Ashgard: Ambition and Purpose
Ego #65

His determination and decision were strong, and Berlin finished talking about it with Garwig and Prawira. But that was not enough, because there was still one more thing he had to do. Now, Berlin just has to talk about it with Nadia. He had to tell his wife nothing to hide at all.

Because the talks with Garwig and Prawira are quite long. So Berlin had to come home late, and it was true that he found Nadia sleeping on the long sofa of the living room waiting for her arrival.

"Geez, you're a habit!" berlin said with a fairly slow tone. He walked up to the pregnant woman who was asleep on the living room sofa slowly.

Berlin smiled at himself when he saw that beautiful face was asleep. He rubbed his wife's forehead slowly and gently.

"Berlin?" muttered Nadia opened her eyes slightly when she felt a touch from the man's hand.

"Darling, what time is it?! There's still no word that you're going home late." Nadia immediately sat up with her eyes still half closed. He spoke and grumbled a bit as he wrapped his hands around his neck, before leaning against Berlin's chest.

"I'm sorry, baby." Berlin could not and did not dare to refute the scolding. The choice he could take was to honestly answer and explain his delay.

"Oh, so .. so, huh?" muttered Nadia after listening to a little explanation from Berlin. His eyes were closed when he spoke, and he felt comfortable when Berlin slightly hugged him and held him.

"Move to the room, yuk!" take Berlin and then hold the wife's hand to the second floor room.

Arriving in the room, Nadia immediately poured herself into the mattress and went back to sleep. Seeing this, Berlin once again abandoned his original intention to talk some things with his wife. She didn't want to sleep and rest tonight.

"Honey, this is booby!" Nadia pulled the arm of Berlin who was still sitting on the edge of the bed to lie down with her.

"Yes, yes, dear." Berlin also complied with his wife's wishes.

"You can't stay up late!" muttered Nadia while hugging Berlin's body, and leaned her head right on her brother's shoulder while closing her eyes.

"Yes" said Berlin with such gentle intonation. "Bye, boboo! Good night," he said later, peeping at his woman's forehead. One more thing, his hand could not stand still when it landed on the distended stomach of the pregnant wife. He was busy stroking Nadia's stomach while feeling the small movements from inside there.

"Tomorrow, deh. I can't bear it if I have to tell you now," Inner Berlin then closed her eyes and fell asleep.

***

The next day, in the morning after breakfast. Berlin walked up to his wife who appeared to be watering some flowers in the backyard. Today is a weekend, and a suitable day to relax from all the busy work.

"Here let me continue, you rest!" berlin said to his wife while taking over the sprinkler from his wife's hand.

"Well, but I still want nyiramin ...!" nadia grumbled while pursing her lips a hint of annoyance.

Berlin chuckled and smiled at the expression, "you just sat there first! I'd like to talk to you later" he said, pointing to a lounge chair by the pool.

"Jude, deh." Nadia complies too. He sat there and waited until Berlin was done.

While waiting for Berlin who is still busy taking care of some plants. Nadia moved from her chair to the edge of the pool.

"Be careful, watch out for slippery!" cetus Berlin glanced at his wife who was standing by the pool.

"Yes, I'm careful!" nadia Sahut. Her smile and cheerful face seemed to never escape her beautiful face. He rolled up his little dress, and then sat by the pool with his feet slightly in the water.

Nadia looks engrossed in her own water play with both legs that are swung several times so as to cause small splashes.

"Berlin, are we swimming together, yuk?" cetus Nadia turned to Berlin who seemed to have finished with her affairs.

"Other times, though. I'm going to talk to you," replied Berlin put down the sprinkler before then moved closer to the pregnant woman playing in the water.

"Related ... the decision I've taken lately" Berlin replied.

Berlin did not want to procrastinate again his desire to talk about his decision to go to the island. Without much ado, Berlin immediately talked about the decision he would take. Of course he still explained it slowly so that his wife was not too surprised to hear it.

"Berlin, why did you make that decision? Isn't the island a dangerous place? A lot of bad news comes from there."

"How long will it take if you go there?"

A touch of fear and anxiety along with a little restlessness enveloped his wife's feelings. Nadia did not expect that her husband would make the decision, which was to go to La Luna Island. Moreover, there is no certainty as to when Berlin will return from there.

"I'll meet Nicolaus there, and settle my personal matters with him." Berlin answered the first question from his wife. He did not dare to look at the woman's face and eyes when giving an answer.

"I haven't explained my underlying reason for making that decision. Then ... I'll explain it a little here."

Berlin immediately opened his mouth and explained a little about the surveillance camera footage that captured the tragedy of the murder of his parents. He explained it very plainly, and it was very apparent that there was little grudge with the perpetrator behind the murder.

"Nicolaus was the mastermind behind the killing of both my parents. Honestly, after knowing it, I don't want to stay silent. I want to see him." Berlin spoke while clenching one of his hands without him noticing. His eyes were sharp pointing downwards. His anger almost always enveloped his heart when talking about the matter.

Seeing and realizing this. Nadia grabbed one of her male hands with her two soft hands, and grasped it slowly.

"I have absolutely no idea about your past, about the problems in your family, and about your parents." Nadia spoke by looking into the eyes of her man. Feelings of fear, anxiety, and uneasiness were mixed up after hearing what Berlin was talking about.

"But .. all I want is one, I want .. not to happen .. something bad to you, Berlin." The young mother-to-be then lowered her head and leaned her right on the shoulder of her man. His eyes were quite teary when he spoke, but he managed to hide it by lowering his head and holding back the tears from falling.

Berlin hugged his wife's body and said, "I'm not going alone! And I'll be back once all that business is done."

"But you don't say when you're coming back, and how long you're going to go" Nadia said, hugging her man as if she didn't want to let Berlin go.

"I don't want to go too long, and I'll be home as soon as it's all over." Berlin held onto both shoulders of his wife, and then stared deeply at the woman's eyes.

"Honestly .. My heart is very heavy if it has to be far from you, especially .. Your condition is now pregnant with our first baby candidate." Not yet finished Berlin speaking. Nadia had already interjected by throwing the question, "continue why are you still willing to go to the island?! Let alone meeting Nicolaus, you know for yourself he's a dangerous person, right ...?!"

Those two beautiful eyeballs were very illustrative of how he felt at the moment. Berlin could look at him directly, and he could only remain silent after hearing and looking at his wife's eyes up close.

"You're evil, Berlin. You are more concerned with your ego than your safety. You also do not think about how I will feel if something bad happens to you."

Nadia again lowered her head and leaned her right in her husband's arms. Without realizing it his tears had dripped by themselves, and indirectly slightly wet the clothes belonging to Berlin.

"I really don't want you to go there, Berlin. The island is a dangerous place, my feelings say so," Nadia said shortly after rubbing her cheeks and eyes with a fairly low intonation. After that he re-embraced and hugged the man's body tightly while leaning back his head in his man's arms.

Berlin found it difficult to speak again, as if he had been silenced after seeing the reaction of his wife who already knew about his decision. Indeed, the initial goal was to tell Nadia about her decision, and she had guessed that she would face a reaction like this Nadia. But he did not expect his heart would become so weak after seeing the deep enough unrest and uneasiness that his wife experienced.

"Sorry, sweetheart. But I had to go there, and then meet Nicolaus, the inner Berlin.

Both of his hands continued to hold the woman. He can understand what Nadia is feeling, maybe even felt by her. Fear, anxiety, anxiety. These three things were also felt by Berlin.

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Seriate.