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As Thomas commanded , I also walked to my room with a sad look down but just a few steps I headed to my room suddenly a hand holding both shoulders from the front made me unable to move my legs .

I poked my head and looked at the figure who was none other than Aunt Tina who was staring worriedly at me at that time, she looked good but a tired streak was clearly visible on her beautiful face.

" Aunty "Call me quietly while directly hugging the woman's body

" Will Thomas leave me and go back to Simone ? " Task me directly in a soft voice without letting go of her embrace

There was no answer I heard from the woman, I just felt a gentle swab on my back

" Rest Hellen, Thomas will come home later . She just needs time to herself "Aunty Tina said trying to calm me down while letting go of my embrace

I also just nodded my head slowly while steady towards Aunt Tina who looked at me with her pity face .

" Aunty doesn't need to drive me "My words rejected Aunt Tina who was about to take me to the room to make Aunt Tina breathe her resignation

" Rest, son "Tell him again in a soft voice while gently stroking my head and I just nodded obediently

I walked back to my room and when I arrived at the door I just fell silent while staring at the bed we had slept on. I still clearly remember how Thomas peppered my body earlier .

Even the words about marriage still ring in my head, I clearly said what I wanted and the man said he would grant it .

I never dreamed of a marriage like this, I even had to think of a lot of things to get married when I chose Rey , I also never said the wedding details I wanted to Rey first .

But more than that, I just need Thomas to stay by my side . When I thought of Thomas leaving me, I somehow felt so scared . I don't know since when I feel that I've been depending on that man .

I felt why it was getting harder when Thomas and I could express each other's feelings between us . I walked up to the bed and laid my body there staring at the ceiling .

I closed my eyes until I made the corner of my eye shed tears . Right now I just want Thomas to be by my side and more than that, I want Thomas to be free..

I want Thomas to be happy, even if it's without me by his side. I just want him to be happy and never be afraid , I just want him to believe that there are still a lot of people who won't leave him . I also want Thomas to believe that I will never leave him .

I opened my eyes slowly after falling asleep for quite a while . I woke up when I felt a hand hugging my waist tightly, I even felt her breath hitting the top of my head .

" Don't let go, Hellen" said the man as I attempted to release his embrace .

Without even turning my head I knew who the person who was hugging me was right now .that person was none other than Thomas .

" I have to take a shower, I have a night shift at the moment" I said in a hoarse voice

" You just need to stay here, Hellen" he said in a very quiet voice as he again tightened his embrace on my body

I did not refuse Thomas' embrace I stroked Thomas's hand gently with my thumb as if it was giving peace to the man .

" It's only been a few weeks, and I'm going back to college after finishing my internship, I'm not going anywhere like you want Thom, just let me finish my internship well , at least I had to give a good impression at the end of my apprentice "i said again trying to seduce the man but Thomas only fell silent while letting go of his embrace to me and keeping his body away from me .

" Cody and a few other guards will take care of you . Call me once every 3 hours "his word gives the order

I sat on my body and let my back lean on the head of the bed while looking at Thomas who was holding his head with his hands while staring at me.

" Okay Deal . I'll call you every 3 hours and let your bodyguards wander around me "I said without refusing while smiling at the end of the sentence

To be honest there were many things I wanted to ask the man but I never asked him that question.I just looked at Thomas's face, which now looked more tired than ever , I brought my face closer to Thomas's ear and whispered there .

" I love you, Thom "My whisper is Slow in her ears

I immediately got out of bed and was about to leave Thomas for the bathroom, I honestly felt very embarrassed when I said that .

" Hellen "Call Thomas to make me stop my steps

And look towards her who is now closing her eyes with a position that is still there

" Hm "sober sahutku

" I love you too "So softly he said to make both corners of my lips pulled up, I smiled happily as I listened to the reply from the man

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After tidying myself in casual clothes I came out of the room with Thomas beside me. Thomas's current look was a little messy as the man had just woken up from his sleep .

The man insisted on taking me alone to the hospital where I interned , I told him to stay rested but Thomas looked at his stance to take me to make me only able to obey the man's will .

After a long journey we finally arrived in front of the hospital, when I was about to get out of the car suddenly Thomas touched my arm to make me look at him .

suddenly I felt a kiss on my lips and a soft luma*tan after that even now Thomas's hand was on my neck to deepen our kiss .

When I was almost out of breath I immediately hit the chest soft field Thomas to make Thomas stop his kiss while staring at me and smile knot .

