As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 50. Hate to Say Love

Tiara was stunned when she heard her husband protest with his words. As much as she hated her future husband Tiara still had to respect someone who had now become her husband.

''Wrong again,'' Tiara's inner self by hiding her nervousness. He was worried that Abiseka was getting angry at him because he was angry and disappointed because he brought back his past.

Abiseka also cleaned up the dusty Tiara herbal storefront after a few days of abandonment and no one took care and looked after the store.

Gala Abiseka tried to hold back the tightness in her chest, not wanting to say the words that hurt her even though Tiara had wronged her. He deliberately silenced his wife by continuing to clean the entire Tiara store until it looks clean and neat, in order to carve a smile of happiness on his wife's face. Even though the one he loved never thought existed.

''Oh my God, he was really angry with me. Why can't I keep my mouth lately? should I greet him first? and I hate him. Should hate say love?'' batin Tiara by playing the end of her quadrilateral hijab because she felt guilty to her husband.

While Abiseka continued to focus on cleaning outside and inside the herbal store owned by his wife. He was reluctant to speak up because he was disappointed with his wife who did not appreciate all his good intentions and sacrifices.

''I'm sorry, '' Tiara said with three words.

However, Gala Abiseka still remained focused on her work without even responding to remarks from her wife. Abiseka deliberately allowed Tiara to think about her mistakes that continued to be made by him.

Tiara went to the kitchen. He checked the food in his refrigerator. Her stomach is so hungry, there are so many snacks that have been bought by doctors Brama who once served the status as her future husband.

''Mas Brammm.'' Tiara stopped to eat the snack, all that seemed to remind her of her past memories with Brama who until this moment she could not forget.

Tiara took the keys to her bike and was about to get out of the store to buy her a snack. He was about to take out his motorbike matic which had been lying in his shop for a few days after the incident of his stumbling in the bathroom the other day.

''Where are you going?'' ask Abiseka while stopping her work activities.

''Exit!'' sela Tiara was about to pull out her motor matic from the direction of the kitchen door.

''Stay where you are, and never dare to step your foot without me accompanying you!'' firmly Gala while restraining the movement of his wife so as not to step her foot out of the store.

''What cares about you, didn't you just shut up from now on and consider me a statue that looks mute and worthless in your eyes, '' Tiara interrupted by pushing her husband's chest field away from her.

''You are precious in my eyes Tiara, '' Abiseka said by pulling Tiara in her arms. So that makes Tiara's body immediately bristled to receive a warm touch from her husband.

I don't know what wind brought Tiara until she slowly buried her face in the field of her husband.

''I want a clear vegetable, but you make it.'' Those words suddenly came out from the bumil speech that was indeed being labile.

Between love and hate, the difference is thin, oral can say hate, but the heart can never lie that slowly, verbally, over time and along with the love grew so that even hate could turn into a love that was completely unaware by Tiara who initially still struggled with her past which is hard for him to forget.

''All right, you wait here! I'll make it special for you, on condition that from this moment on you should call me Mas. So that there is an impression between us like a husband and wife, Abiseka hoped.

''Where it can be, it is in the agreement that we carry out this bond at will. There is nothing romantic to go through, including calling Mas Abi based on my own mood, Tiara said, breaking her arms from her husband.

''Doesn't this also include romantic words?'' sela Abiseka with teasing his wife who is not clear mood.

Sometimes Tiara is soft, sometimes Tiara is rough. Cuek and jutek, hard to guess. Like a lover who pretends not to have hate he says love and anger as if he said love. At least, he felt a little happy because his wife slowly did not refuse to be touched by him.

Tiara's face seemed to meet at the temptation of her husband, ''You .. uh ... Mas, go! I'm hungry said Tiara, holding her stomach in the hunger she's been holding.

''Yes, yes ... patient, Daddy's son.'' Abiseka seemed to be gently tipping Tiara's stomach, but somehow again Tiara could not resist the warm touch of her husband.

''O Allah, do not tell me that I have a sense of attachment to him? I can't possibly fall in love with it, this must be a pregnant effect that is not labile.'' Again Tiara blurted out the final sentence.

It did not take fifteen minutes for Abiseka to finish buying two bundles of spinach and sweet corn and seasoning concoction in a nearby stall. He also bought fruits and various special snacks for pregnant women.

He who never shopped kitchen materials was forced to intervene to fulfill Tiara's unpredictable wishes.

''Big bread, and ice cream. Stock in the refrigerator, Tiara said as she chewed her food and watched her favorite television broadcast titled 'EVEN DUKAMU', a soap opera that she often watched with her best friend Viola Arzeta.

''You can't snack too much on ice cream.'' Abiseka also reflexes sip out the ice cream that is in the hands of Tiara.

''Mas Abiiiii!'' peekik Tiara who accidentally hit her husband's small field chest with both hands gently.

''Tia,'' said Abiseka by looking at the face of ayu Tiara who looks beautiful in her first trimester pregnancy.

Abiseka's view was accidentally fixed on Tiara's ripe lips, whether the wind that penetrated his qolbunya often alone with Tiara making Abiseka's lust dipper increasingly reach the crown.

The music of the soundtrack of the film Sebening Dukamu, increasingly makes the two human children dissolve in a desire that increasingly tempestuous souls of both couples who are already halal to touch each other.

When you're dark night I'm your star

I love you with my love

So that you can love love

And love love love

As sincere as you love yourself, my love

Don't hate to say love

Don't be angry say baby

Don't lie to the heart

When you like it

Don't you feel far away

When you're close to me

Don't you consider love

Easy come, easy go, yeah

Don't hate to say love

Don't be angry say baby

Don't you consider love

Easy come, easy go, yeah

When the lips of the two were about to merge together accompanied by soul-stirring music, Tiara who was still unstable between hate and love for her husband was spontaneously pushing Abiseka's body away from him.

''Your sweat smells fishy, sticky like the smell of vegetables and fish in the market. Clean your body, I want to rest while keeping the store, who knows if someone will shop. How many days the store is not open.''

Tiara laid her body on the bed, I was almost hooked on her,'' inner Tiara while holding back the pounding of her heart that felt racing due to the romantic scene between her and her husband who almost had a hot kiss.