Doctor Beautiful Vs Mafia Handsome
A Hugs...

After treating Thomas last night I managed to sleep at three in the morning and this time my sleep became more restful.

I feel good at this time because Early in the morning I have left for the hospital where I interned, I entered my hospital room in this hospital . After changing into clothes like other students/interns I slightly ran towards the medical recap room.

They punished me for helping the nurses who were there because I took too long a permit he said . After greeting some nurses I was back struggling with documents belonging to the patients, some documents have also been transferred to the hospital database so that my sentence this time is not too troublesome .

After a few minutes I had finished my sentence before lunchtime, for not having any other work I walked towards the hospital library .

After arriving at the library that was on the top floor of the hospital, I immediately picked up some books that would be my current reading .

Now the stack of books is in my hands, all the books that I take average berudikan about personality and psychology . I open sheet by sheet of the book and read some sentences that are there.

" Fear is the basis of emotions such as sadness, happiness and anger . While Fear is a natural thing felt by humans because fear is what makes humans become more careful individuals . But excessive fear is not good for nerve organs, excessive emotions will make the nerves respond with excessive . excessive fear will make sufferers feel trauma or phobia "

" Psychic trauma is a state or psychological situation of a person who is injured due to severe events and events that have been experienced before . This psychic trauma will arise when a person does not have mental resilience in the face of events or events experienced by , Psychic trauma can make a person become stressed and events that have been experienced will reoccur in his head.. "

I continued to read every word that had any meaning in the book until I switched to another.

" Psychopaths are not the same as Schizophrenia or crazy because a psychopath is fully aware of the actions he or she is doing . Psychopaths are often called crazy people without mental disorders . According to research about 1% of the total world population has psychopaths . These people are difficult to detect because as many as 80% more are wandering than those languishing in prison or in mental hospitals . the sufferer is also difficult to cure but determining someone who has a mental disorder is not easy and can be set just like that . there are 7 stages to find out if the person is really a psychopath or just has another mental disorder .

Characteristic of psychopathic actors is emotional emptiness, in general, humans will be afraid or creepy when they watch a movie or something bad happens because of the emotional surge that occurs . But unlike psychopaths who do not have any emotions, a psychopath does not feel anything because the feeling of a psychopath only contains the desire to fulfill desires and rationality without sadness. A psychopath cannot feel remorseful or sad after committing a crime nor can a Psychopath lose control or get angry . Everything is controlled, someone who has this disorder is very dangerous because their emotional brain has been damaged, the nickname that is often intended for psychopaths is "monster" , one side of human nature is the scariest and most inhumane..."

I closed the book after I finished reading it at length , I really suck to understand the sentence by sentence in the book . when I was about to open another book suddenly my phone shook and I saw Gina's name on it making me raise my eyebrows in wonder

" A—" my word was truncated

" Get me a blood bag O , we need it right now, Hellen ! " Gina said from there in a panic

The phone connection was immediately cut off and I hastily tidied up the book I read and put it down originally and ran towards the blood storage room on the ground floor.

I ran as fast as I went into the room and immediately searched for a blood bag labeled O , I didn't even have time to catch my breath hunting for running .

When the blood bag was in my hand, suddenly something in my brain processed memories that I had begun to forget , the scene of Thomas's murder of Doctor Charles the other day flashed across my head like a broken cassette .

I touched my head and felt terrified when I saw the blood bag that was on my sling at this moment . I reflexively tossed the blood bag and dropped my body shaking on the floor until the shakes of the phone in my pocket awakened me.

I see Gina's name is back on my phone, I close my eyes trying to cast my shadow off the man who killed Doctor Charles but I can't .

Now I walk with a step gontai Doctor who was on duty during the operation was actually scolding me in front of the student/i other interns . I just bowed my head deeply and didn't speak because I knew I was guilty .

Right now I'm back in Thomas' house somehow I don't know either, it's just that I came back here willingly . I saw some guards opening the gate for me no welcome greetings only silence and the silent sound of the night filled my ear cavity .

I went into the house and passed Thomas I saw Thomas's clothes were more humane at the moment , he was wearing a casual t-shirt and shorts, only his stern jaw and sharp eyes were still intimidating.I passed the man for granted but Thomas's hand held mine .

" I s—edang do not want to talk anything "my words softly without seeing the man in the slightest.

" Some of my men suffered stab wounds and gunshot wounds, you treat them now "say her Absolutely disregard my words

The man's words were like an Absolute Commandment that could not be rejected in the slightest .

" I—" I said with a trembling body and suddenly crying

I turned my body around and hugged Thomas tightly, at a time like this I just needed a hug like what my lover used to do to me .

" WHAT Y—" said Thomas cut off

" I'm not a Doctor, I—I almost killed a patient because of my fear earlier, I—hiks a bad doctor and I almost became a killer" I said in a sobbing voice cutting Thomas's speech

I kept crying shedding everything that happened today . during the operation I almost killed one life that was struggling to live , if no Gina had run to get the blood bag earlier it would have been the patient was dead . I cried and more and more put my arms on Thomas's body .

" I'm a bad Doctor candidate" I said in a soft voice

1 pat..

2 pats..

3 claps..

I felt Thomas give me three pats on my back as if he was calming a child .

" All will be well, Hellen "he said softly which sounded very deep in my ears

I let go of my hug on Thomas's body when I heard the soft words.The man had just calmed me down and somehow I felt happy and believed that sentence .

I looked at Thomas's face with a faint look and smiled gently at him for the first time