As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 7. Regrets (A Longing Antidote )

Two hours had Tiara spent in the bathroom, she unceasingly regretted her carelessness.

"If only last night I hadn't attended the event, of course it wouldn't be like this!" regret Tiara in his heart.

Tiara immediately put on her bathrobe and wrapped a towel around her head. He felt very cold because for too long flirting with himself in the bathroom lamenting all his grief. One night stand with Gala Abiseka last night really made his heart hurt like it was slashed by a sharp dagger.

Tiara stared at herself in front of the mirror, her face pale from being too depressed to think of all the grief that was now afflicting her.

"I've been dirty, I can't take care of myself and my chastity. Mas Bram, forgive me for desecrating our sacred promise, I love you Mas. Really love you! why is this fate so much toying with me? what is the meaning of regret, all of it will never be able to restore my chastity that has been taken away!" isak Tiara in her pill cry.

Tiara threw her body on her soft mattress which she provided specifically in her herbal store as a place for her to rest on the sidelines of her activities to keep her herbal store. He closed his eyes after crying for too long. He did not realize that hundreds of chats and calls filled his phone, from last night until today Tiara is reluctant to open his flat object. He was still dissolved in regret, too heavy a burden to bear at this time made him extremely frustrated.

Day shows ten o'clock in the afternoon. Tiara was still asleep in her bed from being too tired and crying a lot at the thought of the one night event that had taken her chastity.

Usually, at 07.30 wib Tiara is already on stand by opening his herb shop. Today, however, the shop seems to be closed. Her herbal medicine customers have visited her shop several times to buy the drugs they need.

No exception, Brama Adyaksa Kyswara from last night until this afternoon had 127 times he contacted Tiara. But not a single call was answered by his future wife.

Brama has sent messages to his future wife dozens of times. However, do not get a chat reply. The message, none of it was threaded by Tiara. Brama was half frustrated and worried about Tiara.

Brama had also visited the residence of Tiara's parents, but they were not aware of Tiara's whereabouts. So that Tiara's parents also panicked to find the whereabouts of his son.

"How's Son, Bram? have you found the bright spot of our son Tiara's whereabouts?" asked Mr. Prasetyo and Ms. Pieska who looked panicked looking for her daughter's whereabouts.

"Sorry, Om Aunt. Brama hasn't heard anything about Tiara's whereabouts." Brama looks sad.

"Oh my God, where are you, son? last night didn't come home either, your shop hasn't opened yet. You're not usually like this, son. Your phone wasn't picked up, neither did you open it at all!" mumble Mother Pieska with beads eyes that begin to dew.

Prasetyo also seemed to calm his wife. "Mother rest easy, God willing we will find our son Tiara." Prasetyo rubbed his wife's shoulders so as not to be too sad and panicked.

Brama seems to remember the last conversation between himself and Tiara last night.

"Astaghfirullah, I forgot, didn't Tiara go with Viola last night to her friend's birthday party at the xx cafe?" brama was spontaneous.

"Viola? is Tiara staying at Viola's?" Pieska's mother felt a little relieved to hear Brama's speech of her former candidate.

"In the meantime, I'm trying to call Viola first! hopefully Tiara will be there" said Pieska's mother, who pressed her phone button to contact Viola last night with her daughter Tiara.

"Near!" peeking Brama and the two Tiara parents in disbelief, seeing the person they were looking for turned out to be inside the store in a state like a person who just woke up.

"Dad, Mother. Mas Bram, are you here?" tiara looked shocked and nervous at the presence of her loved ones who had now stood tall in front of her shop.

"Tiara, are you here, son? we're all looking for you. Brama boy has been everywhere looking for you, he is very worried about you. At least tell me, don't worry everyone." Pieska seems to be advising her daughter. He hugged his beloved daughter lovingly.

"Sorry Mother, Tiara fell asleep at the store last night after returning from the party to accompany Viola." Tiara seemed to be lying, in order to hide her sadness. Tiara wanted to cry in her mother's arms. However, Tiara tried to look tough in front of her loved ones.

"Other times, if not go home tell mom. Don't worry us all, look at your future husband he seems restless without your presence." Pieska gave a quick glance at her former candidate. Making Brama smile knots withstood the turmoil in her chest. He really missed Tiara. A day not seeing the face of his future wife makes him lose his spirit of life, Tiara has really stolen all his heart and soul.

Meanwhile, Tiara was increasingly overwhelmed with deep sadness, she could not look at the face of Brama's future husband. "I'm sorry, Bram!" tiara's mind with averted his gaze.

The one night stand incident with Gala Abiseka Gyantara really became a frightening specter in his life, destroying the future he was about to build with his future suaminya. The bad event seemed to hinder his relationship with Brama, drowning his dreams that he had planned so slickly. However, the happiness is now gone and broken into pieces like in the stomach of the earth, all his dreams seem to sink with pieces of his heart torn.

Tiara completely dissolved in regret, "Who exactly has trapped me and Gala? could it be Viola? But, that can't be my best friend. I'm sure this is all the bad guy's plan. Evidently when the lights went out he stole the opportunity to hug me. When he performed with Gyantara Music Group, he continued to steal the opportunity to approach me with a string of songs that amaze and anesthetize the invited guests who were present there. But, Viola where? why did he leave me when I was stuck in a hot bed with Gala Abiseka?" Tiara wondered in her little heart.

His daydreams were instantly dissolved, when his loved ones were about to leave before him.

"Son, Daddy and Mommy are back on duty first, huh? earlier, I left a meeting with my relationship when I heard you disappeared and there was no news. Your mother is very worried about you!" prasetyo's father said by stroking the top of Tiara's head.

"Yes, Son. Mother also wants to visit Pieska Boutique Collection, already one week Mother does not visit our boutique, she said, Mother with ortu nak Brama is also focused on taking care of your marriage with her God willing God is only two months away." Mother Pieska seemed to tease the child and his future ex.

Brama is happy and flattered, but not with Tiara he looks sad and moody.

"Brama, please take care of Daddy and Mommy's child? we trust you completely!" Prasetyo, Tiara's father seems to give full support to the relationship of his son and his future ex.

"God willing, Dad!" said Brama who did not hesitate to call his future father-in-law as Father. He also greeted father and Mother Tiara with reverence. Same with Tiara.

After the departure of Prasetyo's father and Mother Pieska, Tiara seems to keep her distance from Brama. He seemed to be confused with the test of life which is now being stretched.

"Search what herbal remedies, Mas? sorry, I just opened the shop." Tiara looks sad by lowering her face without daring to look at the face of her future husband who is actually very much missed. However, every recall of the hot incident between him and Abiseka last night made Tiara feel embarrassed to just look at the face of the prospective priest who was now standing tall in front of him.

"I'm looking for you Tiara, from last night until now, you're my longing antidote!" brama said with a loving look towards his future wife Tiara.