As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 44. Stay Patient Even if Not in Line

''But I do not love you Gala Abiseka. The marriage that took place between us was only a matter of compulsion. You're the one who framed me the night of the party, don't you remember that? or are you pretending to forget?'' tiara jolt that has been so sensitive lately due to unstable pregnant hormones.

Abiseka tries to control her emotions, but she remains patient despite not being in line with Tiara. Facing a pregnant woman, making Gala Abiseka must be extra in gathering patience so that she is not provoked by emotions due to Tiara's often changing behavior.

''I will never divorce you Tiara Chandani Putri, '' Gala Abiseka whispered softly in her wife's ear. He kissed Tiara gently on the forehead and gently rubbed Tiara's stomach if he was so fond of his wife and child.

Tiara, who initially hated seeing her husband Abiseka, suddenly felt peace and tranquility when her skin came into contact with her husband's gentle touch. Tiara felt such genuine concern from her husband. But his ego still continues to dominate, he is reluctant to just be gentle with Gala Abiseka.

Tiara's lips expressed hatred but her heart felt so much comfort when her husband was always by her side. But, Tiara pretended to be indifferent.

''Please, you come out! leave me alone.'' Tiara kicked Gala Abiseka out of her room.

''Yes, yes I'm out.'' Abiseka seemed to smile at the face of his future wife who blushed like holding back embarrassment and nervousness in her heart. Abiseka was very confident that sooner or later she would succeed in making Tiara fall in love with her and not turn away from her again. although all that requires a process so that the woman is devastated and receive their marriage as like marriage in general.

''Honey, Daddy's out first! Looks like your mommy is sulking, but Daddy believes your mommy loves us very much. It just takes time to get in line with Daddy.''

Abiseka gently kissed Tiara's belly, which was blocked by the robe, before she came out of the room and strangely Tiara did not resist the touch of her husband. She felt comfort through the touch of her husband.

''O God, what is this feeling? I could not have felt more in my heart there was only Mas Brama, yes only Mas Brama. It's just a fake feeling. Maybe the pregnant hormone that is not labile to expect a soft touch from a person who is bound to the seeds that I bear, said Tiara who tried to dive into the depths of his heart.

''Mas Brama, how are you? where are you at the moment? I see no more of your two beautiful eyes that always look at me with love. The promise that has been said is now gone, I'm sorry Bram. There you and her in my life is not what I want, I'm sorry if our love destiny has to be like this. Forgive me for denying our love. I'm sorry for all my weaknesses that I can't do to maintain our unfulfilled relationship towards marriage, I'm sorry for canceling our marriage just because of my helplessness!'' Tiara sobbed in her cries. He felt really guilty about Dr. Brama, until the young man went out of nowhere.

''Do not cry over who has gone, for the next month Brama doctor will not enter work as usual. He took a day off to calm down, he felt devastated and heartbroken because of his marriage that was void with you. I hope from this moment on learn to forget Doctor Brama, don't you add more bloodless wounds to his heart. He has been hurt enough with all this, learn to live your new life with your current husband. Don't give him hope, if you can't stand him either. Take care of his departure and never expect to be back with him if only to cut a wound in his heart.''

Tiara frowned when she suddenly saw the presence of doctor Yashinta on her side who only wanted to discuss her case with Brama not to check her current pain condition whether it was better or worse but instead he listened to the babble from the young doctor who was so obvious that he really liked the doctor Brama who is still loved by Tiara until this moment.

''Sorry, this is my private domain with Doctor Brama, doctor Yashinta has no right to advise me, especially to prevent me from continuing to think about Brama who until now still reigns in my heart. I know this is all my fault. But everything that happens is beyond my control. If I can choose I don't want to contain the seeds of a man I don't love. The fateful event took place beyond my control, which to this day I do not know what the motive of all this is. I don't know who set me up so I have to experience the bitter things in my life, if I can choose I just want Dr. Brama who became my life companion not someone else.''

Tiara made clear to doctor Yashinta about how she feels right now. Doctor Yashinta also appeared to be downcast in shame, he felt too meddling in personal affairs between doctors Brama and Tiara. However, because of his deep love for Doctor Brama makes doctor Yashinta desperate to see Tiara and remind him to immediately forget and stay away from the slightest about doctor Brama.

''I'm sorry, if I interfere in your affairs. However, as a friend and co-worker for Dr. Brama, I would not be willing to see him continue to feel hurt like this. Just so you know Brama is really down in the current situation. I've never seen it this fragile, so I hope that as a woman you should be able to keep your feelings and your husband's feelings in check. Don't give hope to two loves while you yourself are unable to solve all the complexities that exist, it is not enough to scratch the wound in his heart by adding a new wound. Now, you're married and pregnant with your husband's child. Take care of her feelings and never again keep the past in your heart because it will ruin your marriage relationship, think with a clear heart and a wise mind. Do not follow the heresy of lust that can lead your heart and soul astray!''

Doctor Yashinta was forced to remove the tears in his heart, he who also felt heartbreak because continued rejected by doctors Brama was finally veiled Tiara as a form of protest against all his unwarranted disappointments.

''Thank you, because doctor Yashinta has reminded me. But I'm sorry I haven't been able to forget the people who once filled my days. He was also going to be my future husband. Even though I am currently married to Mas Abi, still I have not been able to remove the traces of Mas Brama from my heart. All that takes a long process is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand! if there really is no urgent need for the doctor to get out of this room, I need time to myself.''

Tiara again shed tears of sadness when she heard the words of doctor Yashinta who so hit her heart.

The two women who had an age range of only 2 years were not aware if from outside the room Gala Abiseka heard clearly the conversation between the two of them.

''So, doctor Yashinta secretly admired my cousin Brama? but what hurts me is that my wife still loves other men despite the fact that she is already my wife. Tiara, don't you know how painful my heart is you hang my taste, you prick my heart hear thousands of needles, but stupidly I still hold on with you even though I know my heart hurts sorely, you still crave it in your life, then what do you consider me?''

Gala Abiseka sat languidly in an outdoor chair, hiding her face with her palms now covered in tears because of her love which was not considered by Tiara who had been his wife. However, Abiseka tried to be patient even though it was not in line with the woman who had now become his wife. He hopes someday Tiara will welcome his love after the presence of their baby later.

''Tiara, I'm still waiting for you here until you finally welcome my race for you. Truly, I have fallen in love with you, my wife, my soul mate and my hope!'' lirih Abiseka with her sobs.