" Take good care of yourself, Hellen" he said, touching my lips with his thumb clearing the remains of Saliva on my lips

I smiled as I nodded slowly and immediately got out of the car driven by the man, I saw several cars of Thomas's men were now parked neatly in the hospital . Even now I see some guards sent by Thomas have been relaxed and inconspicuous to make me feel a little relieved to see him.

" come in, Hellen" said someone behind me to make me look towards the window of the car that is now open and featuring Thomas telling me to come in immediately

" See you tomorrow, Thom" said softly and Thomas nodded slowly

Right now there's not much I'm doing, I'm just paying attention and taking notes on some of the necessary things .

" How many more patients should I visit ? " Ask Dr. Frans

" Three more patients Doc "my mouth

We headed to another room to check on some patients before enjoying our night break

" It's exhausting" said one of my colleagues named Kris

" Are you not tired of Hellen ? " Tell me again

" Slightly "I answered in an awkward manner, because we only spoke a few times not as close as I and Gina

" I have chocolate, do you want ? " Kris said as he reached into his pocket and gave me a packet of chocolate

" Ti— "

" Chocolate can make you happy Hellen, eat you look a lot of thoughts at this time "Say said as he chuckled a little to make me want to not take the chocolate given by Kris

" Are you going to eat in the cafeteria ? " Sanya and I just nodded while keeping the chocolate that the man gave me

" I'm also, we can walk together, Hellen" he said

I only agreed to the man's invitation and we walked together to the hospital canteen . when I was about to go to the cafeteria suddenly my eyes glanced at Cody who was eating his burger while looking at me and Kris alternately .

" What do you want to eat ? " Task Kris to make me look at her

" Junk food, looks like I want a big burger or maybe a hotdog" I said

I also ordered a medium-sized burger with orange juice and fries while Kris had ordered his food and now the man was sitting at a table filled with other interns.

" Hellen, sit here "Take Gina while looking at me and smiling indistinctly as if researching me

" Is something wrong, Gi ? " I asked immediately when I sat myself in the chair

" Nothing . I just miss you a little "gina said so much that it made me turn my eyeballs lazy . obviously the woman insinuated me, because I'm rarely seen lately.

I started eating my burger without bothering to wait for their order , when it was the second bite, the orange juice I ordered just arrived and I swallowed the burger that was still in my mouth .

" Any one of you took the seminar the day after and "asked someone sitting at our table to start the conversation

I just fell silent while listening to them speak without intending to respond to the remark .

" What is the theme this time about ? " Tanya Gina seemed interested in the question

I just listen and occasionally suck orange juice that I ordered earlier .

" Psychic disorder , I forgot a little about the theme to be discussed but it seems like about the psychiatric disorder "Answer someone from them to make me sharpen my ears and listen to what they are talking about right now

" Do you think people who have mental damage such as DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder /Alter Ego) can be cured ? " Tanya Kris started to raise her voice

I put my burger that was only half left and immediately finished my orange juice without rest while staring fully at those who were talking about it .

" Like a psychopath, is it curable ? " I asked suddenly Kris

" DID and Psychopath are different things Hellen, but they can both be said to have psychiatric disorders, they both have mental damage" Gina said.

" They are mentally damaged, many factors that cause it?, but the danger occurs when in a depressed position and childhood phase ? " Come on someone I know her name is Bella

" Yes, I agree a little with you Bel , that child phase is indeed very important "said Gina

" But do you think that such damage can be cured" asked Kris again

" They cannot be cured 100%, DID and psychopath is not a disease . A disease there is his offer and can be declared cured but for mental damage I feel no, they are not sick but affected by mental disorders . all that can be done is to suppress the damage so that it becomes normal and a little minimize so as not to get worse . Psychiatric disorders not sam— "

" Hellen, are you good – is fine? , Why do you look so pale ? " gina asked, cutting Bella's explanation to make them all look at me .

I also nodded my head slowly which suddenly felt dizzy even cold sweat had also soaked my hands, suddenly I felt a strange feeling on my body at this time

" I'm fine "I said lying while smiling knot at the end of my sentence

I don't know why suddenly my stomach feels so nauseous even my feet feel so cold and my throat also feels so hot .

" hellen... "

The last shout I could hear before my gaze was completely dark and disappeared, I vaguely listened to a voice calling my name until I finally did not listen to anything else.

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