As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 81. Siuman (Tiara's Suffering)

''Let it be dear, later also they will definitely ta'arufan. The religious version is so, there is no grip like us. Because it's not mahramnya. You were the one who first teased me, so I was captivated by your charm!'' sela Daniel's.

''Means your faith is still weak mas, unlike the doctor Brama who is not easily touched on a woman,'' Killah Stefanie by defending himself.

''After all, don't blame each other, we both can't suppress lust. If it's like this, we should get married as soon as possible!'' challenge Daniel who actually felt very guilty for violating the guidelines of sharia by being alone with a woman who is not his mahram.

However, together with Stefanie makes Daniel melt and fail in his hijra that he was just about to start.

Along the way, Daniel and Stefanie endlessly show his affection to make both Yashinta and Brama's doctor more uncertain. Brama was forced to open a conversation with things that could divert their hearts and minds from things that should not be thought.

''Since when did you start learning shari'i in Ustad Abu Ammar?'' ask Dr. Brama with more helpful questions.

''Alhamdulillah, it has been a long time. However, he has only actively followed his studies for the past month. Filling the void in between my busy life as a doctor, said doctor Yashinta while playing his phone.

I don't know what he was looking for on his phone. However, doctor Yashinta tried to overcome all his nervousness when he was near the doctor Brama. Do not be asked again how the hue of the face of the doctor Yashinta who looks red hides behind his veil.

The sense of the leaflet was increasingly explosive, but the doctor Yashinta tried to keep the glory of his newspaper so as not to get carried away by the atmosphere.

''Means that since I returned to the village and took leave from the hospital you have begun to explore the science of religion. I am amazed at all your persistence in studying Shar'i. You look more elegant with your current appearance, said doctor Brama honestly on the sidelines driving it.

Doctor Yashinta felt his heart as if it was filled with coolness when he heard the praise of doctor Brama who was different from usual.

''Alhamdullillah, by Allah's guidance and permission, my heart can be touched to try to learn to follow the obligations of a Muslim and also try to follow the Sunnah of his prophet.''

Doctor Yashinta tried to answer the questions of Dr. Brama who took care of him.

''Thank goodness, may you always be Istiqomah in his path!'' do'a is strung from the silence of the heart of a doctor Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.

''Aamiin Allahumma!'' replied doctor Yashinta.

Both of them returned to silence, there was only a gust of night wind that accompanied their journey that might stay 2 hours away.

Do not ask the two creatures behind the wheel appear to have fallen asleep in their dreams of hugging each other like a halal couple.

''If you are already sleepy please come to sleep like a couple behind us! let me focus on driving, '' said Dr. Brama breaking the silence.

''I'm not sleepy yet, I will accompany Dr. Brama along the way, '' said doctor Yashinta who did not have the heart to let Dr. Brama drive alone without anyone accompanying the driving activity.

''Thanks for everything!'' brama's doctor said by trying to neutralize his heartbeat that began irregular when he was near the doctor Yashinta.

''Oh my God, could I have started to like him? what about Tiara? don't I love her so much? However, why is it that my heart feels comfortable being near Yashinta?'' the inner doctor Brama who was glancing at the doctor Yashinta who seemed focused on listening to the murottal qur'an from his phone accompanied their journey so as not to be so silent and could provide peace for them from the temptations of the devil who wants to breathe out evil spirits in his heart and mind.

''Sama-sama doctor Brama,'' said doctor Yashinta while continuing to listen to the letter of the Qur'an read by Muhammad Thaha Al Junayd who is indeed his favorite Qori' since he began to study religious knowledge.

''Are you fond of the chants recited by the Qori?'' ask Brama's doctor who is getting addicted to talking to Yashinta's doctor.

''Yes, I like it. The reading was very melodious, before going to bed I used to listen to it regularly to fall asleep.'' Yashinta continued to listen to the chant of the Holy Quran while hunting it until he had closed his eyes because he was lulled by the beautiful chant of the verses of the Qur'an he heard.

''Oh yeah, are you --?''

