Am I Different?
Esther POV

POV Esther🌻

At that time also my body was buried in the ground, I could not think about the state of the fiancee that I loved. Feels like my chest tightness, it gets so tight that I feel like I can't breathe anymore.

Suddenly I thought I was coming out of that pile of land. I saw people around the incident. There it looks crowded, I'm looking for my fiancee.

"Bang, Bang Ismed" I said in tears.

I try to penetrate the crowd. But somehow, I feel like they have no one to ignore me.

I was in front of them. I saw Bang Ismed lying there no one helped. I shouted to everyone.

"Please, please help my fiancee first" I said as tears trickled down my cheeks.

No one responded to me.

I saw Bang Ismed head out of fresh blood flowing, he bounced off his motor. While the motor is buried in the back of the ground, it only looks handlebar and front seat only.

I approached Bang Ismed.

"Bang," I said.

I tried to touch it, but I couldn't. Like my body is translucent when touched.

"What's this?" I asked while looking at my palm.

From a distance there were ambulances and police car sirens. They quickly provided a transverse line to provide distance at the scene.

People here look too closely at the victim, from the police, fearing a landslide after.

The medics began to provide assistance to all the victims, including Bang Ismed. Bang Ismed began to be carried in a gurney, then pushed into an ambulance with other injured victims.

Those who had died were left lying on the scene. I got in the car. I was sitting next to a medic who was giving first aid.

"Sister, please congratulate my fiancee" I pleaded.

No officers responded to me. At that moment I thought, "Maybe they're busy helping my Bang Ismed, I better not bother him."

The ambulance was launched very quickly. It didn't take long, we all got to the hospital. The medics immediately pushed the gurney towards the ER. They immediately put on an infusion, gave me medicine whether I didn't understand it.

"Bang, wake up Bang, Esther is here" I said in tears.

No response from Bang Ismed. A doctor came to check.

"This patient was transferred to the ICU room right now, I will do follow-up actions in the ICU room" said the doctor.

"Ready Doc" said the nurse.

I'm getting confused with everyone who's here. I was accompanying, no one responded to me.

Bang Ismed's safe began to be pushed into the ICU room, I walked right behind the nurse who pushed him. When it reached the door of the room, quickly the gurney was pushed and the door of the room was immediately closed by the sisters.

Without me noticing before I came in, the door was closed. With a careless step at the thought of Bang Ismed, without me noticing I could break through the door of this room.

I saw the action of the rescue attempt against Bang Ismed. After it was all over, I heard the words of the doctor who handled it.

"Suster, where's this patient's family?" ask Doctor.

"This patient is the victim of an accident, and the police have not provided any reports about his family, Doc," the nurse replied.

I heard the nurse's answer and tried to tell her.

"I'm Doc, I'm his fiancee" I said.

But the doctor didn't look at me. It even seems like he didn't hear me at all.

"Alright, always in check the patient's condition, hopefully quickly through the critical period," said the doctor to the nurse.

"Okay Doc" the nurse replied again.

When everyone left, I sat down on the bedside chair.

"Bang, quickly realize, I love you," I said as I shed tears.

I just felt the strangeness I was experiencing.

"Why don't they see me? Then, just how did I get into this room, I remember the door was closed by the nurse?" questions in My Mind.

I moved from my seat. I was crying so much.

"Am I different from the world to you, Bang?" I said while trying to touch Bang Ismed's cheek.

My hands still can't touch it. I passed out leaving Bang Ismed alone, I stepped my foot out of the room without opening the door, yes I went through this door.

When I tried to stay away, I heard news from the television in the waiting room, about the landslide we had this morning.

I stopped walking and I began to look at the news that the host had told me on television. I saw a lot of victims there.

In fact, many of them are buried in land. One by one the victims began to evacuate, in the news I saw the evacuation of Bang Ismed motorbike as well.

"Your laptop, Bang," I said softly.

Shortly after the motorbike evacuation, I saw the police trying to evacuate a woman.

"Oh my God, so messianic," I said.

The woman, covered with earth all over her body. The woman pigtails a typical two village boy. The shirt, which was originally white, immediately turned brownish.

"Surely the girl is dead," I guessed.

For some reason, I felt no stranger to her petite body, her distinctive style. He looks like me, but where possible, I'm here now.

Not long after, I saw the police coming to the hospital. I immediately rushed to find information about the landslide.

because I don't know where my phone is to tell our family.

"Is there anything we can help you with, sir?" ask receptionist.

"Where is the room of the victim named Ismed?" ask the Police.

"At the ICU room sir, I briefly called the doctor who handled it, first" said the receptionist.

The police officer just nodded his ass. After the officer finishes the call immediately tell the whereabouts of the doctor.

"The doctor is in front of the ICU room, please go there, please" said the Receptionist.

I follow behind the police. After meeting the doctor, they talked.

"For you sir, how can I help you?" ask Doctor.

"I just told you that the victim's family has been successfully contacted, he said he had gone to this hospital," Mr. Police tried to inform him.

"Okay sir, we've handled it as much as possible, hopefully the patient will soon be aware," said the doctor.

"Oh yes, maybe later if the police are not here and the victim's family has arrived here, please be told that the woman with him has died" said the police.

"Okay sir, I'll tell you later" said the doctor.

When I heard the police, my chest came back tight.

"What's? so what I saw on television was probably really me?" my question is inward.

"I'm dead?" I still don't believe it.

That moment my tears broke too. I want to wake up quickly from this nightmare. I patted my cheeks so I could wake up quickly. But the bitter reality that I feel, I was destined not to be a match with Bang Ismed.

Seriate....