
For no apparent reason I cried as I continued to stare at the man's face . And subconsciously I touched his face for no apparent reason, I looked Thomas in the eye even more deeply while touching the man's cheek with trembling hands .
" Empty, voidness and solitude .you .. You feel it all "my words with a quivering voice and teary eyes
" you ... You feel no pain even when you hurt your mother, you seek the mercy that is at least left to yourself, you search for all that has been lost ..you search for what you really are and you find nothing, all you find is a very real void "so I continued with a sobbing Isak voice and still staring at him
I felt Thomas' body stiffen for a few seconds, no expression whatsoever was released by the man not even a flat and cold expression was there I felt at this moment , now his face only showed a blank look that was very clearly visible in my eyes .
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Author POV ...
at once the blank gaze of Thomas was clouded deep into his childhood life when little Thomas still felt warmth from his mother and twin brother .
Thomas was running around with the bag still hanging behind his shoulder . Currently he has to go and go home from school alone because his twin brother named Thitan is having a fever and cannot enter school for now , that's what their mother said to Thomas at the time .
Thomas enters his house and runs straight to his room and Thitan's, they have slept together until now, because the two do not like to sleep apart .
The house feels very quiet but is not new to Thomas, in that house he only lives with his mother and also his twin brother while his father , he was at his legal wife's house .
Thomas kept running to find the whereabouts of his beloved twin brother but he did not find it anywhere .
" Is Thitan being planted behind ? " Task Thomas to himself
After putting his bag Thomas also walked with his small feet to the kitchen door directly facing the backyard of their house .
With school clothes still complete Thomas was looking for the existence of Thitan . When arriving in the backyard Thomas saw the figure of Thitan who was crouched near a fairly large tree there . at first Thomas intended to surprise his twin brother but at once he was surprised by the state of Thitan at that time .
Thitan only saw a flash of Thomas's whereabouts and then looked back in front of him and pointed the tip of the knife in his right hand toward the eye of a dog in front of him , thitan viciously prying the animal's eyes to make Thomas almost spit out the contents in his stomach when he saw the behavior of his twin brother.
" What are you doing, Thitan ?? " Task Thomas in a high tone as he grabbed the lifeless dog into his arms
Thomas looked at the dead body of the dog with a look of pity while Thitan just fell silent without feeling guilty and stood up from his seat while looking at Thomas who was still hugging the animal .
" That dog hurt you Thomas, didn't he bite Thom's leg last week" Thitan said innocently without guilt, causing Thomas to stare at his twin brother in a clueless face
" Whatever hurts you I must kill . Thitan did not like if Thom was hurt "His connection again with a plain face while looking at Thomas fixedly
Without a sudden cue Thitan pulled the dog's leg until it slipped from Thomas's hand . Thitan again lifted his knife up and cut the dog's neck apart from his body, without fear Thitan cut the animal to pieces irregular .
" What are you doing Thitan, Stop" Thomas shouted as he pulled the knife in his brother's hand
Thomas intends to stop the action to be done by Thitan who he thinks is very cruel . He kept screaming for his brother to be aware but suddenly his voice choked when he heard another voice that sounded very surprised by what he was seeing.
" O Lord.... , What is this ?? " shouted the mother of the two children with a surprised face to make both of them turn towards the woman
Thitan's face still displayed an innocent expression like nothing happened inversely proportional to Thomas who was very surprised by the presence of the mother .
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