
Now I keep creeping slowly my palms are interlocked several times even I to wet my lower lip that does not dry at all .
I should have been inside the house instead of sitting down and drinking a warm cup of coffee with Gery like this .
" You just escaped Thomas 'supervisory, Hellen ? " Gery said as if he could read my mind
I sighed softly before nodding my head in response to the man's question .
" You're too brave Hellen "he said again, making me feel a little scared
Even the man was not interested in the coffee glass that is currently in front of him because since then Gery just stared at me with interest .
Currently, Gery and I are sitting in a cafe located not far from where Thomas lived, after successfully lying to Cody, I can finally meet with Gery .
At first Gery and I had made an appointment to meet at Thomas' house just that some of the guards didn't allow anyone to visit including Gery be me and that man in this place now .
" I just want to ask you something, Gery "I said firmly while looking at Gery who was now holding his back as if interested in the question I was going to ask him .
I took a slow breath and threw it away slowly, hesitatingly I began to ask the man .
" Do you know Mr Simone ? " Tanyaku directly while staring at Geryang was frowning
" He's someone you shouldn't have to find out Hellen . Go home, I don't want you to be finished off by Thomas "His speech warned me to make me stare confusedly at him
After saying that Gery immediately stood up from his seat but I immediately held Gery's wrist as the man was about to turn around to leave me .
" You must know that guy Gery, who is he really ? " Many more are stubborn
I don't know why after hearing Mr. Simone was such a huge disturbance to my mind from earlier .
" Go home, Hellen "send him again to ignore my question but I just shook my head slowly
" Tell me who he is, Gery" I said again still want to know about Mr . Simone it's
" You don't need to know Hellen, don't make your curiosity it's a disease for you . Simone is not the person you should be looking for, Hellen "he said with a face that looked so serious that it made me shut up for what Gery gave me .
Even holding my hand on Gery's wrist was getting weaker and made Gery managed to get away from me. Without me preventing Gery even walked away leaving me alone in the cafe .
" Simone is not the one you should be looking for "Gery's words that keep spinning in my head making me even more curious to know who Mr. Simone was actually, when they all covered her from me the more I wanted to know the figure
My head kept thinking about who Mr. Simone is, is he someone who plays an important role in Thomas's life? , Is he a cop? , a criminal or maybe the same person as Thomas ? .
My mind is now getting dissolved in the questions that are in my mind at this time about the figure of the man named Simone .
Instantly I gasped in shock in the middle of my daydream as someone pulled my arm forcefully and suddenly , the protest speech I wanted to say instantly silenced itself when it came to knowing the figure that was pulling my arm at this moment .
" Which part do you not understand from my words to remain in my control and not go anywhere, Hellen" Thomas said with a furious face and a very terrible voice in my ears
I grimaced in pain as Thomas gripped my arm so tightly, even the man pulled me out like someone who was committing a crime without a care with the ringing of my pain .
" It hurts "My words are soft and slow trying to get sympathy from the man but the results are nil
Thomas even threw my body towards the door of the car that was still closed to make my back hit the door of the car .
" Thom— "I stopped my words again when I saw Thomas' face that immediately seemed calm
Somehow Thomas's calm was the scariest thing I've ever seen rather than his anger . I saw Thomas looking at me flat without making a sound .
" Don't make me worry about Hellen" he said in a tone of voice that now sounded calmer in my ears but his eyes were still closed
" Ak— "
" It feels like I almost want to die while listening to the news that you disappeared, Hellen "Help gently cut off my words while opening his eyes and looking at me with a sad look
I saw Thomas looking at me with a sad look but clearly looked at the worry on the man's face and gaze that made me feel guilty at the man instantly .
" This time promise me Hellen, not to go anywhere without my supervision and consent . Can you promise me, Hellen ? " His voice asked me again
" Thomas ..." Call me slowly while looking at the man with a guilty look
" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to run away from your guard Thom, I .. I just wanted to know something and when I asked no one answered him " sambunyku at length with a timid voice
I paused my words while thinking whether I should tell Thomas about my curiosity about Mr. Simone I thought .
" goddess ... " Call Thomas to break my daydream
" If all you want to know is Mr . Simone , I will not tell you that not even anyone I did not tell . Because , you don't need to know who Simone is , she ha—"
" Why ? . If you really intend to marry me and have something serious with me you should have shared everything about you with me Thomas but in reality I know nothing about you . I'm like an idiot who doesn't know anything about you, I just want to know at least a little bit about you, Thomas " my words at length cut his words with slightly overflowing emotions while staring at the man
" Hellen , you don't need— "
" I understand, I understand Thomas . From now on take care of your own business and forget about your invitation last time because I thought we wouldn't make it ', I mean we won't make it in the marriage relationship " I said again and again cutting off the words that came out of the man's mouth
To be honest I felt confused at this moment of me , Somehow I became so emotional towards that man but I still managed to control my voice a little well in front of that man .
I stared at Thomas who now looked completely angry and unhappy at my rejection or my words , but I don't care that I just let out the emotions that are running in my heart and mind right now .
Without guilt and fear I opened the door of the car behind me but at lightning speed Thomas immediately closed the door .
" Are you going to leave me ? " Sanya in an unbearable voice while looking at me with a look full of anger
I looked back at the man and looked at him with a pitiful look while smiling knots at him .
" I know very well what you are Thomas, no matter how much I try to get away from you I will never be able to . Because I am well aware that my status here is your prisoner for life "I said loudly right in front of the man's face
I was very aware of Thomas's change of attitude after I said it out loud but I didn't care 'I got in the car and sat my ass in the seat .
I was still speechless trying to calm down and control my emotions that somehow overflowed just like that at this moment . Somehow the things Thomas was hiding made me a little angry I felt like a fool who knew nothing about the man .
" I just want to know at least a little bit about your life, Thomas" I said in my heart
After feeling a little about my tears suddenly dripping on their own , Somehow it feels very painful in my chest this time .
I felt, I was so insignificant in the man's eyes that he kept so tight all his secrets from me .
I just feel like it's not fair because the guy knows all about me even about my story with Rey while I don't know anything about her life .
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