As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 41. I'm The One Who's Going

Brama packed his things. He wants to get away from RSUD xx. For how many months, he intends to take a leave of absence to calm himself. He plans to go on vacation to his grandmother's hometown to calm his fragile heart and mind. He could not see the togetherness of the woman he loved so much now alone with Gala his cousin in the hospital where he worked. He cannot see all the facts that exist. Until Tiara was declared fully recovered and was allowed to go home from the hospital, Brama still felt tightness in his chest watching the woman he loved so much in the arms of another man.

''Doctor Brama, are you sure you'll take a leave of absence?'' asked the doctor Yashinta, when he saw Brama was packing all his belongings and tidying up his study.

Hearing Brama's doctor take leave, Yashinta doctor ventured into Brama's workroom, he wanted to make sure if all of that was true?

''Yes, I will leave here if Tiara and Brama remain in the hospital. I can't possibly see their affection every day here, I can't stand to see someone so meaningful in my life in the arms of my own cousin. Although I realized, now they have become a married couple. But it's not easy for me to accept all of that. I left in less than a month to calm myself down.''

Unknowingly, Brama's doctor has vaped all the contents of his pent-up heart to doctor Yashinta.

''This hospital will be quiet without you Brama, '' said doctor Yashinta in a poignant tone.

It was like doctor Yashinta shed his tears, saw the departure of doctor Brama very suddenly, he said, though they had just met and talked in the hospital garden in just a few seconds Brama's doctor changed his mind and immediately wanted to go to cover up his disappointment.

''Here will be many friends who always accompany you, I'm sorry because I can not be a good friend for you. I hope you understand my situation, thank you for all your attention to me.''

Brama's doctor immediately agreed with Yashinta's doctor as well as several other coworkers.

Doctor Yashinta let go of doctor Brama with a blue feeling. He felt very miserable if a day did not see the doctor Brama even though only in silence.

''Doctor Brama, isn't there even the slightest bit of place left in your heart for me? so precious is Tiara in your life that you are unaware of all my race that has been on your side, until when does this feeling continue to hold me without you knowing how much I expect you. If you open the door of your heart for me, I make sure I will be a very meaningful woman in your life. I will never disappoint you, but what do I mean to embrace the mountain but what power of the hand is not up!''

Doctor Yashinta was no longer able to stem the tears of sadness that has now been fed into the river.

Some nurses, who accidentally passed in front of Brama's doctor's room, did not even look at the heart of doctor Yashinta who was so hopeful of the presence of doctor Brama to welcome his love.

''As for Doctor Yashinta, his love is unrequited. Though he is a beautiful and smart young doctor, also sholiha. What is the lack of the doctor, ah ... love is really blinding the eyes of the heart and soul, said a nurse by conveying her empathy to her fellow colleagues.

''We better get out of here and get on with our work, lest the Yashinta doctor know that we're looking and talking about it.''

One of the nurses reminded his friends, because he did not want any major problems regarding their work if they were too involved in the personal affairs of their superiors.

The five nurses went to the room of several other patients to check the condition of the patient who was being hospitalized. Doctor Yashinta went to his study to calm himself down before he resumed his duties.

While the doctor Brama himself, before leaving he did not forget to pass the Tiara hospital room. He saw Tiara being alone and lying down in a white wedding dress with no one accompanying him.

Brama thought there was no one inside, he barged inside because of his unstoppable longing for the figure of Tiara Chandani Putri.

When the door handle opened, Tiara who was still lying weak was immediately shocked to see the presence of someone so missed she was now present in front of him.

''Mas Brammm?'' Tiara instantly rose from her bed, out of nowhere when seeing Brama's presence by her side, Tiara's life spirit suddenly returned to normal as usual.

Staring at the face of someone who was so loved by him was so giving encouragement and a high spirit of life to Tiara. He was eager to embrace the figure of the young man who is now in front of him, but he realized that Brama is not halal for him to touch. He also realized, now he has the status of a wife of people. It is not appropriate if he slipped the name of another man in his life while he now does not have the freedom like before to knit despair with someone who is actually very loved by him.

''Tiara, I'll go bury all the dreams we once built. It's no use for me to stand here, and neither can you. May you be happy with your new life. Take care of yourself!'' said Brama with tears that flowed back from both of his eyes.

Brama is completely unable to lose Tiara, weighing his steps to go away from the woman he once so desperately hoped to be his future wife. The shadow of the dream of knitting together with Tiara still continues to stick in his heart and mind, but he tries to hold all the pain in his heart.

''Mas Brammm, forgive me!'' tiara said with tears on her cheeks. He wanted to prevent Brama from leaving, but he had no right to do so, given his status as Gala Abiseka's wife.

''I'm leaving!'' said Brama by turning her body and stepping slowly leaving Tiara who was crying as she pleased on top of her safe.

It was like Tiara was chasing Brama to prevent him from leaving, but his tongue was too faint to speak.

Likewise with Brama, he honestly could not afford to leave Tiara. He wanted to wipe away the tears that were dripping on the cheeks of the woman he loved so much, but .. everything he could not do considering Tiara was not lawful for him to touch. Especially considering the status of Tiara who has now become the wife of others. Whatever the circumstances, however much his love for Tiara still he lost to the halal status that his cousin Gala Abiseka had held against Tiara, who was entitled to Tiara was Abiseka not himself, he said, that is the belief felt by Brama at this time.

Viola Arzeta, who was still in Tiara's hospital room, overhears a conversation between the two human children, he who was still in the toilet peeked a little from the door gap.

Viola seemed to be excited to see the heartbreaking scene that was before him. ''How can you be Tiara, lamenting your unfulfilled love!''

Viola seemed to chuckle at Tiara's suffering after Brama's doctor came out of his hospital room, looking so very obvious if Tiara was fragile and heartbroken.

''Mas Brama, don't go!'' tiara said with her sobs. However, it was too late that Dr. Brama had gone far away, leaving only a shadow he could not touch to be real. Be sad!😢😢