As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 91. Give Me Time!

Doctor Yashinta stared far ahead while looking at the natural beauty around cafe xx. He felt shocked and in disbelief with Brama's attitude that was beyond his thinking.

During this time, what Yashinta understood, Brama never responded to the taste, but this time just wanted to make him a life partner. Makes Yashinta doubtful of it all.

Doctor Brama looks forward to the answer from a doctor Yashinta Patrisia Gertrudis who has now completely stolen his heart and soul.

Brama does not want to lose Yashinta, after he lost Tiara who has now been happy with her cousin Abiseka.

The veiled woman exhaled slowly before answering a very ambiguous question from Dr. Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.

''Sorry, I don't want to be your life partner. However, I think it all takes time not as easy as you might think. Sorry, honestly I was so surprised and happy when listening to the strands you said. However, I realize .. who I may only be how many percent in your heart. Because I know, in your heart there is still a Tiara. And I don't want any other woman's name in your heart when you're having a domestic ark relationship with me. Honestly, I am not a heaven-step angel who is so sincere and patient when faced with the complicated feelings in her heart. I am just an ordinary woman who also has a sense and I will be sick if I continue to be disappointed, said doctor Yashinta without a single glance at the doctor Brama.

As much as possible Yashinta save the taste, he did not want to look stupid in front of Brama who often ignored the taste.

''Yashinta, trust me! I will try to move on from Tiara and live a relationship with you not just as a lover but I want this relationship to be lawful. I don't want to date any woman and I thought you did too. I just want to date after marriage!'' concluded Brama doctor who indeed hopes the door of Yashinta's heart is open for him and accepts himself to be the woman's veiled life partner.

Yashinta was silent for a moment to hear Brama's words, whether he should be happy or angry. However, Yashinta still has a sense of disappointment when Brama said if he would try to move on, it means there is still a Tiara name there, thought Yashinta doctor.

''Sorry, I cannot answer your question yet. But give me time to believe in my heart if you really want to be my companion. I need a priest who can lead me in my world and hereafter. I want her to love me for God's sake and marry me for God's sake. It's not just having after losing someone and I don't want to have another woman's name in your heart before you actually become my life partner! Thanks for the banquet, it seems unethical if it's not a mahram like we're alone like this even though nothing happens. I do not want to cause slander, said doctor Yashinta while leaving from his seat. He did not want to linger sitting alone with Brama's doctor because it was not good for his heart.

''Yashinta, I will take you home just as I brought you here. I will wait for your answer, no matter how many times you reject me. I'll keep waiting for you doctor Yashinta Patrisia Gertrudis!'' Brama mentioned the full name of the doctor Yashinta who had stirred his heart.

Brama realized his mistake if all this time, he always thought about Tiara to forget the existence of doctor Yashinta who had always been watching him. However, now it is precisely inversely proportional to Brama doctors actually lured to pursue the black veiled woman to be his whole.

Yashinta also obeyed Brama's desire to take him to his apartment, he did not want to waste his time just to argue or think about things that can damage the heart of his mind and soul.

The two go hand in hand, but over a great distance, make the cafe visitors feel if the two young people are a partner who is very caring for his authority and self-esteem from things that are not good.

''It's amazingly perfect!'' the admiration was also embedded from the cafe visitors who were there when they saw the moral courtesy and adab Brama and Yashinta.

As the two walk to the parking lot, Brama allows doctor Yashinta to get into the car. Yashinta said, Thank you!'' doctor Yashinta was wearing her seat belt without even a single glance at Dr. Brama.

On the contrary, Brama increasingly made a rebuke to the behavior of doctor Yashinta who seemed to keep his distance with him.

''Yashinta, you are really stirring my heart to weaken me. Why are you ignoring me more? whereas before you were so attentive to me why are you impressed to keep your distance from me? But, I won't give up on getting you. If you were chasing me, now it's my turn to go after you to get your heart back for me Yashinta Patrisia Gertrudis!'' inner doctor Brama while driving his car.

While the doctor Yashinta only focus on listening to the murottal Qur'an that he stel through his cellphone to divert his mind which is actually only focused on the doctor Brama. With God alone in mind, Yashinta's heart was calm. So that in the car the chants of the verses of the Qur'an become their travel companions before reaching the apartment Yashinta.

