As Deep as Your Woes
Chapters 116. Scratches of Wound Removal Pen

Abiseka also received a letter that Tiara had given her. He slowly reads the pen scratches of Viola Arzeta against his wife.

Assalamu'alaikum warrahmatullahi, wabarakatuh,

With the words of my bismillah I scrawled this pen with tears, hoping that at this time you believe that I am Viola Arzeta truly sincerely apologizing from the heart to you my best friend Tiara Chandani Putri.

I am truly sorry for all the mistakes and deeds I have done to you. I'm sorry I set you up and Abiseka on the night of the party, I'm sorry to justify any means to get the sympathy of Doctor Brama, until finally I did more vile actions to continue holding you in a remote area that eventually led me crouching behind bars.

It wasn't love that I got it was hate from Doctor Brama because I had foiled your marriage and now I realize that love doesn't have to be. And now Doctor Brama has a wife, and I myself am locked up in prison for my own dzolim.

But I am sincere with all this, as long as you forgive me! I hope your sorry door opens for me. I want us to be friends like we used to be again, I miss the moments of being with you. A time when you always counseled me in goodness and truth. But I was finally lulled by the whispers of the devil. I was jealous of your beauty and fame in every way, until I finally hurt you with the heart and soul.

You can hate and hurt me the way you do, for what I've done to you. But please forgive me! right now, I want to correct myself and repent to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala for all the mistakes and deeds I have done. Whether or not my repentance is accepted, let it be God's secret.

I am truly grateful for all the reproof and misfortune that Allah subhana wa ta'ala has given me. Deciding behind bars then in mutation to a mental hospital became a guide for me. My heart was torn to accept the truth.

Besides, Gerry always comes to remind me. He never tired of constantly advising me on the truth. I repeatedly rebuked and scolded him to stop visiting me or advising with good things, my heart and my mind were so very hard to reject all the truth that existed at that time.

However, Gerry remained patiently by my side and continued to see me despite repeated denouncement and revile his meaning. Until I finally realized that my life was too dirty and sinful. Therefore I sincerely apologize to you and also to your husband and your extended family for what I have done so far to you Tiara Chandani Princess!

I hope this pen scratch could be the wound wiper that was ever between us. Hopefully in the future we can join hands with each other in line as before, Tiara Chandani Putri. I really miss being with you. I miss the times when you always lead and guide me in the way of truth.

Today at this very moment, I will return to being my former self. I'm going back to wearing my hijab that I used to take off, really .. I really miss the time when we were both ready to face Lilya Robbi in our prostration. Here, behind bars I will atone for all my mistakes and sins I have committed against you, Tiara.

Thank you for all your kindness and for your husband. I'm sure, maybe he was very angry with me for tyrannizing his wife and future children. But, for the sake of the substance that my soul is in his hands, I will correct all my mistakes. And apologize for the many times you and all your family those who have been hurt by me, I will make amends for all these mistakes.

With tears of regret, I end this pen ink scratch. I hope you're sorry for me, but still be my best friend who always supports me as before. Thank you, for all your kindness that has covered my disgrace from my family so that none of my mom and dad knew that their son was locked behind bars.

May Allah be subhanallah, and have mercy on you, my friend.

Wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi.

Friend who always waits for your apology,

By : Viola Arzeta.

Abiseka also contemplated back every scratch written by Viola, her heart was immediately filled. Can not be denied as a man he was not up to the heart if it has to be hard on a woman. However, Abiseka was already disappointed at what Viola had done to his wife.

''Mas, have you read the contents of the letter?'' tiara asked who had originally pretended to be sleeping under the covers.

''You haven't slept yet, baby?'' abiseka asked when she saw his wife was still awake.

''You can pray Istikharah before making a decision! I won't force you, Mom!'' Tiara buried her face in the chest of her husband's field, she fell asleep in the burly hands that always calmed her down when in unrest.

''Consider it again, give me time to think!'' Abiseka gently rubbed the tops of his wife's heads, so that both of them fell asleep, all that was heard was the fine snoring of the two people who loved each other.

***

One week has passed, after performing the prayer of istikharah for 7 nights in a row, Abiseka finally made a decision based on the direction of the heart that is more focused. He decides to free Viola from behind bars.

''Honey, get ready we'll go! for today your herbal shop is closed and mas also take time off work. It's actually comforting itself.'' Abiseka.

''Where are we going, Mom? later the customer is waiting if Tiara often closes the store, complained Tiara who does not understand the way her husband's mind.

''This is suprise for you dear, you will definitely be happy if you later find out the surprise that will be presented to you!'' Abiseka deliberately kept secret what surprise he would give to his wife.

Tiara was in a hurry to get ready, she did not want to ask again about the suprise her husband would give. Abiseka held Tiara's hand towards their car.

Along the way, Tiara did not say much. He followed the steps to where their car was going. Tiara leaned her head on the shoulder of Abiseka who was driving her car.

"Mas, isn't this the direction of the police station right where Viola is being held?" tiara asked in disbelief as their car had entered the office gate.

"Yes" nodded Abiseka.

"Thank you, mas. Finally, we can visit Viola again. I miss him so much!"

Tiara gently dipped Abiseka's cheeks in order to show her happy expression.

Abiseka smiled, gently rubbing the head of Tiara which was still blocked by the hijab.

"After this I will make sure you feel more happiness than this!'' inward Abiseka who deliberately did not tell if he had cooperated with the police to release Viola today.

Abiseka intends to pick up Viola Arzeta in order to carve a smile of happiness on the angel of her heart.

Scratches of the wound-removing pen sent by Viola, able to make Abiseka's heart melt to free the girl who had wronged his wife.

''Isn't that Viola Arzeta? am I not dreaming, my mother?" pekik Tiara, when looking from a distance Viola and Gerry impact awaited their arrival with two suitcases of items to be brought home by Viola later.

''You're not dreaming, baby! This is real" said Abiseka who was also happy to see the twinkle of Tiara's cheerful face when she found that Viola would soon be released from the detention house.