the hospital to accompany Kevin's body to go home. But at that time my mother refused him on the grounds that Kevin had been brought home and his father might not be able to accept us.

"Mom, don't be pessimistic. We go straight to his house, I'm sure we came well must be welcomed well," said the father.

We went back to Kevin's house. Despite the fatigue, I don't want to go through my last moments with Kevin.

I could only hug my mother who was sitting right next to me. Guilt always haunts me now, because my selfishness makes a lot of people lose their lives.

"Sir, let's go" take mom.

Then Dad quickly moved me to the wheelchair, then got in the car and immediately headed for Kevin's house again. Dad drove his car at a pretty fast speed, so it sped us up to get to Kevin's house.

"Mom, it's my fault. I was selfish to uncover this mystery, so it became a catastrophe like this" I said.

Mom clutched my body to her arms.

"Dec, take the bright side. Kevin left with a calm heart, because all the words and mysteries have been solved," replied the mother.

Trying to think about what mom said, but still can't. My mind is confused, anxious and trying to forget my mistakes but still can't.

Not long after, we arrived in front of Kevin's house. And sure enough, there are already several police officers there but the hearse has not reached his residence.

Feeling agitated, afraid that Papa Kevin would throw us back. Along with that, the hearse carrying Kevin had also come. Somehow when I saw Kevin's body that was just over the gurney and covered in white cloth made me more injured. I unconsciously cried.

"Sister Kevin," I said.

After that, Kevin's papa looks back at us cynically. Then he came to us and got angry.

"You're all the cause of Kevin's death. Why are you swearing Kevin to die!" hardik kevin's papa.

"Sir, we can explain. That's not the point ..," said the father cut off with his papa Kevin.

"Shut up! You bitter tongue. Go!" scab Kevin's papa.

I refused my father and mother's invitation to leave. I'm still not happy with Kevin's death, I feel so guilty when I see his body.

"Daddy, let's go. Later if we are still here added chaos," said the mother.

I just cried for a hiccup, Dad immediately pushed back my wheelchair towards the car. My chest felt increasingly claustrophobic, my vision becoming a catastrophe for others.

"I'm a fucking carrier" I said.

"Sir, don't say it like that" said the father.

Dad moved me to the car, and then put her back in to go home.

"Importantly, we have the intention to come here. This problem will never be solved if you do not get the vision," said the mother.

"I should have said Father and Mother, I don't need to help this. I'm evil .. evil," my hard drive to myself.

Mom hugged me tightly and stroked my head. I tried to close my eyes again, hoping that when I woke up this was all just my nightmare. However, as my eyes closed, I saw Kevin standing side by side with his mother. They smiled at me, then thanked me. I opened my eyes and looked back at my mother.

"Sleep if you want to sleep" said the mother.

"I just saw Kevin with his mom, Mom. They smiled and thanked me, I saw them shining in the face" I said.

"Yes, Deck. Always wish them all the best and never blame Kevin's death on you" she said.

"Yes, Deck. Who can avoid the coming of death, even though we never come if everything has been outlined like this we all can not dodge it," said the father.

I just nodded my head, trying to understand everything and comfort myself. I still can't believe it, just this time helping with my vision became something terrible. At first I thought it would all end beautifully and laugh with them like the previous cases. However, everything went wrong, the person I helped and some people around him were injured because of this alone.

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