As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 26. Positive Line Two

"Go! who's expecting a sign from you?" cetus Tiara without looking towards Gala. He kicked Gala out of his shop.

"Remember, never play with fire behind my back!" threaten Gala before leaving in front of Tiara.

While Tiara did not care at all about Gala Abiseka's bluff, the left ear went out the right ear. "Who does he think he is? brother no, neither is the future husband! you weird guy and a forcible. Indeed he thought I was afraid to hear his threat," Tiara grumbled as she clenched her mouth which suddenly returned nauseous and wanted to vomit.

"Thank God, he's gone. If not, she'll be scared if I carry her child. In fact, just a common cold!" tiara's nagging that for some reason lately she's been so very cheerful.

"Oh my God, why have I been so sensitive lately and it has been so hard to control myself. It's like Arisan's mama's always chattering."

"Hoek .. hoek .. hoekkk," Tiara regurgitated her entrails. His face also looked even more pale.

"Oh my God, can't I get pregnant? why are the signs almost like those of mothers who are cravings? did I go to the pharmacy first, to buy a testpack?" Tiara weighed her situation.

"But, I'd better take some date juice first, for my health supplement to get my stamina back to stable."

Tiara walked to the window of her herbal medicines, she took a bottle of date juice as a supporting vitamin, so that her body was fit again.

Tiara has long been taking herbal medicines for endurance. He almost never took the doctor's medication. If sick, he always uses natural herbal recipes that are already very mastered.

For the past 5 years Tiara has been studying the recipes of herbal medicines, until finally he decided to open a business related to herbal medicine at thibbun Nabawi as recommended by Rasulullah shallahu alaihi wasallam. Until the last 4 months, the herb shop is increasingly visited by customers from various places.

"Bismillah .. May this date extract be a cure for my pain!" muttered Tiara while pouring two tablespoons of date juice into her mouth.

"Alhamdulillah, otw pharmacy first!" Tiara closed her shop for a while, and she immediately drove her matic motorbike to the xx pharmacy.

It didn't take long, in just 5 minutes the Tiara had reached its destination. Shaky and embarrassed, Tiara bought two testpacks at once. Meanwhile, the pharmacy guard was smiling. He thought Tiara was married, although she still looked very young. However, the apothecary's guards kept thinking positively without thinking that was not the case against Tiara.

After completing the transaction, with an uncertain feeling Tiara accelerated the pace of his vehicle, so as soon as possible to reach his store.

Tiara parked her bike and hurriedly walked into her shop. Without stalling again he also walked to the toilet to take his urine as a tool to check the condition he experienced through a testpack whether he was positive for pregnancy or indeed colds.

With a feeling that is not ruffled, followed by a heartbeat that is increasingly pounding, Tiara also dipped the testpack into his urine that he accommodated in a cup of used mineral water. The beginning is not visible, for a long time the tool also works well.

How many seconds later, Tiara immediately checked the results of the testpack. With an irregular feeling and a limp drooping body Tiara hysterically when she saw the reality. He really looks shocked.

"No kkkk, positive line two!" Tiara was hysterical, her pulse seemed to stop for a moment. The supply of his breath seemed to run out to just say the word.

"Yes Rabb, what other test is this? why does everything feel heavy? why do I have to experience the worst thing in my life? all the breath of my life, I tried to keep the sanctity of my love in the male figure of Sholeh who will become my priest later, why in my womb should the seed of the depraved man grow? the man I don't like at all is by my side. Why is she present in my life when I'm going to have my wedding with my future husband in a month?" Tiara seemed to protest with the destiny that had been portrayed in her life.

"O Allah, I have soiled the hijab that I have worn for the past 8 years. What does it mean that I kneel the science of shari'i until I am finally caught in a cycle of sin and adultery that is misleading!" tiara sounded hysterical and heartbreaking.

Tiara threw her body loose, she buried her face resting on her knees. Tiara wept as she lamented all the grief and pain that now afflicted her.

The wall of the toilet on which he was leaning was now a silent witness to his heartbreak. Testpack in his grip now he rem*s with his wrath, as if he did not sincerely accept the reality that exists.

"If only I could turn the clock. Don't want me to attend that curse party, should I blame my best friend Viola? because he who had invited me to accompany him came to the event of the man's immoral party, I really hated him. I just want to tear him to avenge all my pain!" furious Tiara who is now unable to control the emotions of his soul.

At the pull of the rectangular veil that he was wearing at this time, he outlined his waist-length straight hair. He also splashed his head with air shower so that the robe he was wearing was now drenched.

"Hiks .. hiks .. hiks," Tiara continued to lament her fate. The light of tears flowing from the corner of his cheek bears witness to all his grief.

Truly, Tiara was completely unprepared to say what had happened to her future husband Brama Adyaksa Kyswara as well as to her father and mother.

"Mas Bram would have hated me for betraying him. Father and mother will surely criticize me for thinking I'm a dirty and useless child, for defiling the good name of the family?" the various lines of questioning swelled on Tiara's heart and mind. He was completely unable to accept the reality.

Long enough Tiara flushed his body with the water shower, he did not realize his body had now shivered cold. His face was getting pale, he did not pay attention to the shrillness of his customers who have now crowded around his shop to buy herbal supplements.

The Tiara customers still continue to faithfully wait for him, they think maybe Tiara is establishing the Sunnah Dhuha prayer service, considering Tiara who incidentally is a prayer woman. There are also those who think maybe Tiara is shitting. However, it has been long enough to wait not to see also the nose of the owner of the store. So that there are people who are careless waiting, there are how many times back and forth to the herbal store owned by Tiara. However, no occupants come out of there.

In fact, there were those who contacted Tiara's phone many times but there was no answer. The tension between the customers was also minimized when the presence of a handsome and handsome young man who was now present in the middle of their crowd.

"Sorry, fathers, mothers, brothers and sisters all. What the hell's going on? why are you all standing and crowding here? is the shop owner not there?" ask Brama's doctor who was just about to see Tiara and pick her up for their wedding dress fitting.