As Deep as Your Woes
Chapter 28. Requesting Explanation

As if struck by lightning in broad daylight, Brama's doctor scooped his face rough when he heard the reality of Tiara's wife-to-be who was very admired by him was now two-bodied. His body felt limp, he suddenly lost the spirit of life after listening to the bitter reality that slapped him.

"Say if the results of this medical record is one of Yashinta's doctors, aren't you a specialist in internal medicine not part of the womb?" ask Dr. Brama, who still does not believe what he has heard.

"I'm sorry doctor Brama, but that's the truth. Supposedly, Dr. Brama is responsible for the presence of prospective baby doctors, doctors should be grateful and happy with the presence of the baby who will color your life later" explained Dr. Yashinta. So as to awaken Brama from his behavior.

"I'm sorry, I'm just surprised that soon I'm going to be a father," said Brama who just realized Tiara's face has now become more pale because the doctor blatantly mentioned if she was pregnant.

Brama does not want to hurt and humiliate Tiara in front of Yashinta's doctor as well as the two sisters who are in Tiara's hospital room at this time.

"Darling, sorry. Thank you for conceiving my son" said Dr. Brama, soft-sounding but haunted by a thousand question marks. He didn't want Yasinta's doctor nor the two sisters on their side to think badly of Tiara still holding the status of his future wife.

Tiara tried to hold tightness in her chest when she heard Brama admit the child she contained was her flesh and blood in the presence of Yashinta's doctor and the two nurses who handled it.

"May I speak with my future wife?" ask Dr. Brama carefully.

Dr. Brama tries to control her emotions and tightness in her chest listening to the harsh reality that makes her heart spot.

"Alright, take good care of Miss Tiara." Doctor Yasinta and the two sisters who followed him immediately left the two couples who were still in an atmosphere of tension that enveloped the hearts of both.

Brama, too, took a slow breath and exhaled back before veiling Tiara with 1001 questions now lodged in his mind.

Tiara looked shocked and frightened, she was confused how to explain the chaos of life that had suffered one month.

Silence ... both Tiara and Brama still remain silent. Both of them are immersed in their own thoughts.

"Mas, forgive me!" said Tiara faltered, her tears had shed already without a chance for her to stem it.

Clear tears that escaped from both her beautiful eyes, Tiara cried so badly in front of Brama. Dada Tiara was so tight, she was really unable to tell everything she had experienced to Brama who still held the status of her future husband.

"Tiara, explain to me why all this could happen?" Brama grasped Tiara's fingers gently in her conscious state. He reflexively touches his girl who has never once touched Tiara even though only a fingernail.

For some reason, today he was so desperate to do it all because of his deep love for Tiara. Brama suddenly felt afraid of losing Tiara. Although she knew Tiara was not pregnant with her child.

With sobbing Tiara tried to recount the events of one night with Gala Abiseka the other day.

"I-I, got framed by you on the night of the party, I accidentally sipped a drink that had been laced with stimulant drugs by someone I didn't know who was the culprit along with a man who was hosting the event at that time. So that unconsciously me and the man have done forbidden acts," Tiara explained by continuing to spill her tears, expressing all the tightness in her chest.

Brama scooped her rough face, "Who's the guy who fucked you Tiara? who set you up on that party night? I'm sorry, if that night I was with you maybe it wouldn't have happened" said Brama, grumbling at his folly.

"Maybe, you don't know him either. He used to be our senior brother in the gray-white era with Viola" Tiara explained as he was.

"I don't know Mas, at that time I was going to the toilet while my friends were at the cafe table. He said he'd been looking for me everywhere, but never found me."

Tiara tried to recall the events of the night, and gave Brama the most accurate explanation possible.

"I'm sorry, Mas .. for not daring to be honest with you about it. And now you know I'm stained. I have also contained the seed of that depraved man, you have the right to leave me and annul our marriage."

Tiara turned her face away, honestly she was not able to part with Brama. Marrying the young doctor was Tiara's biggest dream, as she went through the ta'aruf process 2 months ago and became the happiest woman. When Brama and his parents immediately proposed him to be the future wife of Brama Adyaksa Kyswara.

Now, all those dreams are just memories that wreak havoc. He had also broken into pieces with the bitterness of his soul that was unable to reach the love he wanted to build with the young man.

Tiara's hope, now also crashed with all his grief. There was no longer the sweetest smile that rose from the curves of the face of the girl, there was only a sense of tightness and grief that enveloped her soul.

"I'm sorry, Mom. Truly, I never intended to betray our love, until finally the bitter destiny was said hello, I must be stained before we get married. Go Mas! you have the right to seek your own happiness. I am a dirty and sinful woman. You are a sholih man, you deserve a Sholihah woman who is equal to your position. I'm just black mud, dirty in the comb. I'm ashamed of myself, ashamed of the hijab you're wearing. Shame on all, for not being able to take care of my Marwah."

Tiara tried to pull out the infusion tube stuck in her hand, she went far from Brama. He could not see the sad and fragile gaze of the face of a lover who was loved by him.

"Tiara, what are you doing? you are still very weak and need energy. I won't let you out of my life, I love Tiara. I'll be the biological father of your son, we'll raise him together."

Brama reflexes grabbed Tiara's body trying to release the hose infusion. Gently rubbed by the head of Tiara, Brama's hands reflexively rubbed gently Tiara's stomach covered with robe and scar'i hijab covering her body.

The bitter events that hit him and Tiara made Brama reflexively pay special attention to Tiara, as if he had halal become Tiara's life companion.

Tiara was still fixated on seeing Brama's sweet treatment of him, she also let the man do according to his natural limits.

"Oh my God, how can I forget Bram? how could I walk away from her life, if her shadow was so attached to my heart that I could not lie to my feelings. I also loved her so much, "inner Tiara continued to shed tears of sorrow.

Brama also shed tears. Watching their love story that so melted his heart and soul. He really loved his future wife, love as if to make himself stronger. Thus, with all his great heart and soul he was able to accept the Tiara as it is, even though the girl contained the seed of another man.

The sobbing also colored the two couples who were being hit by the storm of the problem. However, the two remain steadfast and strengthen each other in order to survive in love to unite the hearts of the two.

"Ceklekkkk," the sound of Tiara's ward door handle was opened by someone from outside.

"Good afternoon brother" said a young man from behind the door. His license was immediately silent to see the romantic scene that is now real in front of him.

The man immediately froze withstanding the tightness in his chest, he was completely unable to withstand the pain that pierced his heart.

"Tiara, doctor Brama!" abiseka Bathin sought to gather her awareness of the harsh reality she had witnessed.