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Dejavu...

(So Still POV Thomas )

Now the sweat flooded my forehead and also my body made me wake up like the last few days .

I kept dreaming of the same thing that I did not understand, a woman that I could not recognize at all even the shadow of her face I could not see clearly . I felt the dream was very real, as Dejavu probably .

My hand reached for the glass of water that I deliberately placed beside the sleeping lamp and gulped it until it ran aground.I also leaned my back on the head of the bed while remembering about the dream that is always present in my sleep .

" Actually what happened , why does the name Hellen feel familiar in my head ?? " I asked myself slowly, closing my eyes, trying to keep remembering where I met the woman in my dream, but the result was always zero, I couldn't find anything in my memory.

Back I opened my eyes and glanced at the watch that was still attached to my left hand . The clock is still showing at twelvepm and I don't have anything I want to do at all .

I sighed and threw it away at first, I lowered my legs and walked towards the door of the room . I see the atmosphere of the house is very quiet, it's only natural that it's midnight

even the main lights have been turned off, there are only a few lights left on.

My feet stepped into the kitchen but my steps stopped immediately when I found my adoptive father pouring wine on his glass .

I saw that Simone's left hand was busy using her cell phone while her right hand was working to pour wine on her own glass.

" dad... " Call me to make the man look at me at a glance and smile quickly while putting his phone next to the wine bottle.

" Come here, son "he said and I nodded obediently as I walked closer to him

" You want to ? " Tanya Simone offered me a glass of Wine and I just nodded in agreement

" Did something happen? , I noticed you always woke up in the middle of the night 'Thom "Tanyanya while pouring the wine into my empty glass

I just fell silent and held the glass stalk while staring at the glass I was playing with as if making a slow wave in the glass .

" There's actually something I want to ask you "I said after a few minutes of silence

I paused for a moment and stared at Simone who was looking at me with interest but still looked calm and relaxed .

For a long time we were silent and looked at each other until I finally returned to my voice and continued my words while continuing to look at the man .

" In fact, who is Hellen ? " My neighbor asked me something very curious while staring at every inch of movement that Simone might make in front of me

I saw him smiling at the corner of his lips pulled up while continuing to display a calm demeanor and he drank back the wine in his hands.

" Did he bother you ? " His question turned to ignore my question while putting his glass on the table and looking at me with both hands that he folded on his chest

" Yes, He always interrupted my sleep "my words were flat but made Simone chuckle as she brought her body closer to me and whispered softly in my ear.

" Come away from the one who is bothering you, Thom "His whisper softly in my ear

I still kept staring at Simone who kept her face away from my ears and could see a small grin on her face.

There was something strange about me when I heard the man's words and I could feel the strangeness on myself right now , there was a feeling of anger when listening to Simone's whisper just now that made me even more clueless with myself right now .

" Do you know her? , why did Cody tell me such a thing? , who exactly is Hellen ? " Many in a row

Simone did not immediately answer my words, I saw the man standing up from his seat and looked at me with a smile usually, a smile that I could not understand .

" A little bit, I know her a little bit . He is just a little bully who unfortunately can still breathe to this day" he said after standing up

" Do you hate him ? " Look directly

" Yes, I hate that boy so much "he said casually and I just fell silent not wanting to ask further

" I'm going to sleep now, you better go back to sleep, Thom "Husband while stepping his feet away from me slowly and further away

I was still silent with a glass of wine that I had not touched at all while staring at the passing of Simone who was now getting lost from my sight .

Now it's been a month since Cody called me to tell me about Hellen, and after that, not a single call came back to my phone .

Right now I'm not living in my big house because there's some reason , one of them was Simone who asked me to stay in her big house on the grounds that she missed me so much and needed me for some of her work .

But this time I felt something was different about me. When I saw the splash of blood I felt a little guilty and the shadow about the woman re-emerged in my mind .

Someone's voice came back to my ears and I felt so hate when every time it held me back while I was doing my job .

I squeezed the glass that was in my hand while sipping the wine to the end with one gulp and returned to pour for the second glass and so on

" Fuck my "sad when the pain in my head comes back

" I love you "

" Helen .. let's get married "

prak...

I threw the bottle of wine at the refrigerator in front of me to make the liquid scatter on the floor , even today I can hear my own voice speaking in my mind like a crumpled tape .

"Hellen. let's get married "

" Hellen. let's get married "

"Hellen. let's get married "

" Hellen. let's get married "

The voice kept repeating itself in my head like a tangled cassette to the point of making my face flushed and sweaty .

" Dickhead....." My anger

Now that my head was throbbing with pain as it continued to force my brain to remember who the woman was, the shadow of Hellen kept spinning rapidly in my head making my head even more painful

My hands did not stop squeezing my hair as if to relieve the pain but the result is nil my head now feels so much pain even the squeeze on my hair is now getting stronger as the faint shadow of a woman swirls in my head .

I could only hear the voice of a woman yet I could not see her face clearly, that woman's face looked blurry in my memory not even visible at all.

I sat my body on the floor with broken glass that littered the floor and also the table, my hands continued to squeeze my hair even my face was now flushed with sweat how the corn that continued to wet my face .

" After this , let's marry Thom . I want us to get married by the beach , I want orange roses , I also want to stare at the sunset with you , I want to marry you Thomas . after this , let's get married "

My heart felt tightly squeezed as the sentences flashed in my head , I grimaced as I listened to the sound of it spinning in my head even I ignored the sound of footsteps running towards me at this moment .

Instantly I stared blankly in front of me and released the squeeze of my hand on my hair letting the uncontrollable pain strike my head and suddenly my tears dripped unexcusedly as the sentence continued to ring in my head .

I turned to Martin, the man who had been with me since I was in this big house, the man who really knew how I was living my life and who was also a confidant of Simone .

" Young master "Call him to me but I just kept silent not saying anything at all

I really feel tired and can't make the slightest sound .

I felt Martin grabbing my right hand while thrusting something into the skin of my hand . I neither deny nor deny that I only let whatever the man did to my body.

I kept staring blankly in front of me and the voice turned again in my head.

" You can take care of myself as you often do Thomas, just do as you normally would . Take good care of myself as always and I will take care of you as you take care of me . That's what lovers do, not . couples who decide to get married . We can protect each other Thom and that is the best . I trust you, I trust you so much "

" I believe you, Thom "

The words came back ringing in my head but I continued to be silent while staring blankly at my front with a view that was now increasingly blurry and dim , But I could still feel someone who was none other than Martin closing his face to my ear and whispering quietly there .

" I'll bring Hellen to you, you just have to wait "slowly in my ear, Martin whispered, making me stare blankly at the man and my eyes darkened

Before closing my eyes tightly I had a chance to see the look of pity on the man's face as he stared at me

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