As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 45. Keep Buying It Even if it's Wrong

Doctor Yashinta came out from outside Tiara's room. He felt very surprised by the presence of Gala Abiseka who was still outside the room by hiding her face with her palm. The man looked tangled, as if hiding a heavy burden in his life.

''Abiseka, are you here? could it be that you listened to my conversation with your wife Tiara?'' ask doctor Yashinta carefully.

Gala Abiseka puffed her face, she glanced at the face of the doctor Yashinta wearing hijab. Doctor Yashinta looks perfect for the size of a doctor, but has known Tiara, for Abiseka only Tiara is able to arouse his heart and soul so that he makes himself crazy and becomes a foolish human figure loving someone who does not expect himself to continue to be on the side of women loved ones.

''Yes, I heard very clearly what you were talking about. Please don't corner my wife with what is happening right now. Even though he has made a big mistake, please do not say anything that can make him feel bad and guilty. She is pregnant with my child, I do not want her mind burdened by the problems that exist. Let it be, as time goes by we can solve our problems with a cool head and an airy heart.''

Abiseka begged Yashinta's doctor not to talk to his wife to take care of the heart and feelings of the woman she loved so much.

''Hemmm, you're a great Mr Gala Abiseka. You still defend her even though it is wrong, what your heart is made of to accept that the woman who is your wife still holds the name of another man in her heart while she is now carrying your seed,'' said the doctor Yashinta who was amazed by Abiseka's freshness.

''Actually, I am not as good and as fresh as Doctor Yashinta thought, but I try to be patient even though it is bitter and very painful. As you know for a long time it may be so hard waiting for my cousin Brama doctor to welcome your race, but you're still waiting for him even though you know your heart will hurt because the man you admire loves another woman, that's how I feel right now, we love the person who does not expect our presence by his side, but we choose to wait until they realize that we are so valuable to continue to be hurt until they realize that we deserve them to love is not someone else they have worshipped before.''

Gala Abiseka tried to reverse the fact until the doctor Yashinta was touched to hear his words that are true that he also experienced the same thing as Abiseka felt.

''You are right, we both hope to embrace a mountain that we have not been able to reach. But we are trying to climb so that we can reach the top. That's what I've been doing for the last 2 years waiting for Doctor Brama to realize that I so desperately expect him to welcome the love in my heart in order to touch his heart. But what? he ignored it, and more painfully he loved your wife Tiara, who was originally going to be his future wife, until finally the disaster happened and separated his love for his loved ones. In fact, I really hope that Doctor Brama also opened a little heart for me, so that I can heal the wound because of the scratches that have been inscribed by your wife Tiara, said Doctor Yashinta expectantly.

''I pray that you and Brama can unite. May you be a wound healer for her, for I cannot let go of Tiara to return with Brama. I love my wife very much Abiseka said with all her honesty.

''Thank you!'' Doctor Yashinta also left in front of Abiseka, because he had to return to duty, especially all eyes seemed to be on him and Abiseka who were conversing in their personal affairs.

Doctor Yashinta does not want to be the subject of gossip by the entire hospital. He tries to keep his heart and mind in order to remain professional in his work affairs. His heart and mind are not okay. The name and image of the face of Doctor Brama always adorn his heart and soul.

Some of the sisters are seen whispering, they are talking about the unrequited love story of doctor Yashinta to doctor Brama.

Doctor Yashinta also approached the sisters, he looked fit and fresh. Not a single hint of disappointment on his father's face, he really did not mix the relationship between his personal affairs and work.

''Okay, Doc!'' say they're in unison. The hue of the sisters' faces looks red withholding embarrassment for being caught talking about personal matters concerning their superiors.

Doctor Yashinta also entered his office, because many internal medicine patients were waiting for his arrival to control their respective diseases. Doctor Yashinta continues to handle his patients even though his heart is not fine and still continues to think about Dr. Brama.

***

On the other hand, in the residence of Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.

''You really want to leave papa and mama, son? mama will be lonely without you, said Mama Naraya Tarakanita who is not willing to let go of Brama Putra just wayangnya to his parents' hometown, Oma Brama which takes approximately 6 hours drive.

''Brama went for a while Ma, Brama wanted to calm down. Brama will definitely return for mom and dad, who always loved Brama sincerely. Do'a mama and papa Brama expected, '' said Brama by kissing the back of his hand and embracing his wingless angel.

Mama Naraya gently rubbed her son's back lovingly, You are well there huh Son, greetings to your Oma. I'm sorry, we can't be with you, mama has to supervise and help your papa's business. There are now 7 branches of KyswaraMart that we have built in several places. And all the supermarkets that we build are very crowded visitors and mama must help your father in his office so that no work is metered out and completed before entering the beginning of the month, the salaries of the employees must be immediately detailed on time before the 10th.''

Mama Naraya explained to her son, so that Brama would understand the task of her parents who are very heavy.

''Yes ma, Brama understands. Brama please do'a blessing papa and Mama.'' Brama looks fragile because of the loss of Tiara in his life.

''The hero of the Father must be strong and strong, remember Allah the All-powerful and all-powerful over all things, papa is sure that you can rise from adversity. Sholy youth will surely accept patiently and sincerely for all God's intentions towards him, said Papa Rakha while hugging and patting the shoulder of the son only wayangnya.

Brama immediately drove his vehicle after saying goodbye to his parents to his omana residence in a remote village far from the city center where he now stands.

''Father, may our son be strong for all the trials that now befall him. Mama hopes she finds a better soul mate than before!'' concluded Mama Naraya while leaning her head on the shoulders of Papa Rakha.