
Return to Pov Hellen ..
The last sentence Thomas spoke made the function in my body weaken instantly what else when the man kissed me suddenly rendered me helpless at this moment , now I can look into Thomas's sharp eyes staring at me .
Thomas kept his face away from my ears but not with his body, Thomas' body still squeezed me to make my wiggle less .
" Belg .." Call me doubtful in a soft voice
" Hm.." he said with just a mutter while looking at me and I felt his hand touch my face gently to make me close my eyes
I seemed to enjoy every touch of hand that Thomas put on my right cheek to make my body tremble a little .
" I want to ask you something "I said quietly after waking up but I still closed my eyes
And before long I opened my eyes and looked back at the man's black bead again . I felt Thomas's hand no longer touching my face nor his body, the man now distanced his body from above mine .
Now Thomas is standing right in front of me who is still laying my body on his bed while continuing to look at me . I began to wake myself up and let my feet tread on the floor while returning his gaze .
" What ? " Task her briefly
I crept both my hands slowly while turning my eyes the other way and biting my lower lip as I was nervous .
" Don't bite your lips, Hellen" he warned me to the point of successfully stopping a bite on my lower lip.
" Look at me if you speak, Hellen" said again
I gulped my saliva slowly and ventured to look at Thomas who had been staring at me .
" To.why did you— "
" Say it clearly, Hellen "Cut it before I finish my speech
I squeezed my hand more and more and as much as I could hold my head back to keep my eyes on Thomas who had not taken his eyes off of me .
" Are you really the one responsible for Reyhan's death ? " Tanyaku in the end ventured
I can't see the change that's happening to her current look on her face because Thomas is the one who can hide things so well .
" Yes . I did it "Absolute Thomas replied with a calm face
I trembled a little but as much as I could withhold control over my body, my two hands were still squeezing each other as if strengthening myself . I was still trying to look into the man's eyes but I failed until I finally lowered my head and bit back my lips firmly.
Silent , suddenly the atmosphere became silent no sound whatsoever for a few minutes in the room . I let go of the bite on my lower lip and ventured to raise my face to stare at the man.
" Why ?? " My question was brief with a voice that almost disappeared but I'm sure Thomas can understand that
" Because he managed to take you from me, not for a while . He wants to have you forever and I really don't like the idea of making you belong to that man forever" Thomas replied lightly
I saw Thomas speaking in a tone that was still as implied as emotion let alone guilt, Thomas said that with a calm expression as if it was an insignificant matter.
" But I love him.I really love him, Thomas "Say me softly while looking at Thomas with a teary look.
My eyes started to glaze over when I heard the man's explanation, there is a pain I feel right now in my chest .
" Don't cry over a dead man, Hellen" she said flatly as she looked at me with an expressionless look
I saw Thomas turn his body around to leave me in the room alone but before the man's step away I spoke again to make Thomas' footsteps stop instantly .
" Have you also killed my parents? , 'Did everything that happened to my life have you planned before, Thomas ? " I asked out loud with a trembling voice and closed eyes
Not long after I opened my eyes after saying this while staring at Thomas who was still in his position .
" Your parents are both good people, Hellen" Thomas paused
I was just speechless listening to the explanation of the man who spoke without staring at me until not long after the man resumed his words .
" I can assure you, it wasn't me who killed your parents, Hellen" Thomas continued
When I was about to ask again suddenly the man had stepped away from me, I could see the door was closed quietly and now I was completely alone in the room.
I don't understand why I'm here and why I'm stuck with a guy like Thomas, I always wonder why I can live my life like this .
May I believe the words that the man had just uttered? , Or can I believe them ? . That question always revolves in my head at this moment .