Am I Different?
POV SASA Part 2's
I was sleeping in my sleep at the time, but in my dreams I still always imagined the creatures that exist in papa's business.
I dreamt he was chasing me, he was mad at me.
"Hahaha, son of a bitch, you'll never be able to stop me, I'll burn it to the ground, there's nothing left" the creature said.
After the creature stopped talking, I immediately saw my papa's efforts completely burned.
I saw in my dream, my papa was there when the fire broke out. I saw that one piece of burning wood was going to fall right over my papa.
"Aaaaaaa," I woke up from my sleep.
Tok tok...
"Non, Non Sasa, what's the matter Non?" aunty said in a panicked voice behind my bedroom door.
"I'm in, aren't I?" Aunt asked for permission.
With breath I answered,
"I-iya Bi, just come in."
Aunty entered the room, and hurried to deliver the water already on top
my desk.
"Non, drink first" he said, giving him water.
I followed Aunt and drank the water.
"Bi, Papa and Mama haven't come home yet?" my many.
"Not yet, only four o'clock, usually the night Non," replied Bibi.
I got out of bed and went to get my phone in my bag.
I looked up my papa contact, then contacted him.
Tuuuut....
The first call was not answered.
"Where the hell is Papa? The phone time has not been lifted," I said with a feeling of uneasiness.
"Try the phone again Non" said Bibi.
Tuuuut...
The second call was ignored.
"Papa, really, really" I said annoyed.
After the second call remained ignored, I tried calling the office phone number at his place of business.
Tuuut....
"Hello, good afternoon, with PT. BLESSED JAYA, how can we help you?" said a woman who was across the phone.
"Hello, this is Sasa. Papa, is it still there?" my many.
"Still Ma'am, is there anything I need to say?" ask Papa's officer again.
"Please tell Papa, I'll call for help to pick up" I replied.
"Sorry Ma'am, Mr. Adi is currently in a meeting with an important client, so these few minutes can not be disturbed" he said again.
I was upset to hear my papa's reply.
"I don't want to know, tell Papa, if you don't want to pick up the phone, don't ever look for me again!" I said while turning off the phone.
Without realizing it, I shed tears. Aunt who knew it, rushed to me.
"Non Sasa, who is patient. What's the matter, Non?" asked Aunt while holding my body in her arms.
"Bi, I saw Papa's attempt at fire, and I saw Papa die with a charred burning condition in the incident, hyks hyks," I said in tears.
I heard my phone ring. I hurried to pick it up and I saw the name on the screen *SILENT 1*.
That's my papa's contact name, I accidentally gave it because when my papa called me lazy to lift it because papa was always busy with his job.
"Hello Pa," I said.
"What the fuck do you want, what exactly is Sa?" papa said in an annoyed tone.
"I want Papa to go home now!" my answer.
"But Papa still has an important guest, Papa can't" replied Papa.
"Ga want to know, if Papa still loves me, follow my will now!" I said turn off the phone.
"Non, later if the Papa is angry how, Non's speech is too rude for parents, it's not polite, Non?" ask Aunty.
"Biarin Bi, mending Papa madirin me, than I have to lose Papa, Bi," I said.
My phone is also ringing again. I didn't rush to pick him up because in my mind it must be my papa.
"Non, didn't you pick up first?" ask Aunty.
"Let's go, maybe it's Papa" I replied.
"I'll get you Non?" said Aunt again.
I intentionally did not answer because I still feel annoyed with papa. Auntie rushed to get the phone I put on the table, then gave it to me.
I first saw the name on my phone screen *SILENT 2*. That's my mother's contact name, I gave that name for the same reason my papa did.
"Hello Ma" I said.
"Darling, your father was on the phone saying you told him to come home, what would you like, dear, would Papa and Mama give it?" ask Mama.
The more tears came to my eyes hearing my mother's words, and did not answer her question.
"Hello, Sasa," call my mom on the phone.
"You guys, honey, aren't the same as me? I want you guys to go home now, otherwise I'd rather just die, I'm of no use to you!" I said as I threw my phone against the wall until it broke.
Aunt hugged me tighter.
"Non, Pamali Non, be patient. Remember there is still Aunt and Mr. Diman (sopirku) who love Non," said Bi Asih advising.
I keep crying.
"Non, haven't eaten yet? Eat first yuk, let it into his stomach," said Bibi.
I just shook my head.
"Ga can do that, Non let's be healthy, Auntie get food first yes," said Bibi as she moved from her seat again.
Before Bi Asih stepped up, I pulled out her hand.
"Ga need Bi, I eat under aja, Call Mr. Diman yes, we eat together," I said.
"Neither Non," said Bibi as she passed away.
I too lazily moved from my place, I went out of the room and began to descend the stairs slowly.
I stepped foot into the dining room, and it turned out that there was already Bi Asih and Mr. Diman standing near the dining table.
"Remain on the stand, let's sit all down," I said.
I saw them smile.
"Let's eat" I said again.
"But Non, we don't deserve to sit here, we sit down" said Mr. Diman.
"What's the difference I'm the same father, we're the same, I don't want to be different, let's eat quickly," I said.
I saw them take rice and side dishes with just kale.
"This much food, who wants to spend? That's the chicken taken also dong Bi, sir," I said as I took the chicken on their plate.
"Thank you Non" they said simultaneously.
I saw how greedily they ate, I who was initially sad could now smile with them.
If I could eat with Papa and my mother would be very happy for my life.Jaja papa and mama just briefly sit at this dining table because of the rush of work.
Noon would be home if they had eaten outside the night. I was always lonely.
It was so good to eat I heard the sound of a car horn from the front of the house.
Mr. Diman rushed to stand and passed away to open the gate and Bi Asih was the same passed away.
"Therefore, Papa," I said a little relieved because my dream did not come true.
I continued with my food, ignoring it.
"Where is Sasa, Bi?" I heard my father's words in a voice like an angry man.
"Pa, it's Pa," Sahut Mama, who turns out they both went home simultaneously.
"There's in the dining room, Mister, Nyoya," replied Auntie.
Papa walked up to me. In my mind, "There will definitely be a world war in this house, I'm so lazy."