
Now it has been a few days that I have slept in Thomas's room, ever since I slept in the man's room I have been treated like a king's daughter .
I didn't need to get out of my bed to eat anything because Thomas himself pushed a trolley full of food into my bed, the man would go into his room at breakfast , when lunch and dinner come, besides, I won't find Thomas or just look at him.
I don't know where the guy was staying overnight either and I don't want to know . Besides, I couldn't have allowed that guy to sleep in the same bed as me, 'cause I thought it would be weird if it happened .
When I was daydreaming suddenly I listened to the ringing sound of my phone on the nightstand, I immediately grabbed the phone and saw an email coming in .
A few hours ago I just finished the questions asked by Gery, I opened the email I just received from the same person .
" Hellen, when can you meet me? , Are you ready ? "
I just fell silent as I stared at the line of words that had just been sent by Gery, I thought for a moment about the events that I had felt last time .
I wasn't ready to accept the way I felt when Gery tried to figure out what was going on with me .
That feeling I don't like very much , I'm scared and I'm really not ready for it , I'm afraid of what will fill my mind again later .
Call me a coward because I'm like that 'I'm trying to escape the fear that is eating away at my life constantly . After a few minutes of daydreaming I finally replied to an email sent by Gery .
" I'll think of Gery, for now I'm still not ready . I'll tell you if I'm really ready . To be honest I'm still scared, I don't want something like yesterday to happen again , when I'm ready and I dare to promise to come to you Gery "get back to Gery
After sending an email to Gery, I went back to look at the contents of the messages that came in my email. I rarely read the messages in my email .
Instantly my eyes stared pushyly when I found a message coming in from Reyhan there, without being able to control my hand immediately opened the message . I haven't read it yet and this is the first time I've read it .
" Dear , I'm sorry .. 'cause I went without seeing you first . going to Brazil is burdensome for our relationship, but. I want to be worthy of you dear . Oya, someone named Thomas came to me, do you know Thomas?---- "
The message had been in for a few months right before the news of Reyhan's accident, when my chest felt very tight and I felt something painful about my heart .
Just as I was about to return to my reading suddenly the door opened and this time it was not Thomas I saw but another figure who was a little familiar with me .
I saw the figure standing at the door of the room while looking politely at me as if we did not know each other .
I frowned when I saw Aunt Tina's attitude towards me. I didn't like Aunt Tina's attitude which was like this one that held respect for me .
everyone in this house does treat me like I'm the 'big lady', but that doesn't apply to Aunt Tina .
" Mister Thomas told me to give this to you . He ordered you to wear everything in this box . At this time he's been waiting for you downstairs, Miss " said Aunt Tina ignoring my call,
I frowned as I stared at her when I heard Aunt Tina speaking politely and very formally to me. I kept staring at Aunt Tina who somehow looked unhealthy at that moment . Her pretty face looked very pale and I could see her lips trembling a little .
" Auntie is sick ? " I asked to ignore the woman's words
I immediately stood up and took over the box that was under by Aunt Tina and just placed it on the bed, I looked at Aunt Tina with a worried look while checking her temperature with my hands .
" I'm fine, Miss "he said politely with a gentle smile as he let go of my hands on both sides of his shoulders
" Call me Hellen, Auntie . Don't ever be formal with me "I warned Aunt Tina but she just smiled
" Go get dressed Miss ', Mr. Thomas is waiting for you downstairs" said Aunt Tina who clearly ignored my remarks.
I kept frowning my head at that woman, I really didn't like Aunt Tina's attitude like this . just as I was about to touch Aunt Tina's arm all of a sudden the woman immediately lowered her head and paled from before me .
Somehow I felt sad when I got the rejection that Aunt Tina gave me. I just fell silent while dropping my butt on the bed and staring at the passing of the middle-aged woman .
I sat down beside the box that Aunt Tina was carrying earlier, lazily I pointed my right hand to touch the blue sea box that was beside me at this time .
I opened the box lazily but I was a little surprised to find the contents of the box .
I saw a very beautiful ivory white colored dress in the box .I frowned when I saw the dress , .
I ventured my hand to take the dress from the box and watched it carefully, I felt it was no stranger to my sight until my tears suddenly drenched my cheeks .
I won't forget the clothes I used during my first meeting with the Reyhan family . This may be similar but I'm sure it's really mine , this is the first dress Reyhan bought for me when she wanted to introduce me to her family first .
I hugged the dress tightly, and for no apparent reason I cried as I hugged the dress in my arms, I missed Rey's figure really , I miss her so much .
I will never forget that man, Rey will always be in my heart .
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