Doctor Beautiful Vs Mafia Handsome
I Love Him....

Khai smiled again and he asked who Simone was and I answered honestly, until finally he asked me about my twin brother Thitan .

" Who is Thitan ? " Tanya Khai was still with her simple smile.

At first I answered casually now for a moment I just fell silent while staring out the window behind Khai's body and suddenly my view became empty.

" Is Thitan a good man ? " Tanya him to make me who heard the question was directly staring flat at Khai

" He is the most evil person" I said slowly after a moment of silence

" But he loves me so much, he is my twin "My neighbor with a soft voice and a face that suddenly turns soft

" Did you love your twin then ? " Task her again

" Yes "I answered slowly

" You love Thitan, but why do you call him evil? , did he hurt you ? " His question deepened as if more curious about my story

" Thitan makes me look bad in people's eyes, he knows the good and I know the bad . Everyone treats people very differently, they love Thitan without knowing how the real Thitan is "my words explain themselves

" What does Thitan do? , Why doesn't he look good in your eyes ? " His question made me look back at Khai and speak right in both eyes

" He killed our dog and he also killed Dad . He hurt those who hurt me "I said out loud

" What's wrong with that ? " Ask as if my words weren't terrible in Khai's ears

" He was crazy, he skinned the dog and gave it to me as a birthday present even he hurt himself and soiled my face with that blood . He even hurt me with a knife . He was crazy, because he always said he loved me "my words explained to make my eyes glazed and my vision blurry.

" Where is Thitan now ? " Tanya Khai with a calm looking face

" I killed him "My jawab was no less calm as it raised a little of my lips and looked at Khai who frowned

" Why ? " Task her briefly

" Because he deserved it, he hurt everyone and ruined the way people looked at me and he was the one who made me this way" I explained

" What's it like ? " See again

" The same monster as Thitan , I hurt anyone the way I want and that's what Thitan did" I said, causing Khai to flinch a little

" You killed other people too ? " Ask with a face that looks serious at the moment

" Yes, maybe more than that . I also really like torturing someone "I said proudly

" nbs . Do you love Thitan ? " Tanya Khai suddenly made me fall silent for a moment

That question I least want to hear at all in my ears, I fell silent not answering even when Khai asked for the second time , I still remained silent.

Khai smiled understandably and he again asked about something else, there were many things he asked one of them about my mother Tina .

" Do you love your mother ? "Ask him again to make me fall silent again

I always avoid that question from my mind and ears because I don't know what I have to answer, Khai smiled again and he came back to understand.

I tell many random things that even I myself do not understand, I even tell people that I never know .

" Do you have any good memories ? "

" Yes "I answered briefly

" What is that ? "

" When I hear the voice of 'I love you' and when someone promises to stay by my side "I replied.

" Do you love that guy ? " Tanya Khai but I just stared at Khai in silence and the sound of the clock signified the end of my time with the man .

" From what I've heard and seen, I can conclude there are several possibilities one of which is a dissociative disorder and possibly a psychopath , it's just the possibility of not being very accurate because you need further handling . Thomas, can I ask you this one thing ? " His question was instantaneous and there was no intention to end our meeting session

I nodded slowly as I looked at Khai who was smiling as before.

" Do you regret killing your twin brother ? " Tanya Khai but I just fell silent and Khai still faithfully waiting for an answer from me

" Thomas, be honest with how you feel . Do you regret killing Thitan ? " Task Khai once again.

" I love Thitan" I said slowly, not according to what Khai asked

" And there was pain when I killed her . back then I looked like , I was the one who was crying and Thitan who was smiling even she was thanking him for reasons I didn't know until this point " My head was soft with a sad face and there was even a single tear drop that was soaking my cheek at the moment

As soon as I recalled the old wounds that Thitan had inflicted on me, all the past I had always buried deeply now returned I remembered vividly in my head .

" I felt very bad when he thanked me , I loved Thitan because he was half of my soul , he was my twin . We shared the same space while I was in Mom's womb and I killed Thitan who always protected me "

Suddenly the atmosphere became silent there was no more conversation and no more tears were dripping down my cheeks at this time , but I felt a little pain in my chest it felt like it was sliced , but on the other hand I also felt relieved as if the burden and guilt that I had been carrying had been lifted just like that in me .

This is the first time I've been honest about Thitan to anyone else even Gery has never asked further like Khai is doing right now .

" It's good to see the glow in your eyes, Thomas" said Khai, smiling gently as he wrote something on the note and gave it to me.

" You just need to do Psychotherapy or Cognitive Therapy actually you have the third option which is Clinical Hypnosis but the third option is a little dangerous for you , because you can create false memories that make you forget the memories you should . In case your dissociative disorder is not so severe, the dissociative amnesia you are experiencing can still be slowly restored . Because according to the information you mentioned, you can remember those memories but not with her face, right ? . It's a good thing Usually the sufferer can't remember any memories " Khai said at length but I just fell silent while listening well to what the man said

After the man finished his words I stood up and shook his hand as a form of gratitude .

" When you ask me if I love that person, the answer is yes . I can't remember that but my heart always remembers it, even if I forget that person my heart can't forget it . When you feel comfortable, calm, thumping and want to protect that person, don't you mean to love that person ? " I just say it while looking in the direction

Zhong Khai who nodded in understanding agreed with my words.

" I love him , and sooner or later I will return to the place where I should be by his side "My welcome again with a knotty smile

" I hope you recover soon, Thomas . So that you can feel happiness faster " Khai said with a gentle smile as if he was encouraging me

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