Am I Different?
(S3) Remembered

Dinar does not usually come early. He sat alone on his bench. Even the bench next to her had indeed been left empty, ever since Keyla's death. He always wanted to feel, if Keyla sat down with him.

"Key, if you're alive. Maybe we are exchanging stories now. You tell me your problem with what you saw yesterday. And today, I want to tell you a story, too, Key. I miss you very much," murmured Dinar.

He stared at the table, then rushed to pick up the book and then scribbled Keyla's name there.

"Key, I assume you're here, yeah. Key, today I want to tell you. Know, no, anyway. Yesterday, I met one guy. She's really nice like you. He told me his grievances. But baby, our friendship isn't long, Key. He went to his family today. She just lost a grandmother yesterday who had been nurturing and raising her. He must have been sad like me, when he lost you. He must be strong, like I try to be strong when I remember you." Dinar said like that, with tears rolling down her cheeks.

Without Dinar noticing, one of his teachers heard when Dinar said that alone. Miss Evi, who also knows Keyla and Dinar well.

"Key, sometimes until now I still want you here. I know what my sins are like, when in my brain I tell you that none of this is fair to both of us. You're a good person, even you're my best friend from childhood. Why you should be taken first. Keyla, why don't we go later. Things like this I've always been afraid of. I can't replace you with someone else. You're my only friend. Key, why?" The dinar sobbed, making Bu Evi could not bear to see it. He immediately went in and sat on the chair that had been left empty by Dinar and no one could occupy it.

"Mom Evi?" dinar said, wiping her tears.

"Yes, Honey. Here, cry if it can make your heart calmer. There is no harm if you are crying right now. One day, you must be a very strong person." Bu Evi held Dinar's body in her arms.

Dinar was sobbing in the arms of Bu Evi, so without Bu Evi knowing he also shed tears.

"Dinar, let Keyla go, yeah. Let him live quietly" said Bu Evi.

"Can't, Mom. All these years with him, never had any quarrel with him, he was suddenly gone forever. Ma'am, this is not fair to him" Dinar said.

"Dinar, the age no one knows. Never asked for, never expected, if all have been in the same line of the Almighty, who can refuse it. Dinar, present Keyla in every prayer. You will be happy, if you will lead him by your prayers." Miss Evi advised him.

"Mom, thank you, yeah. I just miss him. I know all this is wrong, I always blame fate when I expect him to be here." The dinar wiped his tears back.

"Yes, Honey. Remove her tears, don't make others sad too, yeah. Poor Keyla, if you take it hard to let go," said Bu Evi again.

"Yes, Mom," replied Dinar.

"If so, you go out first, yes. You're all right, yeah. Don't forget what Mom said, yes," said Ms. Evi.

Dinar smiled as he nodded his head. After Bu Evi's departure, Dinar looked back at this writing.

"Key, fine over there, yeah. I'm sorry, if my crying incriminates you. Honestly, it's hard to let you go" murmured Dinar again.

Not long after, some of his friends began to arrive. The dinar that had just now still shed tears, rushed to wipe the tears from his cheek.

"Think!" the Goddess shouted from the direction of the classroom entrance.

Dinar also looked. "Eh, Goddess. Tumben's here?"

"Eh, you tuh, who was so late in the morning. What are your eyes, sembab? Crying out?" ask Goddess.

Goddess who knows, that empty chair can't be occupied by anyone. He chose to sit somewhere else.

"You remember Keyla, again?" ask Goddess.

Dinar nodded his head.

"Din, keep Keyla away, yuk. Pity him, if you see you constantly sad like this. You're strong, you're strong." The Goddess tried to strengthen the currently fragile Dinar.

"Goddess, I want that too. You know, it's very difficult for me," said Dinar again.

Currently in the classroom there are only Dewi and Dinar, suddenly on the board there is a scribble that says come.

"Wi, look at that." Dinar tell.

"Keyla's coming, Wi." Smiling dinar.

"Din, that's impossible. Don't be fooled, there are other creatures who use this opportunity. Keyla was calm there," said the goddess.

"No, Wi. Keyla's coming, she knows I miss her." The dinar moved from its seat. In the ear of Dinar was a whisper. "Come, my friend. I miss you too."

The goddess quickly grabbed Dinar's hand and held him back from stepping forward.

"I came specially for you. Come here!" The whisper was still clearly heard in Dinar's ears.

"He's right Keyla, Wi. He came to miss me too" said Dinar still kekeh want the way to the board.

"Dinar, wakeful, Din. Keyla was calm there. What you heard was the whisper of a bastard demon. Don't listen to him!" grit Goddess uses high tones.

"Hit him. He will never know our love. The nail!" the whisper order.

Suddenly Dinar pulled the Goddess' hand away.

"Go! You're not Keyla. He can't say that. Go!" yell Dinar.

"You know what, Din?" ask Goddess.

"I'm Keyla, my best friend. Don't listen to the person next to you. He's just a bodh man who wants to keep away**we***." The sound of whispers continued to be clearly heard in his ears.

"Go! You are an evil creature" cried Dinar.

Suddenly some of the seats in front flew up to hit the Dinar.

Brak! Some chairs hit the floor and walls of the school.

The noise was clearly heard all the way to the other room. Just as they were about to enter and approach, suddenly the classroom door was tightly closed.

Brak! Door closes.

"I'm Keyla, Dinar. I'm sure you want to be with me forever, right?" the whisper was increasingly heard clearly in Dinar's ear, but not heard at all by the Goddess.

"You're not, Keyla! Go!" yell Dinar back.

Out there boisterous, for the door could not open.

"Dinar, Goddess, help us pray. You guys stay away from the door too!" yelled Mr. Andi warning them.

"Goddess, I'm an idol. Help them," Pinar.

Dewi also recited the Koran verse as instructed from outside the class. He was silent, unable to recite some other verses. They can only ask for protection while looking after each other, when the bench and table are still flying. In fact, several times their bodies and heads were hit by that throw.

"Think!" scream that whisper. For a long time, the door can open and the items in the class do not fly anymore. Mr. Andi and Bu Evi immediately approached the two of them.

Blood flows from the Dinar temple. Their famous bodies of chairs also look blue.

"Mr Evi, ask for help with the brand. Others, please rearrange the classroom." Pak Andi's orders.

Selly and Bella, tailing behind them. Lots of questions in their hearts.