Am I Different?
POV SASA part 1

Introduce my name Keysa Nilam Arnetasya, My parents used to call me Sasa. With the habit of my parents since I was little called by that name, so that everyone around me followed him.

I'm 16 now and I'm still in 1st grade High School. I was an only child, and my parents said my favorite child.

But I never get any attention from them, for to them my happiness is from the material sufficiency they give.

Everything I wanted was always given to her. I want a vacation wherever I can go even if I can only go alone.

Actually what I want is not that, but I want to be with them.

Meet my mother, Ayu Nilamsari, commonly called Ayu. He worked in one of the leading companies, and there got a pretty important part. Therefore, my mother would never want to resign from her job.

My name is Aditama Nugroho. He has his own company and has several businesses. Even though my papa company is bigger, it doesn't change my mama to move to papah company.

Because according to mama, he struggled to get to the current part long enough and hard.

With their busy lives, my daily life from childhood was accompanied only by this housekeeper.

Only he understands my feelings. Her name is Aunt Sumarsih I used to call Bi Asih, she loves me like her own child.

Today, in my house there are both my parents, Mr. Kyai, my papa friend and his son and wife.

Coincidentally today Bi Asih is no longer home, he was returning home from a week ago, because his son was sick.

Said the people around me, I just had a trance and more cruelly I wanted to kill my own papa.

Either I didn't realize that, which I knew after my papa friend who had helped him deliver the painting. All I know is that I just slept in my room, suddenly after I woke up, I was already in the kitchen and the house was a mess.

My papa friend's son is named Keyla, almost the same as my name. And he has the ability to see invisible creatures.

Today he, asked if I could see them (Ghosts) ? I would say yes, because I can.

Both my parents still didn't believe it. Indeed, I saw it from childhood and not infrequently I experienced mystical things, but when I tried to talk with my parents, I was said to be just hallucinating.

When I was a kid, I just overflowed what I saw by drawing in this book, because no one would believe me.

I got this book, from the grandparents I met in an old-fashioned, creepy-looking house when I got home from school.

He said, I can make friends and say anything in this book, whether I'm happy, I'm angry, sad even see the terrible thing in this book.

There was once, an incident that made my Papah angry and wanted to throw it away, but I managed to block it.

At that time, I went home to school with my papah to one of his places of business, I wanted to tell papah something I saw with my speech, but papah never wanted to listen to it. And finally I draw in the book, I want to tell papah that in his business there is a huge creature and lit up like embers.

The creature seemed to want to burn and devour the papah effort, after finishing drawing, I gave it to papa.

"Papa, look at this, this is what I see Pah," I said as I showed my painting.

I was there not only to see the creature but also to see my papa's efforts destroyed, burned out. My papa took my painting.

When he saw her, he was angry and angry.

"Sasa, what do you want? You want Papa's business to go bankrupt? Don't make up for you" he said, throwing the book away.

I heard him cry for a moment, I just wanted to tell my father why he was angry like this.

I hurried to get my book and ran to the road to find a taxi.

I didn't mind him continuing to ride the taxi I stopped, I entered it. From a distance, I saw Papa chasing me.

"Faster sir, we go to Orchid Street to stop in front of housing number fourteen" I said to the taxi driver as my tears continued to trickle down.

Until I was not seen my papa. In my heart I kept saying, "Bad father, Papa don't love me" my heart said that on the way to my house.

Arriving in front of my house, I pulled the bell near the gate.

Ting tung's... Ting tung's.

Not long after Bi Asih came out, to open the gate.

"Let's go in, Non" he said.

I walked into my house, Auntie approached.

"Non Sasa, why?" ask Bi Asih.

I threw my body on the living room couch, and I cried.

"I hate Papa Bi, I hate them, they're the kind of parents who never understand their child's torment" I said.

"I get you a drink first, Non," said Bi Asih again as he passed away to the kitchen.

After that, he gave me the water.

"Drink first, Non. Let Non Sasa calm down, what's the matter? Just tell Auntie" asked Bi Asih.

"I'm whose son is Bi? Am I a pick-up boy? Why didn't my mom and dad ever love me?" I said.

Bi Asih immediately hugged me to calm down.

"Non Sasa, Non parents are very fond of Non. But they were just busy so they couldn't get together with Non Sasa" Bi Asih said trying to calm me down.

"It's not just the money I want Bi, I want them to be there for me, I want them to listen to my words Bi," I said.

"Ga means money to me, if you can't get real happiness, all they understand is money, money, money" I said.

Auntie Asih stroked my head.

"Non who is patient, there will be Bi Asih for Non, if Non wants to monggo story please," said Bi Asih.

I heard Bi Asih's words, slightly making me feel calm.

"Bi, don't go back to Java, who will I be? Do I have to be so sick first that Papa and Mama are there for me?" my spoken.

"Husst, it can't be Non, pamali if the Javanese say if there is a guardian passing by and the speech Non to hear the reality, can't say rich that," advice Aunt.

"Keep I have to how Bi?" my many.

"Non, it's best to take a break first, remember the word Aunt Non's parents, love Non very much just that they never show that menu," replied Auntie.

"And One more, Bibi is very affectionate with Non, like Bibi's own child," said Bibi Asih again.

I looked at her calm face, I threw my smile. He also smiled while nodding.

I got out of my seat to go to my room. I with a body jiggled up one by one the stairs until I reached my room.

Arriving in the room, I put my body on the mattress still wearing socks and a complete uniform, I closed my eyes and fell asleep in my sleep.