Am I Different?
(S2) ~ Terlena in other world

"Where do you promise, if you come home to tell me a story? I've been waiting for these moments, but not with your situation like this" Dinar said.

I want to wipe away the tears that kept flowing down Dinar's cheeks. Dinar kept telling stories with my body, even though I didn't respond.

"You know nothing about hyks, Kak Dita and Kak Andre are married even though they are not ramein. One more thing, Kak Airin is gone Key, Kak Dita and Kak Andre can live quietly now," Dinar story.

"I'm waiting for you to tell me this news, have you forgotten your trauma because of the terror? Are you happy when you are in the city? Key, answer me," he said again.

He hugged me, and I saw a shadow coming into my body.

"Loh, what is it? Esteh!" I was puzzled to see such a shadow quickly enter my body. But that misunderstanding got Esther away from me.

My body started to move my hand, Dinar who felt my movements immediately passed out to inform mother. I can only see my body moving, but I don't know why?

Mom, dad and Dinar came up to me at the same time, and behind him were the doctors and nurses who followed.

"Dok, my son," said Mother.

"Just a minute, Mom." Said Doctor.

Slowly my body began to open my eyes, while I felt confused as if my body was used by other creatures to live.

"Mom, it's not me. I'm here" I said, approaching my father and mother in turn.

I saw smiles on the faces of the three people I loved. Conversely with me who feel sad because my body is used by other creatures.

"See the development until tomorrow morning, if the condition starts to improve later can be moved to the treatment room only," said the doctor told.

My body glared at me sharply, then smiled.

"Alhamdulillah, Deck you finally wake up. Get well soon, son," said the mother as she kissed my forehead.

I kept trying to tell my mom, but they still didn't hear it. Suddenly, my soul tugged strongly, "Aaaaaaaaaaa." My yelling.

I was carried away into the dark hallway, only a laughing voice echoed.

"Maha." I heard that laughter.

"Where, me? Out!" my yelling.

Again only the sound of laughter was heard, I tried not to crush him but the voice was getting louder in my ears. I walked through this place, just dark and silent at this moment.

"Oh my God, what else do I have to do? I surrender to you" I said resignedly.

"Kyla." I heard Esther's voice.

"Esteh, where are you? my yelling.

"I'm in front of you" he answered.

I ran like the direction of that voice, I can't see anything here. I ran as hard as I could, felt far away but never arrived.

"Keyla!" I heard that voice again.

"Where? Esteh, where are you?" I tried asking again.

"By your side" replied Esther's voice.

A voice sounded close to my ear, spontaneously I tried to fumble. But unable to touch anything, I tried to move my feet further away from where I was.

"Getty!" my yelling.

"Keyla, I'm here waiting for you" he replied.

"Keyla, no!" esther's voice sounded again but it sounded far away.

But in front of me there was also the same voice but it sounded closer.

"For Keyla, be friends with me" said the voice

"Don't! I'm here" said a distant voice.

I was confused by that voice, the two voices were constantly talking.

"Diaaaaam!" my yelling.

"Keyla, don't go there. I am here, you enter their world and I cannot enter to help you" said the voice in the distance, sounding soft but sincere as it said.

I sat there, not knowing what else to do?

****

From a distance I saw a bright light. I got out of my seat and walked toward the source of the light.

The sound of laughter came from there, I got closer with that voice and light. I saw all my friends there, they looked cheerfully gathered together.

"Dinar, Goddess, Bella, Selly" I said.

They looked at me and threw a smile at me. They waved their hands at me.

"here, Key. We play," said the current Goddess.

I happily approached him. I play like a kid my age, we get together and tell stories.

It's been a while since I've been here, but we've only been playing all the time. We also only know the day, the day feels long because it never changes.

We ran, walked together. I just know I'm happy here with my friends.

Without me realizing there was no other activity here, we just knew playing, having fun. Eating, sleeping, or even activities like ordinary people do not do here. Then, there was a soft sound of the voice of the people teaching, at once we who were laughing were silent at first.

I don't know why I feel like approaching the source of that voice. I decided to walk, the voice that sounded softly slowly getting louder. Seen in front of me was a beam of light from above, I was walking and I was currently standing under that light.

I looked up, staring at the direction of the light source. Suddenly the light quickly blocked my vision, and I spontaneously closed my eyes and raised my hand right in front of my face.

****

As the light disappeared, I slowly opened my eyes. My mother, father and grandmother were beside me.

"Thank God" the voice of my father and mother embraced me.

I don't understand what's going on. Right now I want to hug them, but somehow it feels heavy when I move my body.

I tried to say something, but in reality no one said anything. In my heart I said, why?

I tried to move my hand, but again it all felt heavy. At that moment, my father went to the nurse in this room, and then came to me again.

Shortly after, doctors and nurses approached. All I'm thinking about right now are hard questions to figure out, why am I lying in the hospital again? Is everything I've been through a dream? Did I die? And now have I returned to my body again? When did my grandmother get here?

Many questions are implied in my heart, I look into the eyes of the people who are now here. My father, mother and grandmother were seen waiting for the words of the doctor.

The doctor raised my hand, then dropped it slowly. My hands seemed to have no energy to move. My leg started on the test with a small tap on his knee, but again the body did not respond at all.

Seriate....