As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 55. Not Want me

''Forgive me Tefa, it's all true!'' abiseka once again brightened with a softer tone.

Stefanie's tears were increasingly flowing, he could not resist the disappointment that was so terribly so raining his soul.

Stefanie couldn't hide her disappointment with the man she loved so much.

''You have the heart, you are cruel! that's how easily you forget me and throw away all our memories, and then what do you think of me?it was as easy as that you turned around and married another woman without my knowledge, I really did not expect that you were that cruel!'' Stefanie kept sobbing in her tears.

''I'm sorry Tefa, I didn't mean to hurt you. It's not all I want, '' Abiseka interrupted by a defense.

''Then what does it mean, Mom? that's how easy it is to say sorry, and say that it doesn't want you? who is the woman who has taken you from me?'' fret Stefanie with emotions she can't control. Gone the soft and spoiled side of the beautiful girl. There is only a sense of emotion, hate and disappointment that afflicts him.

''She's a good girl, I hope you can understand my situation Tefa. I can't explain anything to you, just know I'm married.'' Abiseka was about to leave in front of Stefanie. He could not see the disappointment in the eyes of the girl who had once filled the recesses of his heart.

''Don't go! I can't live without you, Mommy.'' Stefanie embraces Abiseka's body from behind, she tightly hugs the tall large body while continuing to cry and rests her face on the back of her lover who is still very loved.

Stefanie did not accept the word of break from the young Indo-Turkish crossbreed. So that he was willing to beg for love in the figure of Gala Abiseka Gyantara.

''Forgive me, Tefa, don't do this! I already have a wife, Abiseka said gently as she broke Stefanie's arms around her waist.

''Mas Abi, I love you Mas. Loved you so much, '' said Stefanie when Abiseka had moved away from him.

No matter how much Stefanie felt about Abiseka she could not bear to say dirty words let alone hit the face of the man who had hurt her. Like most girls, they will definitely rebel and slap the lover's face if caught cheating and betraying him. But, in contrast to Stefanie, he held his own wound even though it was so heartbreaking to know the lover was now no longer alone.

Daniel, who accidentally becomes a detective for Stefanie and her cousin Abiseka, soon comes out of hiding. He was filled to see Stefanie who looked chaotic because of heartbreak because left by Gala Abiseka his cousin who has now moved away from the park, only the roar of the car seemed to move straight ahead. The occupants did not intend to turn their heads just to make sure the state of the poor girl who was moaning in her pill cry.

''Forgive me, Tefa, '' said Abiseka slowly. Not that he had the heart for the girl who had been so loyal to him even though he repeatedly made the same mistake. But nevertheless, the, once Abiseka was not just a playful or changing girlfriends but she was actually married to another woman even though she had previously promised only to marry Stefanie based on the request of both people old each.

However, now ... Abiseka had literally slammed the girl's heart with a deep wound that no one would have been able to accept.

''Tefa, you deserve to hate me. But why don't you do that? Why do you still keep that taste? why don't you scold me or hit me like a scene in a soap opera or in most novels in general? why are you torturing yourself to love a bad young man like me?'' Abiseka hit the driver of his car, he walked to the entertainment venue where he and his friends used to hang out together.

Although in the afternoon, the entertainment venue has begun to crowded visitors to just hang out and drink to fill the void.

Abiseka also ordered an alcoholic drink to calm her troubled mind, thinking about Stefanie as well as her new marriage in a matter of days.

''Tefa, forget me. Get out of my life! I love my wife so much, Abiseka who was unaware that she had drunk several bottles of alcohol that made her drunk and lost consciousness.

Abiseka forgets her promise to pick up her wife at the herbal store where she works and returns to her apartment on time, his job today is only handled by his personal assistant without the slightest activity there because of his meeting with Stefanie who takes time and disturbs all the heart of his mind and soul to make him back drunk like the time before he married Tiara.

Abiseka also overslept at the bar table until late at night, waiters there only let visitors explore as they pleased because the place is public and free for anyone without exception. Including Abiseka who is now unconscious due to too many vertical intoxicating drinks.

***

On the other side.

''Why have you been following me ever since? just go! I do not need a bodyguard, said Stefanie who looks very frustrated with the breakup and the cancellation of her marriage to Abiseka because the lover has married another woman.

''I'll keep following you, it's already night. Aren't you tired of sitting in this park since then, you know because of your absurd behavior I haven't cleaned myself up to have to perform my prayers in a hurry, you know, I also have to take a short break from my regular activities to listen to tausiyah from my favorite preacher,'' daniel interrupted with a sense of regret when facing Stefanie who was still meditating in the park with a few packs of peanuts and canned drinks that he bought across the street.

Unbeknownst to Daniel, when Daniel was not in his place, Stefanie bought a drink that contained little alcohol to make the girl even slightly drunk and lost consciousness.

''Your own fault, why keep following me.'' Stefanie brushed her hair until it was clearly visible neckline white and very smooth.

Not until there, Stefanie sat across her legs to reveal the beauty of her sexy curves and not worthy of an eye for couples who are not halal to glance at it.

''Can't you sit down and dress more modestly? let's go home, I'm already sultry waiting and accompanying you.'' Daniel had to pull out Stefanie's hand that he didn't want to touch a woman he didn't want to touch.

''Don't touch me! If you don't want to see me like this, don't be by my side and don't be a hero to me. All male crocodiles, the same.'' Stefanie flicked her hand to drive away Daniel who kept following her wherever she went.

''You are my responsibility!'' adamantly Daniel put his jacket on Stefanie's shoulder so that the girl's back was covered from the night breeze and the wild eyes that might want to prey on the girl. However, not with Daniel, his brain was still functioning normally. He will only be fascinated with women who look religious like Tiara Chandhani Putri.

Stefanie kneaded her pained vision was blurry due to too many vertical drinks containing alcohol in it.

''You, who told you to consume that drink?'' Daniel looked at the pile of drink cans that the girl had upheld.

''Astaghfirullah, I cheated. Surely he bought it when I left it for a while while while I was running my worship, it was troublesome! had it not been for my humanity and responsibility since this afternoon I would have abandoned it. Throwing away my time, Daniel grumbled swiftly catching Stefanie's staggered body because he was half drunk.