''Are you going to study at the Al Munawwaroh Mosque, which is led by Abu Ammar?'' ask Dr. Brama to break the silence and all to divert about the story if he wants to make Yashinta as his life partner.

''God willing, I will follow his studies!'' yashinta said, firm, solid and filled.

''Thank God if so!'' Brama looks stunned, he thought Yashinta really has changed after often following studies and studying religion.

Moreover, since wearing the veil slowly Yashinta really transformed herself into a figure of sholehah woman who is coveted by every Adam who claims to be a true Muslim.

''Why don't you ever follow the study again? do not let a little pleasure of the world make you negligent. Moreover, just a breakup, you know that flipping through the heart is Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. So, if someone is destined for you, he will come to you in a way that Allah has revealed. So, there's nothing you should be afraid of. If Tiara is your soul mate, she will come to you in a way that has been arranged by Him. So, there is nothing that you need to be too clean, ''' concluded doctor Yashinta deliberately brought the name Tiara just to provoke the reaction of a Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.

''And I hope that God turns your heart upside down for me. So, you who became my soul mate is not Tiara Chandani Putri who has now become my past. Isn't that doctor Yashinta Patrisia Gertrudis?'' sela Brama with a strand of words that can penetrate into the heart of a doctor Yashinta.

Yashinta tried to be as calm as possible, in order for Brama not to know his heartbeat which is now rhythmic hear Brama's words that shot down his heart with the ultimate words that honestly make Yashinta's cheeks look blush behind his veil.

''O substance that entrusts love in the heart of every servant, give strength to my heart so as not to be easily charmed let alone overwhelmed by his actual speech now makes my heart like a butterfly that is circling a flower garden!'' inner doctor Yashinta by still trying to neutralize his heartbeat that is increasingly racing.

''God willing, if God wills us to match we will meet at the right time!'' said doctor Yashinta while playing his cell phone which is now still paired with the verses of Allah.

''And now we have met and I want a definite answer from your mouth, would you accept me as your future priest?'' Dr. Brama again raised the same question as in the cafe just to get the answer to all the rest because it was still hung by doctor Yashinta.

Doctor Yashinta is getting nervous with Brama's repeated questions.

''Give me some time! I hope you don't ask again about it, before I can answer what you want.'' Doctor Yashinta remained steadfast with his stance. He did not want to rashly answer the question of the real doctor Brama at this time also he wanted to say, ''Yes.''

''How much longer I have to wait for you, I don't want you to be taken by someone else. I sincerely want to make you my woman, the last one for the first of my life! because for me after I build a commitment then I will not let go of what has been mine! the one thing I hate so much is lying and being betrayed. If there is still a little taste for me, I hope let us build the ark of love that has been bound by holy promises.'' Brama glances at Yashinta with the gaze of a real man who truly yearns for his heavenly angel.

''Allow me to perform this prayer for one week, after which I will answer your question to convince my heart to refuse or accept you to be my priest!'' said doctor Yashinta who tried to answer the questions of doctor Brama straightforwardly.

''I will wait for you in one week time!'' said Brama with a little slipping English, but can be understood by Yashinta.

Without feeling they have arrived at the apatermen Yashinta, Brama also stopped the pace of his vehicle. He got out of his car when Yashinta was opening his sealbealt, Yashinta thought where the man was going.

In fact, Brama was on standby to open the car door, to let himself get out of the car.

''O Allah, since when did he become this kind of attention? may my heart be safe and always in the protection of Allah!'' bathin doctor Yashinta immediately got off Brama's car.

''Thank you, '' said doctor Yashinta looks awkward and embarrassed when faced with the gallant doctor Brama. Luckily his face was now hiding behind a veil, so Brama's doctor did not see Tiara's reddened face like a boiled crab.

''Together, please enter the apartment and do not go anywhere else unless there is something important or there is business in the hospital!'' said Brama's doctor who started to sound possessive.

Yashinta nodded slowly, after saying his greetings he went from the presence of Brama's doctor and immediately entered into his apatermen.

''Oh my God, since when can Doctor Brama change that much? even he had not left before my apatermen, before I disappeared from his sight?'' murmured doctor Yashinta who now felt as if butterflies were flying in his heart.