As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 53. I'm Her Husband

Tiara grew silent when the customer asked her status with the new Abiseka how many days she is currently her husband.

''I am her husband, '' Gala Abiseka said. He did not care what the customer's response was or any response from his wife's Tiara. Everyone should know that Tiara is his wife.

Abiseka does not want everyone to continue to assume that Tiara is his future doctor Brama. All that is just the past and Abiseka wants to open a new page with his wife without the name of the doctor Brama in it. Although Abiseka knew all that it was not easy for Tiara to forget all the memories that existed with the figure of Brama, however Abiseka would not be willing if his wife was invited with others. Although the other was his own cousin who would once be a future husband for his wife Tiara.

''Whataa? so, this handsome young man is Mbak Tiara's husband? In thought he was very similar to Brama's doctor who also had the same good looks. Too bad you are not a match, hopefully Brama doctor can be paired with my child later, said the customer looks psyche while glancing at the handsome face of Abiseka who is very tempting faith.

Abiseka seemed to smile thinly, he no longer wanted to heed the words of the mothers who were getting kepo. ''Honey, go first! later Mas picked us back to the apartment mas only, said Abiseka while peeping his wife's forehead showing the sign of ownership of all those who are now in front of him.

''OMG, so sweet!'' in the hearts of the people who were just present at the Tiara store, they all seemed hysterical when they saw the so special attention Abiseka had shown to her wife Tiara.

Tiara is still in her place, she is confused to say what because her husband has told her the truth that now their status is as a married couple. There is no more Brama there, there is only him and Abiseka, however difficult it is to establish a relationship with someone he does not love Tiara must be able to get through the difficult times for the sake of the baby he contains.

Somehow in the future Tiara tried to follow the path of his destiny which had been outlined by Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala for him. She looked at the back of her husband who was about to get into the car and was about to leave for her office.

Abiseka still had time to wave his hand at his wife before he ran his car engine with a smile so sweet that it made Tiara become a dilemma with his own feelings.

''Oh God, why is it so sweet? if for so long I don't know how I really feel? I feel like a fool, so what about how I feel about Brama? oh God, why would they have to be present in my life if I ended up being in such a dilemma?'' tiara's inner self begins to play with her own feelings.

''Mbak Tia, Alhamdulillah Mbak already has a halal partner. In fact, just how many days ago we did not meet Mbak know already have a husband. We are also happy with the marriage of Mbak Tiara, may sadinah mawaddah and warohmah yes, Mbak?'' between a girl who accidentally saw the affection shown by Abiseka towards Tiara.

''Iya Mbak, I also pray for the best for Mbak Tiara and husband. If it is halal it is free to do anything. Unlike us who are still single as much as possible should be able to set the heart and take care of ourselves, because the current flow of young people is so very free that it breaks the boundaries of signs prohibited by religion. True, true love is a sanctity that must be maintained by faith and boils down to the taqwa and cleanliness of the soul. True love is love that has been tied to the sacred promise of marriage, because I have been dating for 10 years but what? I even keep the soul mate of others, my boyfriend instead married another woman to make me heartbroken and until this moment I no longer want to go on the road of dating,'' said a customer who accidentally confided in his feelings.

Tiara again reminded her past with doctor Brama who lived a little more will go to the guarantee. But finally it must be canceled because he has already done things that he should not do with someone who was not in his shadow at all before.

''Yes, Tiara is absolutely right, thank you for the advice. I want to go home first, said the woman by carrying a bag of herbal medicines that she had bought.

So even with other customers they immediately left the Tiara store, after talking a little at length with the store owner who has a million charms. Tiara continued to reflect on the words of the woman who had given her a little tausiyah about the marriage relationship between husband and wife who had been bound by the sacred promise of marriage.

''O God, I feel sinful with Mas Abi. I have absolutely no respect for him as my husband, and I continue to blame him for all these circumstances!'' tiara regretted remembering all her bad attitude towards her husband Abiseka.

''Should I try to open my heart to her? our status is also halal. Is it worth it to keep thinking about other men? and now I'm married?'' Tiara continued to monologue in her own heart and mind.

''Let's put it this way first, at least I should be able to keep my mouth. For 9 months I had to show him a good attitude for the sake of the baby in my womb, after giving birth, it is up to Abi who is willing to divorce me or stay with me who has not been able to give fully my heart for her,'' whisper Tiara's heart by trying to knit a better relationship with the man who has now become her husband.

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On the way to his office Abiseka endlessly smiled to himself while continuing to remember the face of his wife who so missed him.

''O Allah, I have just met him I have longed to die. What if I break up with him? and he was determined to divorce me after the birth of our son? How will I maintain this marriage? I'm her husband, I deserve her. I don't want to lose it let alone let it go Abiseka murmured with a million plans in her heart and mind in order to maintain her relationship with Tiara, the woman she loved so much.

''Assalamu'alaikum, who are you with?'' ask Abiseka without seeing someone who has called her because she is more focused on looking ahead while driving her car to her office which is only a few minutes away she will get there.