Brama's doctor's words were paused when he watched his chatter friend had been lulled in his beautiful dreams.

''Oh Allah, he is asleep! Yashinta, I admire you so much!'' lirih Brama doctor while glancing towards Yashinta with both eyes closed that can still be reached by Brama because the girl's clothes are almost tightly closed from the tip of the hair to the tip of the foot that is only visible only two of his eyes were closed beautifully in the view of Dr. Brama.

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In the middle of the night, a gust of wind seemed to be piercing all over Tiara's body. He rubbed his net all over the very stuffy room. He felt very cold and moaning in pain. The former slap and punch of Viola seemed to crumble his entire body.

Tiara regained consciousness after fainting for hours. His stomach was also very hungry. He had no food or drink at all, bound to his hands and feet, making himself unable to breathe and move normally. Luckily his eyes and mouth were no longer covered in duct tape, otherwise Tiara would probably be further tormented by his current state.

Tiara's face looked pale and endured the pain.

''Miss, are you awake? You hungry, you must?'' gerry's son who had been faithful waited for Tiara until he opened his eyes.

Gerry is worried that Tiara will take her last breath by the torment her master has inflicted on the innocent woman.

Tiara nodded weakly, a sign that she really needs food intake for the sake of the baby she contains.

''Here, eat and drink the food supply! it's mine, quickly eat the food before Miss Viola comes here!'' gerry's orders were to hope Viola did not come to the room because the time had shown at 12:00 p.m.

''How can I eat while my legs and hands are tied?'' timpal Tiara while holding his aching stomach and feeling wrapped around against his hunger.

Tiara's suffering is becoming more and more so, he again shed his tears that spilled just thinking about the complexity of life that is currently being faced.

''I'll bribe you!'' said Gerry who was about to thrust a tablespoon into Tiara's mouth.

However, Tiara refused to accept a bribe from a man who was not her mahram except her husband.

Gerry is confused when Tiara refuses his bribe. He wanted to untie Tiara's hand, but he was worried that Viola would suddenly enter the room when he was determined to help Tiara escape the suffering of the poor woman.

''Please let go of my hand for a moment! I can't take bribes from other people who aren't my husband.'' Tiara increasingly looks limp, making Gerry not until the heart sees the sufferer.

''Seems like I'm not cut out to be a criminal and a paid man. But I can whataa? I really need a lot of money for my mother's surgery!'' regretted Gerry for so easily accepting the offer and threat of Viola Arzeta who has the power and coffers of a lot of money.

''Alright, I'll untie your hand! however, after that I will re-tie him, said Gerry while trying to untie Tiara's hand.

''Thank you!'' Tiara is like a man who is hungry and thirsty. He sipped a bottle of mineral water that Gerry gave him.

''Son, mommy hope you are strong and patient to be inside here! mommy is sure your Daddy will come here to pick us up!'' Tiara gently rubbed her stomach with tears because she thought about the safety of the baby she contained.

Gerry turned his face away, unable to see Tiara's teary face.

''Oh my God, forgive me! this is all the servants did by being forced to redeem my mother's sick medicine, also collecting fees for her operation.'' Gerry seemed to be in a dilemma with his heart and feelings.

As a normal man, he also has a genuine love and conscience when watching the tormented Tiara born and inner.

''We just eat rice, son! mommy's stomach and sense of smell are not ready to smell let alone consume food related to chicken and the like.'' Tiara was about to feed the food into her mouth, but her throat felt choked when she wanted to enjoy the white rice in front of her.

''How dare you touch that food? not even a grain of rice should I go into your mouth! I want you to just die, and get off the face of the earth forever!'' jolt Viola while brushing off the rice spoon that will immediately put in his mouth. Until Tiara must suppress his hunger, in order to survive and strong for the sake of the prospective baby in the womb.

''You are so cruel and cruel Vi! I didn't expect that your morals were like a devil!'' tiara's jolt began to ignite emotions with Viola's arbitrary attitude towards her.

''Cuihhhh! how dare you curse me!'' viola snapped while spitting on Tiara's face which he had thought was like trash in a pit.😭😭