As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 98. I Love My Husband Very Much!

''You look so in love with your husband. Abiseka must be very grateful to have a sholihah wife like you, hopefully Daniel will also be a good husband for me!'' stefanie said with a glassy eye bead.

However much Abiseka was her past, she was just an ordinary woman who also had pain and disappointment. There was an implied envy and jealousy in Stefanie's heart and mind when she heard Tiara so highly praising Abiseka before her, but as much as possible he dismissed the bad taste by continuing to keep his attitude so as not to hurt Tiara with his words. Moreover, Stefanie knows very well Tiara is a good woman. So, there is no reason for her to hate the woman who has now become the wife of her former lover Gala Abiseka.

Tiara flattered her husband in the name of the love that had now been present in her heart and soul after their marriage had taken place due to a form of compulsion but today everything has changed, Tiara loved her husband without any time limit even though the distance separated the two. The feeling of love in Tiara's heart was already imprinted for her husband.

''You are absolutely right, I love my husband very much. A day without his presence by my side, I felt the loneliness of my life. I guess I really can't live without it. Especially with the presence of our future baby it makes me feel like being pampered by him every day every second and every moment. But, he couldn't have always been there 24 hours by my side given his current solid work. To be honest, I can't be far from him. For some reason I became so cute to my husband, I felt like I wanted to laugh at myself. In fact, I used to hate her so much that I even wanted us to get divorced after the birth of our son. However, now it is inversely proportional, I feel like water to me when I am thirsty he was present to relieve my breath so that I can get through my days now!''

Unknowingly, Tiara has expressed her heart to a man who was once her husband's past. Not that Tiara deliberately wanted to heat up Stefanie, but it was the honesty of her heart that was true as it was. She could not cover up her feelings that she loved her husband.

''I salute your journey of love, congratulations to everyone? I pray that you and Abiseka will last until grandparents, said Stefanie who tried to sincerely accept everything. He also felt the happiness that is now present in the lives of Tiara and Abiseka.

''The same Do'a to you, may your good intentions and Daniel be waged and pacified by God until Day H. I'm so happy that finally with a short time you will soon end your single life. I hope that someone in my past will soon find his soul mate, because I feel very guilty for hurting and betraying him.'' Tiara accidentally recreates her memories with doctor Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.

''Aamiin, do you still remember your past?'' stefanie asked, looking closely at Tiara's face.

Tiara nodded slowly.

''Although I still remember it, but I love my husband very much and he will not be replaced by anything. Mas Bram is my past and my husband is my future, said Tiara who without a hint of hesitation in her heart spoke a special word of love for her husband.

''I am increasingly amazed by the attitude of your Tiara Chandani Princess, the past will never disappear from our memories. However, we must bury all those memories to fetch our better future. Do not let us live in the past while we have lived a new life with a new partner. I will love Daniel fully if he is completely mine. You know, he was present in my life when I was heartbroken. He always came to comfort me and I was struck by all his kindness. Until finally I can let go of someone in my past and he is the person who has now become your husband. It all feels funny in my opinion, we ended up being friends.''

Stefanie looked back at Tiara's face so deeply, You are indeed the right match for Abi. I'm sorry if I hated you yesterday and wanted to destroy your relationship. However, Daniel was there to strengthen me and to assure me that this was not my fault and not yours nor was it Abi's fault. This scenario is a substance that grasps the life that regulates it, we can only live it and chest area. And now that I sincerely release you with Mas Abi, I hope that there will be no more hate and revenge between us!'' Stefanie grabbed Tiara's body while shedding her tears.

''I beg you once again to forgive me for all my wrongdoings the other day and today I want you to be my sister, who always guides me to the path that Allah has guided me to. Look at my current clothes, maybe you smile amusedly seeing it because I am still wearing a slang veil and half-Muslim clothes maybe?'' stefanie said while laughing at herself who could not fully become a Muslim woman like Tiara.

''No why Tefa, everything does need a process nothing instant in this world. I am sure someday you will grow into a Muslim woman like other Muslim women, I still have a lot to learn again considering my attitude is still unstable. Sometimes I myself have not been able to master my emotions, but I am grateful that my husband is so very patient in guiding me. And as time went on, he continued to study religion and I loved all the changes, I loved my husband even more!'' tiara explained with all her honesty.

''Hopefully me and Daniel can follow in your footsteps later, '' said Stefanie hopeful.

''Aamiin, Rabb, let's taste a special date from Egypt. This is my husband who ordered online, I really like the texture of this very soft sweet date fruit! he said consuming dates is very good for pregnant women, I have been consuming this fruit since the last 2 months after my pregnancy,'' tiara said while enjoying the texture of the succari date fruit that tastes very delicious and delicious on her tongue.

''Inshallah, we will study together with Ustadz Abu Ammar later. You can come with me, usually I study together with my husband there!'' tawal Tiara with enthusiasm.

''So, I also want to study with you. But, does your husband want me to come with you? did I take Mas Daniel alone, he had previously listened to the study of Ustadz Abu Ammar before getting to know me. I feel like a hindrance to him, from today I want to improve myself. I don't want to be too free to enjoy my youth without filling it with positive things. Moreover, soon we will get married and I want to build this marriage based on the grace and pleasure of Allah alone. I'm tired of constantly fighting over sins!'' stefanie said she was embarrassed and shed her tears.

Stefanie deeply regrets all the mistakes and sins she has committed in her past and today she wants to learn to be a sholihah woman like Tiara.

''May your good intentions be guided by Allah and Allah ease your path to knowledge. Now that adzan maghrib has reverberated, we pray Jama'ah huh?'' bargain Tiara as she glanced at Stefanie.

''I want to pray together but you are the priest, because my reading is still not perfect, ''' said Stefanie with honesty of heart.

''All right, it's okay. Let's take ablution first!'' take Tiara while holding stefanie's hand to the bathroom to perform ablution rituals.

The two women who were different characters immediately perfected their wudhunya.

Tiara held her script for herself and Stefanie, ''We started huh?'' Tiara became a prayer priest for the woman who was once her husband's past. He no longer remembered all of that past, what Tiara thought was the future. To him Stefanie already considered like his own brother.

About five minutes both of them finished their prayers and continued with do'a and dhikr together. The incessant gratitude they offered for the presence of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala who had given them the opportunity to gather together to bow their eyebrows while prostrating to His Lord.

''We continue the Quran recitation?'' take Tiara again.

''Can, if any of my readings are wrong please straighten out huh?'' pinta Stefanie while starting her reading which is guided directly by Tiara.

''I haven't been able to read the Qur'an in tartil, my ability has only reached here!'' stefanie said with a shy smile.

''It's okay, God willing, slow down. Over time we will understand how to recite the Qur'an well. Everything does need a process, the important thing is not to get tired of learning! I am the same until now still learning.''

Tiara humbled herself in front of Stefanie. He does not want to look high-minded with the knowledge he has. For him the more he learned the more he did not understand, because above the sky there is still the sky. So thought Tiara.

''I salute you Ra, you really are a female figure of Sholehah. Mas Abi must be very happy to have you, Stefanie said with admiration for Tiara.