As Deep as Your Woes

As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 86. I'm the Ex


Doctor Yashinta was seen opening the car door to make it easier for Abiseka to bring Tiara into the car.


''Swallow darling! I can get you inside.'' Abiseka leads Tiara to rest her head on the car seat.


''How do you feel comfortable?'' gala Abiseka asked as she continued to give her full attention to Tiara.


''Alhamdulillah, it is better because there are you!'' Tiara seemed to tease her husband.


''Oh, yeah? getting smart teasing huh?'' kelu Abiseka while soft menoel nose pointed Tiara who despite bruised on his wife's face for AbisekaTiara still looks sweet and beautiful.


''Teasing a halal couple is okay. Which should not be it if it is not halal yet but still continue to tease but keep touching!'' ceplos Tiara unintentionally uttered words that accidentally pinched the hearts of the newly-created couple behind them.


''Ehemmm, that bitch don't look at Neng! Behind me and my girlfriend!'' cursed Daniel who was hot to hear Tiara's words. Luckily Stefanie was sleeping on his shoulder due to staying up all night this morning the British girl fell asleep, so did not hear the babbling of Daniel or Tiara.


Abiseka and Tiara turned their heads when they heard the voice that was protesting just now.


''Oops, I'm sorry I slipped!'' tiara said with a crisp laugh followed by Abiseka who felt intrigued to listen to Daniel's protest.


''Makanya, immediately stop mas Bro. Don't hang!'' ceplos Abiseka is actually offending Doctor Brama to move on from his wife Tiara and accept the doctor Yashinta in his life, which is real now already nearby.


''Sorry, doctor Yashinta. If all passengers have entered, please close the car window. We're leaving now!'' assertive doctor Brama who suddenly turned cold and flat when he found Tiara his ex-wife-to-be one car with him with Abiseka of course, the more hurt Brama witnessed the harmony between the two couples behind him.


''Well, Tiara, Abi .. sorry, I closed the car door.'' Doctor Yashinta also obeyed what he wanted Dr. Brama. However, Yashinta felt tightness in his chest when he realized Brama still could not move on from Tiara.


''Yes, please! thank you doctor Yashinta!'' said Abiseka and Tiara who look so very compact and harmonious answer the questions of doctor Brama.


Brama immediately drove his car across the highway to their residence in the city of xx.


Only silence was created between Dr. Brama and Dr. Yashinta. Yashinta, who was sitting next to the wheel, deliberately ignored Brama. He deliberately put a headset in his ear that hides behind his hijab by listening to the chants of the holy verse of the Qur'an to calm his soul that is foggy because Brama is completely insensitive to his feelings. Brama's attitude that seems to close itself off from him makes Yashinta not want to expect too much even though sometimes Brama looks to give hope for him, he said, but it does not provide certainty over the taste to make Yashinta become saturated and impressed want to keep a distance with the doctor Brama.


''Mas Abi, you see Yashinta and Bram mas they look awkward to each other! hopefully both of them are aware of their feelings and immediately justify the relationship. Are they not tired if they continue to maintain such a distance?'' Tiara stared pensively at the two people who were very obvious to have a sense of will but shame to express it.


''Stop, honey. Looks like your ex hasn't been able to move on from you. He still expects you so much that he sacrifices his own feelings that are actually already enthroned to doctor Yashinta.'' Abiseka seemed to assume based on her feelings.


''Don't be hard! later they hear, just let everything go as it is later also mas Bram will realize his own feelings. Now the most important thing is me and Mas Abi. Mas Bram is my past and you are my future!'' whispered Tiara in Abiseka's ear.


Can Abiseka feel the gentle whisper of his wife who so touched his heart, ''Hemmm ... already good at combing huh?'' Abiseka menoel his wife's nose so that it looks red by touch.


''Mas Abi, look at Tia's nose must look flushed by Mas's act!'' Tiara pinched her lips, looking spoiled after a while not meeting and being near her husband after an incident of her being held captive by Viola with several of his men.


''But, to Mas you look sweet like this!'' Abiseka kissed his wife's soft forehead.


The intimacy revealed by the couple, can not be separated from the view of Brama through the glass of his car.


''I am the former who can only see your smile but cannot have you. You look happy with her, in front of me you show your harmony. Are you forgetful of our memories that Tiara once had? am I the only one feeling this pain? And you don't care about my race at all? so meaningless I am in your sight before my eyes you can lead a friendly with him, Brama's mind restrained the tightness in his chest.


