Am I Different?
News about Diana

After recalling Diana's state, I rushed over to the stall close to me. I walked out my legs and was still worried about my child.

After reaching the store, I hurried to order a medicine suitable for Diana's state.

"Mom, buy," I said.

"Yes, Sister Salma. What are you buying?" answer the shopkeeper.

"Mom, ask. This little boy in his hold feels cold and his face pale, about what medicine should be given?" my many.

The shopkeeper quickly replied, I saw he seemed to be thinking of something. After that in a hurry, the shopkeeper looked for the medicine in his medicine storage box.

"Try using this drug, Ma'am," said the shopkeeper's mother while giving a pack of drugs.

"How, Ma?" my many.

"Once you have, just take it. Later if Diana is still like that, you just come here, let me and my husband take her to the hospital," replied the shopkeeper's mother.

"Thank you, Mom," I said.

"Fryer still? If I still want to buy it," he said.

I hurried to show the rest of my merchandise. Before I gave my merchandise to the shopkeeper's mother, suddenly there were fathers approaching me.

“This, Ms Salma huh? Diana's mother?" ask the gentlemen who I don't know.

I with a confused face tried to answer him because I did not feel like I knew him.

“Iya, right. What's up, sir?” my many.

“So I went to Mom's house and I found Mom wasn't there. Previously I wanted to tell you about Diana's son Mother,” explained the Father earlier.

“Why Diana, Sir? Diana was home, didn't she see you?" I'm trying to explain.

I am increasingly confused by this father's words, is the worse the situation Diana?

I saw the face of this father, looking sad and hesitant to say something.

"Why, Sir? What's wrong with my son?" ask again.

“Sorry Mom, earlier. Patient mother, Diana Bu, she was in an accident and she died on the scene." Father had told.

He stopped his words and tried to take a deeper breath.

“Diana was involved in an accident with a truck, Mom." The men tried to explain again.

As soon as I heard the words from this father, my chest felt tight. But I tried to reason with my condition, because I saw with my own eyes that Diana was at home.

“Father wrong people maybe, my son is already at home, he is sick again,”.

“True, Mom. I was close to the incident and I asked one of the teachers who was not involved in the accident, Mom," said the father.

“I asked the identity of the accident, it turns out that the mother's son and one of his teachers were delivering. Therefore, I took the initiative to come here to tell Mom." The fathers emphasized his explanation.

The instant my world collapsed, a sense of tightness grew more and more pronounced in my chest. I can't believe all this, I want to make sure with my eyes that my son is really home.

Not many words I immediately ran to my house, I want to make sure what you said was wrong. I ran as fast as I could, I don't know where my place to sell is going to matter.

****

When I got home, I hurriedly opened the door.

Braaaac...

The sound of my door opening violently. I began to search and call out to Diana, the one I was aiming for the first time was her room.

“Nana ... Nana." I opened Diana's room and it was empty there not to find her.

I saw Diana's room was still neatly arranged, starting from the blanket, bed sheets like the original condition. I kept puffing around to find Diana by walking around the house and looking at every corner of the room.

I opened one room at a time in my house. But it's still the same, I didn't find my favorite son.

“Nana, where's Nana, Nak?” I cried I couldn't find Diana.

I started to believe my father's words. Ms. Tati who saw me crying came over and hugged me. He tried to calm me down.

“That's patient, Sister Salma. Maybe the way Diana is lined up like this, let's hope Diana is calm there, Ma'am,” said Bu Tati trying to calm me.

I cried, still not believing the news I received. Still in tears, I tried to answer.

“True, Diana went for the race, Mom. He picked up his teacher. But Diana had come home again with her face pale and her body cold, Mom,”, I said.

My chest is getting claustrophobic, I don't feel strong enough to continue my words.

“Diana may have come home from illness, Mom,” I said again by trying to calm myself down.

Ms. Tati was constantly trying to calm me down. While the other people in my house were talking in whispers, I didn't care what they were saying right now.

Suddenly, Hendro came and hugged me. It turns out that there was one of the residents who called Mas Hendro, to tell the incident experienced by Diana.

"Already, Deck. The patient, what else? It's our destiny, we can't dodge it, we're laying off our son." Hendro tried to strengthen me.

I looked at Mas Hendro with his beautiful face covering up all this sadness. Mas Hendro looked for the Fathers who told us by asking one of the residents.

Now that I see, Mas Hendro looks dizzy looking for something.

"Sir Yani, where did you say these news?" ask Mas Hendro.

"Yes, I, sir." The fathers immediately replied before Mr. Yani spoke.

"How was he doing, sir? What happened to my son?" ask Mas Hendro.

"Sorry before, sir. I happened to be not far from the scene. Diana's sister and her teacher crash-landed at the intersection of the next village road, sir. Diana's sister and her teacher were involved in an accident with a truck loaded with dirt that had a brake blong" the fathers said.

Before continuing his story, the father tried to catch his breath.

"And unfortunately, your son died at the scene of the crime. And the teacher is now in a critical condition and has been taken to the hospital" said the father.

It was the jumbled feeling I felt. I want to scream as hard as I can. But I realized it was four years ago, but it still made wounds in my heart that make me sad until now.

I believe Diana was a good child, surely Diana was put in a decent place. In addition, I also feel like a failure because during his life we have not been able to make my only child happy.

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