As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 21. Tightness In the chest

"It looks like you're starting to suck at that girl, only this time I see you really upset just because of a woman. Usually, a broken one grows a thousand!" sela Brama Adyaksa Kyswara in disbelief when she saw the unusual things of her cousin Abiseka.

"You're so right, brother, I've fallen for him. I'm sure everyone who saw it would definitely be interested in her, I'm grateful to be able to touch her even if it all happened accidentally."

"Witness proud, remember whatever the reason the relationship outside marriage is still sin and can only be eliminated through the sprouting nasuha not just a TOMATO or REPENT MAKSIAT doang," said Brama again.

The conversation between the two cousins continued across the phone. Many good and wise things were conveyed by Brama to his cousin Gala. Meanwhile, Gala who incidentally is a band child prefers freedom, but ... for this time he also heard with wisdom what was delivered by his cousin Brama doctor.

Whether forced or not, Gala must absorb a little strand of wisdom for the sake of Tiara, the girl she loved so much. Although Tiara is indifferent to her, swear by whatever Gala will continue to pursue Tiara's love until she can make Tiara accept her sense of responsibility after the events of that night.

"Well, this time I was wrong. I will try to fix myself. I don't want my woman to marry her husband-to-be, I'm going crazy." Gala kept on releasing her uncles on her cousin Brama.

"I just found out if a Gala Abiseka Gyantara can fall for a woman, so that the wife of a person was born. I can't imagine how tight it would be on the chest of the future husband if I knew the harsh reality that was happening. If I were that man, I would still fight for my love and still marry my woman even though she has been tainted, because it all happened by accident!" bright Brama while thinking and imagining the face of his future wife Tiara.

For Brama Tiara is the queen of her heart, "I believe my Tiara is the woman of Sholihah. He must always keep his marwah from things that are not diridhoi Allah," Brama bathin while continuing to imagine the face of ayu Tiara as if now in front of him.

"Tega loe brother, weakens my spirit. Why did you come to support my future husband to fight for his love even though his woman has been tarnished by me. You're not so happy ah, that's so much the same cousin." Gala appears to be protesting by Brama's absurd behavior that is not on his side at all.

"How am I going to support you, while obviously being wrong yourself. So getting along should be extra careful, often we do not know if there is an enemy in the blanket. Look now, who set you up, you don't know. So many have been harmed, the poor girl and you have destroyed the relationship of two people who will soon go to the underwriting. You will also humiliate the good name of Reyhan Gyantara's family, which has always looked neat in the eyes of the world. You're ruining the reputation of homeland music." Brama continued to let out a sense of tightness in his chest considering the actions of his cousin Gala Abiseka.

"You also know, as a man how you feel if the woman you want to marry has been tainted by others. I think you'll feel tightness in your chest too!" brama said he wanted to punch and teach a lesson to his cousin Gala. If his cousin is in front of him.

Inexplicably Brama suddenly felt tightness in his chest even though he did not know if the woman who had been desecrated by Gala his cousin was his future wife Tiara.

"Oh my God, what happened to me? why do I feel pain, but I am not the one who is experiencing it? maybe this is called the bond of fellow Muslims, if one of his brothers feels pain and for example he also feels it. Hopefully, the young man is sincere if he finds out the truth if his future wife has been desecrated by my cousin Gala Abiseka!" bathin Brama with a tight feeling in his chest. I don't know why it's him who feels pinched with it all.

"Oh my God, what happened to me? why am I suddenly emotional, why am I angry at Gala. As if he had captured my Tiara? is this the effect of jealousy and fear of people who are about to get married? as handsome as that young man is, if I were in his position I would go crazy!" bathin's doctor Brama who started messing around.

"Astaghfirullah, why am I like this? I'd better take ablution, it'll be in Magrib's time soon. Gala and the woman who's in a mess why my chest is tight!" Brama continued to monologue in his heart, he immediately wet his limbs with ablution water.

"Alhamdulillah, this is quieter and more peaceful." Brama showed his sweetest smile, he immediately put on his prayer robe and white turban on his head.

"Tiara, I hope to be halal with you soon. In order for my heart to be calmer, Gala Abiseka's story really became a mind burden for me." Brama quickly exits her apartment, which she has owned for the past year.

Brama deliberately bought an apartment not far from the access where he worked. In order for her to concentrate in her work when suddenly there is an impromptu surgery call from the hospital where she works.

In addition, Brama is indeed tipekal independent men and do not want to bother both parents. When he is married, he will live in this apartment for a while with Tiara who he believes will be his wife.

"Tiara, may you always be in His protection! o angel of my heart," muttered Brama before setting foot into the mosque not far from his apartment. This time Brama prefers to perform his prayer at the nearest mosque.

Brama tries to stay calm, so that his sanity is maintained, considering that even later tonight he has a special cancer surgery schedule for his patients. He does not want to confuse personal affairs and his work.

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"Geez, Brama that's it! just play dead on his phone. I think people have PMS. Instead of cheering up the cousins themselves, this weakens the spirit!" gala Abiseka grumbled while tapping her index finger on her chin, a sign of her thinking hard.

"Better, I gave a short message to Tiara. Soon Maghrib prayer, giving a little attention to the future wife is okay?" muttered Gala Abiseka while sending a message to Tiara.