I want it to feel like Brama is breaking her tears, but she does not want to look weak and crybaby in front of Tiara who now looks happy with Abiseka by her side.


Brama turns to look at Yashinta who seems to focus on her own world, making Brama feel a little guilty at the young doctor for not feeling her presence when she finds Tiara in a car with her.


''Let me down at Aunt Arla and Om Reyhan's house. My bike's been parked there since last night!'' doctor Yashinta broke the silence between himself and Brama.


''Yes.'' Only one word is spoken from the Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.


Both of them went back to silence without saying another word.


''Mas, you see they just say a word and then disappear. Mas Bram, totally insensitive to doctor Yashinta's feelings. Though in the past it was not so, he was a loving and attentive man why suddenly became cold?'' cetus Tiara whispered in her husband's ear.


''Come on, don't talk about them anymore. It's just me and you, right here,'' abiseka said as she gently rubbed his wife's face, which looked bruised and injured by the blows and scratches of the knife that Viola had slashed on Tiara's face when his wife was in the power of the immoral woman.


''Okay, I won't talk about it anymore! but this is so painful!'' Tiara only realized that her face was not well and there were bruises everywhere.


''We will treat your wounds dear to the dermatologist!'' abiseka said as she gently rubbed his wife's head. Makes Tiara feel comfortable when she is near her husband.


''Mass!'' Tiara leaned her head in her husband's arms. She seemed to want to continue to be spoiled by her husband after the fateful incident that happened to her.


''Oh baby, get some rest! God willing, in 30 minutes we have arrived at the house of Papa and Mama. For a while, we're at papa's and my mama's house first huh?'' Abiseka asked for his wife's consent.


Tiara nodded in agreement, slowly sleeping in her husband's chest.


Brama was very eager to curse himself for being too stupid in front of Tiara which is clearly now so very obvious if his ex-wife-to-be feels very happy to be on the side of his cousin Abiseka.


''Shittttt!'' Brama stepped on the brake suddenly, when he was unable to control himself so nearly hit the motorcyclist in front of him who stopped suddenly because it signaled a red light at a crossroads.


Chief doctor Yashinta almost hit the dashboard if he could not bear using both palms.


''Astagfirullah, doctor Brama. What the hell are you thinking? should when driving it should concentrate especially now you bring a lot of rides. Tiara has just been hit by a disaster and shocked by the situation, do not add to it again with a surprising thing like this. In her womb there was one life that survived there!'' jolt doctor Yashinta who was provoked by Brama's absurd behavior that can not be guessed along the way.


''Ma-af, I lack focus!'' said Brama who felt guilty towards doctor Yashinta.


Doctor Yashinta looked back, ''Tiara, are you okay?'' ask the doctor Yashinta who is worried about the situation Tiara is not unstable.


''I'm fine doctor, there's mas Abi. Maybe Bram was exhausted because all night participated in searching for my existence! maybe he was sleepy, so did not focus on driving.'' Tiara appears to be defending Brama. He did not want to prolong the problem and corner the young doctor. Although Tiara felt very confident that Brama Jealous saw her closeness to Abiseka her husband.


''Other times if driving is more careful, dear doctor Brama, if you don't like me being in one car with you should from the beginning say. Don't be like this, there are a lot of lives that you have to consider!'' jolt Abiseka who suddenly provoked emotions with the existing situation.


Brama was silent, he was guilty. Because, his unwarranted jealousy makes him grunt frustrated and not focused on driving.


''Yes, I was wrong! Forever it remains wrong, ''' Sergah doctor Brama while hitting the steering wheel while waiting for the red light to turn into a green light.


Everyone was silent, listening to Brama's doctor pecking annoyance at himself.


''Is it my day that I am only the former who means nothing!'' inner Doctor Brama by trying to fight the feeling of tightness in his chest when he recalled his good times with Tiara first which now only remains memories.


''Sad, I only love your shadow. You are near you, but your body cannot be touched! I am the ex! I am the ex!'' Brama again screamed pain in his heart, as if to describe his disappointment and defeat in love affairs. He lost one step from Gala Abiseka Gyantara his cousin who until now he still considers as his rival.


''How noisy!'' exclaimed Stefanie who just woke up from her sleep, while listening to the commotion that occurred in the car of the doctor Brama who was riding with her lover Daniel.